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POSTED ON Jul 23, 2024 16:25:43 GMT
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Word of Admin Fox' injuries spread fast. Faster than it should've, probably. Or maybe that was just how it felt given that Ameena had kept her ear to the ground about Howard's movements. Of all of the sleep study participants, she knew his mind was one of the most suspicious. She couldn't be sure if he would retaliate. Hearing of his most recent trauma, it was pertinent to see how he was doing in case everything snowballed into a broken mind, which she feared would be considered her fault. [break][break]

She had slipped into his hospital room easily with Gardevoir's skillset. Gardevoir would have the task of keeping her in Howard's mind and acting as sentinel by deterring medical staff. While Howard was clearly injured and scarred, she suspected he could survive with a missed nurse round or two.
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The dreamscape unfolds like an evenly-creased map, though the background is blurry and abstract to her as her mind tries to settle into his. She appears exactly as she is. There is no need to try and manipulate things when she bears no ill-will. She isn't sure which of theirs is the dominant mind in this connection, anyways. [break][break]

The dreamscape begins to shape around her as she more solidly finds herself in his dream. "Howard?"

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POSTED ON Jul 23, 2024 21:44:04 GMT
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There was a reason no grunt had been allowed into this room. There was a reason that Ameena had to sneak in.

Howard Slayte was a decrepit sight as Ameena Abadi beheld one of her direct superiors. Chunks of metal that had once belonged to a Sygna Suit fused to the flesh in artistic displays of man and machine. Layers of new skin draped over the admin's visage in an attempt to repair large swaths of damage to the admin's face and torso.

Team Rocket's doctors had learned much from Shred's decaying body, and had fine-tuned the required treatment for large swaths of burns and irradiation from Dynergy.

"i want to die." Blackened lips parted to repeat the same manta over as Ameena sank into the dreamscape. "i want to die."

Yet the dreamscape that the scientist entered was anything but a wasteland of death. Instead, it was the opposite. It was a garden at the ends of the earth. A world similar to the region where Ameena had lived, yet distinct and wholly different.






"Oh, it's you." From a field of flowers within the Slumbering Weald, the admin looked up and frowned. "How...?"

A deep sigh followed as Howard rubbed his temples.

"Right, dreams. I'd forgotten."



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It was solid and abstract in nearly equal swathes. That was generally promising, though she had expecting something closer to reality than what she saw. It suggested a bit of escapism... and with what she heard upon entering his dream, and what she saw upon arriving to his room, he had good reason to want to escape. [break][break]

She splayed her hands out as a show of good faith, not that she thought it would get her far. Howard had good reason to be defensive or fearful or paranoid. She knew only bits of what he had experienced. [break][break]

It would be stupid to ask how he is. Instead, she says, "what do you want?" His goals are the best kind of glimpse into the state of his mind. She doesn't feel any particular influence in his dream, suggesting its his. Suggesting maybe he's learned from his last dream intrusion. She can't say how much he knows of that, which makes her anxious, but she does her best to be level-headed. Her own emotions can exacerbate the unease of his dream. And she feels that this dream is unstable.

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POSTED ON Jul 23, 2024 22:24:53 GMT
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It was not escapism.

It was a dream that he had lived with at the climax of their battle. Three months, stretched into eternity, had become his world as he struggled to shoulder the weight of bringing the apocolypse to Hoenn. It had been an ending he had prevented with the help of many others, but it was still a heavy weight to bear.

This was not escapism. It was a life he had lived, a fraction of the twenty years many had spent in Galar.

"You can't keep your hands to yourself, can you? Always another dream, another dream, another dream." An Aerodactyl curled around the admin as he sat in a field of flowers. His Golurk sat in the distance, covered in Rookidees. "I'm just thinking. This is the only place where I'm... me. Lucid. Aware. Capable of rational thought."

He shrugged.

"I'm just resting before I have to wake up again. Do you know where we are?" He paused, but did not let her speak. "Galar."






