lam
he/him
twenty-seven
may 7th
hau’oli city, alola
rooksexual (demi)
lilycove gym leader
gym leader
his hands keep turning into birds and flying away from him. eventually the birds must land.
gilded [m]
POSTED ON Jul 15, 2024 23:17:26 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","ambrosia lam"] [attr="class","textbox"] “Well, that’s the natural side effect of caring about people,” he replied, shrugging, before he let out a heavy breath. He looked down at his hands as he did, cheeks puffing as he blew out. “I get it, though. You’re not the only one who feels useless with all the waiting, the uncertainty that comes with it, y’know?” It wasn’t exactly the most motivating thing to say, but it’s commiserating, at least. If anything, it ran even deeper than that. Lam questioned himself on a near daily basis. “None of us can stop it, but we’re the ones who are sticking around to meet it. So that means something. Especially to the people you can’t stop thinking about.”[break][break] He bumped her with another nudge, that time with an elbow.[break][break] “I don’t have, like, all this sage advice for you. I’ve kind of only been in this mess for a year and half. And really, it started with just being on the gym circuit. As a challenger.” And somehow he’d come to this point. His focus drifted, moving to the far wall that stretched down into the hallway. The space was littered with polaroids. Snapshots of his life in the last three or four years. “Care about who?” he asked absently.[break][break] Slouching off of the couch, he padded over to the wall on fuzzy-socked feet. Most of them were blurry candids of himself and Rook, their pokemon. A scattering of selfies and the places they’d visited. Friends they’d made. Lam plucked one loose, the tape peeling away from the photo and clinging to the wall. He held it out to her.[break][break] It was a photo from only a year and a half ago, but he still looked younger than he does now somehow. Taken a few days after the conflict that had broken out in Dewford, when he’d become lost in the Ultra Deep Sea and the Interdream Mist. Clueless in his effort to help, and he’d been older than Robin was now.[break][break] The picture itself was lighthearted, though he looked battered as hell. The swoop of his thumb and forefinger tucked under his chin as he tried to look slick while sporting a mottled shiner in purple and blue that stretched down his eye and cheek. In the corner was the top of Rook’s head–only his eyes and messy hair visible from the poorly angled selfie.[break][break] ”I was at the Battle at Dewford. I was smiling by the time Rook snapped this, but it took days. And even then, I wasn’t really over it. I still don’t like going out there. I thought I was, but I wasn’t ready for any of it, and I paid for that in the Deep Sea.” He’d been a bit like she was now, in the wake of it—keeping it together while falling apart. His partner had to talk him out of insisting he was fine more than once. He’d felt exactly the same way—useless. His smile was a thin thing, but earnest as he looked at her, “Lost my first pokemon out there, caused the first death of another one too. I know it sucks to wait. But don’t be too eager for it to come, because it’s not pretty and it won’t be over quickly.”[break][break] Lam let out another long breath, “You’re younger than my little brother, it doesn’t exactly sit well with me to see you out there. I can’t stop you, but don’t rush in, yeah?”[break][break] [attr="class","oocnotes"] [attr="class","icon-flying"] some context threads: here, here [attr="class","bottom"] [attr="class","pkmnlist"] [attr="class","tagline"] M: PRE-PRELUDE [newclass=".lam"] --accent:#acc77b; [/newclass] [newclass=".ambrosia"] width: 450px; margin: 0px auto; background-color:#1c1c1c; background-image: url(https://image.ibb.co/cpf8Wc/flower_patt.png); background-repeat: no-repeat; background-position: bottom right; box-shadow:2px 2px 0px #333333, -2px 2px 0px #333333, 2px -2px 0px #333333, -2px -2px 0px #333333; position:relative; border-radius:10px; overflow:hidden;} .ambrosia .textbox i { color:var(--accent)!important; } .ambrosia .textbox b { font:bold 13px/10px 'Poppins'; color:var(--accent); font-weight:500; } .ambrosia .textbox a { font:600 13px/13px 'Poppins'!important; } .ambrosia .textbox u { text-decoration: underline solid var(--accent); letter-spacing: 1.2px; text-underline-offset:1.5px; font:13px/10px 'Roboto';} .ambrosia .top { height: 250px; background-image: url(https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/1058305315642286080/1155412642115104829/image.png); position:relative; } .ambrosia .line { height: 5px; background: #333; width: 300px; margin: 20px auto 0px; opacity:0.8; } .ambrosia .textbox { line-height: 15px; letter-spacing: .5px; font-size: 12px; font-family: roboto; color: #d6d6d6; margin: 20px auto 0px; text-align: justify; padding:40px 60px; padding-bottom:40px; } .ambrosia .pkmnlist { text-align:right; margin-top:-20px; } .ambrosia .pkmnlist img { filter:grayscale(1); } .ambrosia .pkmnlist img:hover {filter:none;} .ambrosia .oocbox { border-top:3px solid #333; padding-top:10px; width:260px; margin:20px auto 0px; text-align:left; [/newclass] [newclass=".amilkycredit"]font-size:15px; position:absolute; z-index:99; top:10px; right:10px; opacity:0.5; border-radius:100px; color:var(--accent); } .amilkycredit a { transition:0.5s all; color:#6b6b6b!important; } .amilkycredit a:hover { transition:0.5s all; color:var(--accent)!important; [/newclass] [newclass=".ambrosia .bottom"] height: 45px;background-color: #272727;border-top: 1px solid #333;background-image: url(https://i.ibb.co/7YB3gRD/flower.png);background-size: cover;background-repeat: no-repeat;background-position: bottom right;display: flex;flex-direction: row-reverse;flex-wrap: wrap;justify-content: space-between;align-content: center;align-items: center;padding: 0px 0px 0px 15px; [/newclass] [newclass=".ambrosia .tagline"] color:var(--accent); font:12px/10px 'Poppins'; } .ambrosia .tagline span { color: var(--accent); font:500 11px 'Poppins'; background: #222; padding: 2px 10px; border-radius: 5px; border: 1px solid #333 } .ambrosia .tagline a { font:500 11px 'Poppins'; [/newclass] [newclass=".ambrosia .oocnotes"] letter-spacing: 0.5px;margin-bottom: -20px;display: flex;column-gap: 10px; margin-top: 10px; align-content: center;flex-direction: row;flex-wrap: nowrap;align-items: center; } .ambrosia .oocnotes i { font-size:16px; } .oocnotes a { font:bold 11px/10px 'Poppins'!important;[/newclass] [newclass=".ambrosia .nametag"] text-align:center; margin-top:20px; } .ambrosia .nametag a { font:600 15px/13px 'Poppins'!important; letter-spacing:-0.5px; [/newclass] [googlefont="Playfair+Display"]
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