illie, sap sipper
she/her
27
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist, alchemist
head professor
i used to have strength, but i ran out of hope. i know it's my fault that i'm here all alone.
TAG WITH @illeana
illeana reyes
kokeiluja [m]
POSTED ON Jun 12, 2020 1:20:12 GMT
[attr="class","illiepost"] [attr="class","illieicon"] [attr="class","illie b"]that god awful smell feels like it lingers in every corner of the room, every inch of her sinuses until it's all she can focus on. oh god, how could anyone do such a thing? she had always known there were people out there in the world capable of such things but... she never thought she'd actually come face to face with one, let alone stumble upon the acts themselves. somehow, it's almost worse than she'd ever imagined, as if her imagination hadn't even come close to the real thing. another gulp of air is swallowed down with a desperateness she hasn't known before. nausea rises and falls and she struggles to hold it back, to keep herself from losing the contents of her stomach. a sharp inhale from over her shoulder gives her an inkling that alexander might be having a similar reaction. had he meant to even give her the opportunity to see with her own eyes? part of her believes no because really, who would want anyone to see that? she wants to turn away from the man, wants to shrink back into alexander's side and crumble but it won't do her any good. not right now. not when this man is still speaking, still divulging information. they.he's nothing more than a guard dog and somehow, that's just as bad. her face deepens into its scowl at the thought. he's sitting by and allowing these people to perform such vile things instead of stopping them. hell, he's even protecting the abomination they call work. despicable. illeana holds her tongue and steps away from the man's bubble of space, allowing alex to take her place with questions. flammae sticks even closer to her legs than before, soft fur and radiating warmth a comfort in the cruelty of this building. the man refuses to say anything further, clamming up as soon as the question is uttered. how long ago had they been in these very walls? and while she wants to know the answer, a more pressing question rises to the forefront of her mind and her body tenses at the thought. and when will they be coming back? how much time do they have before they return? minutes? hours? days? her attention is drawn away from considering the possibilities as galahad's grip on the man tightens. his body goes limp and with the slackening of muscles, her eyes widen. he's not dead right? no, wait, his chest is rising and falling with the rhythm of breathing. somehow, for some reason she doesn't quite understand, that fact brings some peace of mind to her. the fridge shuts with a soft click before alexander is shifting back into her orbit. she turns as he approaches, as his hands search for her. she had told herself she'd stay strong during this whole thing but that look in his eyes has her crumbling into soft sobs and a mess of tears. his search is met with a soft thump as her body moves on its own accord, pressing close to his for warmth, comfort, affection. "it's okay," she chokes out. the smell still lingers in her nostrils and her hands tighten at the fabric of his shirt, head tucking into his chest without hesitation. raw emotion leaves her body trembling. it's a few moments of silence, of staying latched onto him, before she tries to compose herself enough to let go. "i'm okay," she murmurs. her gaze drifts up from the floor to find his and there's a gentle tilt of her head, her voice soft and tentative when it escapes from her lips again. "are you alright?"[newclass=.illiepost] width:350px; text-transform:lowercase; text-align:justify; font-family:verdana; font-size:10px; padding-left:10px; [/newclass] [newclass=.illieicon] height:100px; width: 100px; float:left; padding-right:5px; [/newclass] [newclass=.illie b] color:#E37474; [/newclass] [newclass=.illietag] width:300px; text-transform:lowercase; font-family:georgia; font-size:12px; text-align:right; [/newclass] [newclass=.illiepoke] width:300px; text-align:right; [/newclass]
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