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Her eyes narrow on the dream comment. "I am very diligent." She doesn't offer anything further. She has been trying to use her data to come to a strong conclusion, but it is inevitable: she needs a greater pool of dreamers to craft better theories about how the dream realm can be navigated. How could you describe the dimensions of a room you hadn't yet reached a wall in? [break][break]

"Howard," she says softly, but not kindly. "That cannot be true. The dreaming mind is playful. You need your rest to heal, yes, but you will not derive any wisdom here." This was the avenue for processing emotion sometimes, but not thought. Rationality did not belong here. [break][break]

Should a dream be restful? Hers never were. She was always stuck in the confines of a scenario. Hers always took a memory and twisted it. Expanded upon it. She always dreamt while in a room in the dream realm, never in its hallways and its countless doors, never able to navigate it and choose an alternate reality for herself. Had he chosen this for himself? Or had he been put in an empty room and his tired mind wandered until it brought him here? [break][break]

She will not entertain it. "This is not Galar." This place is not her home. It is not his, either. She wants to know that he will be OK, but taking refuge in a dream and knowing it? Labelling it rational? It's dangerous. She wasn't sure how he had been sleeping lately or if he had seen June in his dreams since the study. It was incriminating to ask.

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POSTED ON Jul 23, 2024 23:04:20 GMT
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He couldn't expect her to understand, or to even believe him. The idea of an alternate Galar was an absurd one. Howard had hardly believed it himself, before being dragged into it in an attempt to right the wrongs he had caused.

They were both academics. They were both skeptics. Yet skepticism was both a blessing and a curse. Ameena would never be able to verify anything that the admin said as more than the ramblings of a man on the verge of death, comparable to an old man's final mutterings and wisps of wisdom that he parted before departing into the afterlife.

"No, wisdom can only be gained by experience. This place allows me to think. Sort through information like how you might sort through a study.

This was not the Weald that belonged to nor . It was a mimicry born of a closeness to Zacian. It would vanish into dust once the admin could truly wake.

All dreams died when the dreamer woke, lest they hold them ever so tightly.

"This is a Galar. One that never existed in our world, but it is one that existed. You can verify that such a world existed with many of Team Rocket's members. Whether this world is that one, I do not know. That's more of Lulu's territory."

Largely rational, save for the person moaning as they died in reality.

"I spent three months here, traveling. I can see it. Feel it. Touch it." Howard shrugged again, his eye boring into the scientist. He knew something about what she had done. Whether or not he had connected the dots yet remained to be seen.

Yet Ameena had infringed on his dream with . A sin.

"Would you rather it not be Galar?"






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It isn't healthy to want to be here. Even she knows that, and she spends her waking moments trying to figure out how to navigate the dreamscape intentionally. [break][break]

"Reality is waiting for you." He knows waking is inevitable, so maybe she shouldn't so hard on him. It isn't like he's totally lost. Yet, what he speaks... [break][break]

She steps closer to him. "Stop it. This - this is not what you dreamed about." Incriminating. Move past it, fast. "How could you have spent three months here?" He sounds obsessive.[break][break]

She feels her heart racing. She knows it can be a consequence to the dream study. She doesn't want him to have lost his mind. She did all she could to correct the experiment. Force stopping it would've meant death. She felt responsible for his state now, even a month after the study. Any mistakes he's made in the meantime were her burden. Her responsibility.[break][break]

"Wake up, Howard. You are hiding here."

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"I'm not hiding. I'm dying. I'm surprised I haven't keeled over already. How'd I look? Bad, I assume? My eye doesn't even work anymore. Can't see my body."

Good, it was charred to a crisp. It was not as immediately bad as Shred's incineration, but the damage was there. It existed. It was unavoidable, and to embrace it now in the throes of agony was simply too great an ask for Howard, especially from someone he hardly knew.

Someone who had played with his mind.

"Best way to do this is to show you." The admin rose, and his Aerodactyl grumbled as she stirred alongside him. He put a hand on his hip and gave Ameena a look. "Come along. I assume there's some sort of 'limit' to the time you can spend here. The dreamscape is unstable, anyway."

He offered Ameena his hand, a chance to take a trip through the garden.

"If you want to understand me at this precise moment, this is the best way."



