he/him
forty-eight
December 26
Slateport City
asexual
Enforcer
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Grigori Sokolov
Love was something Grigori understood perfectly. Even before Hoenn, there had once been a family-esque love. Someone to be there for him, whenever he needed it. Through thick and thin, and when times were tough. And now, he could understand it more than perhaps anyone in Rocket.
But he also remembered what the price of such love had been. Heartbreak, twenty-seven years ago. And now, the guillotine hung high and the rope taut. Eventually, he would be the one to cut it loose and let the blade plummet onto his heart once more. june sleigh deserved the truth, and their friendship was built upon a bomb.
He knew of love, but he knew of its cold void as well. When it was gone and left him with nothing but a shell of violence and rage against those who hurt him. Kanto had been the first victim.
Would he be his own next?
Rage disappeared, and another emotion engulfed him entirely. A visible spark against the metal frame behind him as the hammer was tossed away. He had two perfectly good tools attached to his wrists. His primary weapons of choice for thirty-one years. Why had he ever stopped?
“Then you know absolutely nothing, CALEB!”
Hell hath no fury like a man with everything lost. Two jumbled messes of broken relationships and a life of hard decisions clashed. Grigori had absolutely no intention to lose this time, however. Even as he unarmed himself, he proved to be no less a worthy opponent.
Blade met leather protection hidden underneath clothing, and flesh met flesh. If Caleb landed two slashes of the blade, then it was met with a bone-crunching fist. Soon enough, scratch marks met flesh and blood droplets flowed freely from cuts and scrapes. All it did was serve to make his knuckles red and white as he assaulted the ranger.
“My best friend left me, and Kanto wept. Petty squabbles sent hundreds to their graves, all because of me. And back then?”
“I relished it,” he spit out. Another attempted punch. “It felt good to be the one who hurt others. Tore them apart. Like I was finally in control. I had finally taken what I longed for. The only thing that separates us, is that he was never content with anything. He kept reaching, and he'll keep doing it until the world dies or the world finally crushes him.”
Another attempted punch. “And if your own brother is worthy of such affection, such care, such mercy…”
“Then why not the same with I?”
It was the thorns of vicious, barbed Envy that danced in his eyes and drove his muscles ever forward. Not the flames of Wrath, for they had burnt out upon his arrival to Hoenn. Nor the Pride that infected Rocket like the plague. Nor Lust, or Gluttony, or Greed or Sloth. But Envy of what? What did he long to see in himself from his foe– no, the world?
Not even Grigori himself knew. But he wanted something. Desired it beyond belief. Enough to keep him going against Caleb, when all sensible roads lead to him giving up and turning over a new leaf. He was chained, but wanted to be free.
But it wouldn’t matter in this exact moment, as his mouth opened and started to scream. His body flung forward to tackle and take the life from the rangers eyes. And in that exact moment, the intercom blared to life all around them.
“WORD FROM HIGH, THE SEALEO IS VAST! HOLD ON!”
And the world tilted.
Caleb Harcourt
10 MP for Prelude Post 50 MP for hitting rock bottom (lol, lmao)
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