your ghost

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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nikki

illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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illeana reyes
your ghost
POSTED ON Jun 20, 2020 22:57:42 GMT
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[attr="class","illie i"]there's little to do in the face of restlessness. it settles in the bones, in the sinews of muscles until nothing can quell the stirring sensation. a mind of its own, really. and yet, she doesn't mind the way it guides her along the dark path. it's dark out, hours deep into the still of the night. not even the moon shows her face, hidden away behind fluffy clouds to miss this part of a journey.

even with a trip in the night, like a ship seeking a dock, it does little to ease the feelings that weigh her down. perhaps that's more attributed to the lack of walking on her part than the voyage but what is she to do? walking is more difficult with still healing wounds and slow forming scars.

her gaze sweeps across the path from atop her perch, uncharacteristic in the way it's hardened. she isn't here for a walk, for losing herself in the stars as she does in the realms of meteor falls. no, she's here with a purpose, a single guiding thought dragging her into the shadows.

paying respects is never easy and paying them when guilt swallows you whole is even harder.

"not much further," she whispers, more to herself than the large automaton that lumbers on beneath her. it's quieter than usual, a solemn pillar of crafted ancient clay. grief is heavy on them both, it seems, and no matter how much she wants to tell herself that it's not going to change them or craft them into something she doesn't recognize... the hard truth of the matter is that she has no say in such a thing. it already comes in subtle shifts like the brief hardening of a gaze or quieter reactions.

and by then, it's too late to stop the rolling tide.

[attr="class","illietag"]solo.
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GONGAGER
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25
October 13
GONGAGA
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gongaga
808 height
808 height
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your ghost
POSTED ON Jun 21, 2020 2:34:24 GMT
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[attr="class","wildtitle"]A WILD SHUPPET APPEARED!

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[attr="class","wildtab"]
[attr="class","wildtabox"] MALE
[attr="class","wildtabox2"] INSOMNIA
[attr="class","wildtabox"]SHADOW SNEAK
[attr="class","wildtabox2"]WILL-O-WISP
[attr="class","wildtabox"]HEX
[attr="class","wildtabox2"]NIGHT SHADE
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[attr="class","wildnote"]WHAT WILL YOU DO?


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nikki

illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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your ghost
POSTED ON Jun 23, 2020 1:08:39 GMT
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[attr="class","illie i"]it turns out a little further turns into a lot further.

no distance is crossed, no advancements made. instead, she finds herself staring at the beginnings of a purple body drifting out of the darkness. and while she should be surprised, the appearance of a ghost slinking from shadows is no longer new. given their destination, their path toward airing grievances, she expected nothing less.

and yet, there's almost a taste of disappointment in her mouth. instead of teal clay, it's purple sheets and a pointy hat. she tries to mask it with an expression of indifference, of nonchalance. it seeps through regardless but her golurk doesn't mind. the automaton mirrors her sentiments with a low rumble. funny, it almost sounds like a warning.

the shuppet gives them a curious look before drifting off in another direction. shadows swirl back around it, welcoming it like an old friend, and the presence is soon fading away from their realm of orbit. a sigh escapes and clay limbs begin lumbering forward once more. perhaps this time, they'll at least make it a few feet before another interruption halts their progress.

[attr="class","illietag"]solo.
passing <3
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GONGAGER
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October 13
GONGAGA
gongaga-romantic
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gongaga
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your ghost
POSTED ON Jun 23, 2020 2:00:06 GMT
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[attr="class","wildtitle"]A WILD GALARIAN CORSOLA APPEARED!

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[attr="class","wildtab"]
[attr="class","wildtabox"] FEMALE
[attr="class","wildtabox2"] WEAK ARMOR
[attr="class","wildtabox"]STRENGTH SAP
[attr="class","wildtabox2"]NIGHT SHADE
[attr="class","wildtabox"]SPITE
[attr="class","wildtabox2"]HEX
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[attr="class","wildnote"]WHAT WILL YOU DO?



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nikki

illie, sap sipper
she/her
26
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist
head professor
who are we
to fight the alchemy?
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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illeana reyes
your ghost
POSTED ON Jun 23, 2020 23:15:17 GMT
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[attr="class","illie i"]eventually, something shifts and bends until progress comes to fruition. instead of steps, however, it's the appearance of another creature.

this one is touched by the harsh fingers of climate change, painted pale and lifeless. a ghost, a shell of a former life. funny, she could see herself in the branches of its body. what was once peach colored and lively is now ghastly white and hollow. is it a metaphor? life throwing her a similar creature to her state of mind? hm, perhaps.

or, better yet, it's a chance at something she doesn't know yet.

the woman leans over from her perch and her gaze softens enough to show glimpses of herself. beneath her, the golurk rumbles in greeting. while it isn't another automaton, not the one they had been wishing for, neither of them are necessarily as disappointed as before. it's almost as though there's an acceptance of circumstances, of red strings being shifted and directed around them.

"hello," she murmurs and while she doesn't slide down from the clay shoulder, deus lowers itself to kneel in front of the corsola. it squeaks, an odd noise for a ghoul but one that she doesn't mind. and yet, it doesn't move away. instead it'll drift closer as if there's a pull tying similar spirits together. then, there's another noise. this one is almost half a coo, half a sigh.

and for the first time today, illeana bares the hints of a smile. a hand is outstretched and welcoming, the action mirrored a moment later by the golem beneath her. both don't say a word, instead allowing actions to speak for themselves. come, they hint. come and join the journey. the corsola drifts closer and closer until branches are brushing against clay and while the sound that escapes the automaton isn't as cheerful as it used to be, it still stirs some sort of feeling within the scientist. she can't put a name to it, doesn't even bother to try, but it's a different sort of bubbling emotion than she's been having. and where the new normal, if one could even call it that, has left her cold and not quite right, this feels like the welcoming of a new beginning.

[attr="class","illietag"]solo.
capture attempt <3
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SHIV'S BOYFRIEND
HE/HIM
33
AUGUST 12
DISCORD
SHIV-SAMA-O
SHIV'S BOYFRIEND
SHIV-SAMA-O
IS MY GIRLFRIEND
777 height
777 height
THE GREATER THE DESPAIR THE SWEETER THE VICTORY
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POSTED ON Jun 23, 2020 23:44:00 GMT
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[attr="class","wildtitle"]YOU CAUGHT A GALARIAN CORSOLA!

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[attr="class","wildtab"]
[attr="class","wildtabox"] FEMALE
[attr="class","wildtabox2"] WEAK ARMOR
[attr="class","wildtabox"]STRENGTH SAP
[attr="class","wildtabox2"]NIGHT SHADE
[attr="class","wildtabox"]SPITE
[attr="class","wildtabox2"]HEX
[attr="class","wildtabox"]---
[attr="class","wildtabox2"] ---


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[attr="class","wildnote"]YOU RESEARCH 10 PD!