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"...Not great," she answers reluctantly as he asks about how he looked. She doesn't know how better to articulate it. He shouldn't even be alive. She rose to follow him, unhappy to hear he had any familiarity with the dreamscape's function. Normally, two heads were better than one, and she liked to discuss dreams with people who understood, but she didn't see an ally in Howard right now.[break][break]

She saw a loose cannon. He was unpredictable to her. And in his dreamscape like this, he was so deeply engrained in it that she couldn't say what would happen. He had been grievously injured for a cause that had also separated him from a woman he cared deeply about. The complexity in those feelings and in the motivation behind the actions taken were not completely understood to her due to the data loss of the project, but she shouldn't have wanted it, anyways. She wanted answers to accessing the dream realm, not to invade someone's mind and rummage around, not to take away the only sanctuary everyone was entitled to. She shouldn't have... the dreams weren't supposed to cut so deep, anyways. That wasn't their design. And now, who could say how much that vulnerability had contributed to his recent tragedy.[break][break]

He was a man who had lost and lost and lost and, while that was something that connected them, she didn't see it as a bridge. Looking back, looking forward, it didn't matter. Howard was always looking, fucked up eye or not. She couldn't say what he saw when he looked at her. Was he Admin Fox? Was he a champion of the past? Was he a victim looking to spread his misery around?[break][break]

She took his hand.

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Then see.

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.

From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.


A million memories poured into the scientist's mind at once. Several were disjointed, remnants of an interlocking dream between two people who loved and hated one another. There's a flash of a cannon knocking a Talonflame from the sky, and falling from the heavens.

Those are normal. Those are memories sifting through the dreamscape. There is a moment in the experience where the dream changes, from what Ameena Abadi understands into something distinct and alien.

Less of a dreamscape, more of an alternate world buried within crystals brimming with infinite possibilities. That world is what she is dragged through, the memories of a world that had truly existed.

Three months of wandering through a burned Galar. Flashes of the face of Navy and a knight whose face and name slips away each time it is seen or uttered. Zaria is a secret that only Howard and Navy will share. Even as an outsider looking in, that secret remains hidden from Ameena.

"Those three months were the worst of my life."

Chi-Yu, Wo-Chien, and Chien-Pao fall before their eyes, their chosen avatars defeated. Each battle is hard fought and desperate, yet each is a victory. They eventually face a version of Howard bonded to Ting-Lu, an anomaly that does not occur in their world. It falls the same.

Friends and foes line the paths they walk. The admin weeps over a large stone grave and a lifeless Ursaluna, the sheriff weeps for lost friends.

"But they were some of my happiest. You do not get to dictate them as false."

A scene of laughing around a campfire plays in their minds. A Spectrier stalks in the night, protecting the camp from outsiders. Noticeably older, the admin laughs at a jape from the faceless knight and who would become her avatar. The same Ursaluna dozes in a corner as Howard leans on the bear's body.

"This will be preserved. Engraved in my heart as a reminder."

The last scene is the forging of a sword and the slaying of a colossal dragon larger than the world itself.

"Of what I'm fighting for."

The collage ended, and the admin's face stared back at the scientist infringing upon his dreamscape. Fantastical fact reverted to the dreamscape that Ameena had dedicated her life to solving. He let go of the scientist's hand.

"Understand?"



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Mosaics were pieces brought together to form a whole. Bits of things meaningless on their own, indeterminable alone, brought together for a greater purpose and greater life. They become something more than they could have ever been before. These memories were pieces that were just odd little stories on their own, fantasies. But what they came together to form should have been Howard... and yet, she had no idea what she was looking at. [break][break]

The Ting-Lu-bonded Howard, the campfire, the dragon, how could they... She was a hypocrite to suggest alternate realities were false instead of equally true to their current, as someone dedicated to accessing one with her mum alive. And yet, what she witnesses is so fantastical. Unmistakably, she feels it is wrong. For as much as he cherishes it, she feels disgusted by it. But this was not a fever dream. They are memories. [break][break]

"How?" It didn't make sense. And as she thought about how wrong those clips felt, it planted a small seed in her mind that perhaps she would always feel these alternate realities were wrong. Perhaps, she could not rest easy in any reality but her own. [break][break]

Or, perhaps, Howard was misrepresenting things. That was an easier problem to sit with. "How could any of that happen? How could you enter an alternate world and return?" He survived it. He was fucked beyond belief, and yet, he had returned in one piece. He should have been a huge answer to her life's work, but she felt herself moving backwards, instead. "What is happening to you?"

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"Dunno." He swirled a streak of white hair between his fingers, a stark contrast in his dark hair. It glimmered faintly, like the facets of a crystal. "But it doesn't matter. I'm still me. I still stabbed my friend in the back, and I will still defend our world until my dying breath."

That was coming sooner than expected, it seemed. The collapse of his current body. Maybe the archaeologist would not get the opportunity to change for the better. This was possibly the end.

Yet there was more to do. Hoenn needed to survive, and its history needed to be remembered.

"Dreams are more than just things to pluck through and dissect under a microscope, Ameena. Our passion, our wishes, our longing changes them. You're the scientist, but do not underestimate the power of the human spirit and its ability to bend the laws of the world."

The dreamscape trembled. Their time was ending, and it was almost time to wake.

Yet even when they woke, this dream would never die.

"The sheriff changed more, anyway. It was his dream. His world. I was simply borrowing a place on the stage." His eye shined with resolve as he scratched his Aerodactyl on the chin. "Are you ready to wake up?"






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He had no answers for her. Worse, he spoke on dreams like a scholar, like his field of study involved the mind at all. She nearly hissed at him until she remembered her place beneath him. But it burned, the implication that her passion-wish-longing lacked the power to change the world, to change her dreams into doorways to the only thing she had sought in decades. Killing her would've been kinder, and yet, her sense of self-preservation kept her from yelling or even strangling him here. [break][break]

She had no idea what to make of him being in another paired dream. She had yet to find a subject to sit through multiple studies of a shared dreamscape. But there was no doubt she would never get him down for another sleep study.[break][break]

"Are you?" She returned the question combatively. He had been hiding in this dream to - what? Process the experience with 'the Sheriff', which could only mean the one and only Sheriff Davidson, and mope? Was he in his mind intentionally for her benefit? To teach her? What had he gained from sitting in here besides sharing the impossible with her. What was there to gain? Just the break from agony from his battered body, from what she could see, but she felt it was safe to say he held greater self-hatred than the average Rocket. So, could the answer be that simple? [break][break]

The world split around them, shattering into darkness.

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An observer of eons cannot feel the warmth of another.
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She was diametrically opposed to his existence. He was a walking quandary that demanded her attention, yet the more she looked at him, the more she saw that he twisted her field of study around her. He was the void that distorted, even as he proclaimed the strength of humanity.

A beautiful destroyer who tore Ameena's field to ash, cursing her with the knowledge that there had been another Galar without her that had been distorted by the threat of Eternatus.

So when Ameena left the dream behind and returned to reality, the man who proclaimed humanity's victory and survival against the great crumbling of their legacy was replaced with a corpse, eye cloudy and blind and lungs that groaned.

'aaaaaaa.' Howard's lips were parted in a mostly silent scream, though his eye never left the woman who had invaded his personal space. She could kill him here, should she wish. The anomaly that destroyed her study and knew what she had done watched Ameena. 'aaaaaaa.'



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He's hard to look at. [break][break]

She wonders if he regrets it. It wouldn't have been worth asking in his mind, and it wasn't worth asking now, but she questions it at the same. She can imagine a dozen people crowding him in the next week, trying to get information or see if he'll vacate his position. It doesn't make sense to stand there and stare at him, but she doesn't think he's capable of saying much. [break][break]

She wants to offer a platitude despite herself, but everything that comes to mind fades to ash on her tongue. There's nothing to say to someone who knows what she is and what she does. Did. Will do. It's useless to try and pull a sheet over his eyes. He's not her enemy, she wouldn't strike him down here, but she imagines he's even less of an ally. He is, however, the most valuable test subject in all of Hoenn with his experiences, and she wants him to recover. [break][break]

"I will send the nurse in," she says instead of anything else. It's the only thing she can offer him, someone else who can administer pain management.

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