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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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POSTED ON Oct 23, 2018 9:42:37 GMT
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she goes for his hands. he doesn't flinch but it's because he feels nothing. her touch doesn't warm, it doesn't soothe, all it does is confirm what he already knows: there's nothing left that connects him to her anymore. the thin thread of memory, of youth, no longer exists because the moment her hands find his, the thread is cut.

her brave advance is for nothing.

"you made me cruel."

bitterness reeks through his voice. he snaps his hands away, clawing free from her grip. the tears, her words, they don't fool him because he doesn't let emotions render his judgement. he knows better.

"cut the shit! you saw the news: you know where i was, what i was forced to become—you saw it and you did nothing." he takes a step backwards, separating. "you fucking did nothing."

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30 height
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silencieux [c]
POSTED ON Oct 23, 2018 8:16:44 GMT
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leia. it's a name he didn't want to hear but now that he has, he can't silence out the unforgiving thoughts in his head. a mistake so easily slipped by an underboss cannot be forgiven, not even from leia.

"they'll be taken care of." 

esser reeks of someone who needs sympathy; who needs pity. he's not willing to give it but he's compelled to because of their blood. his anger boils in his blood but he holds his tongue, holds his fists, and instead, turns.

"last chance." 

he stops by the door.

"i will leave you for dead if it comes to it. kill yourself if you get caught in the invasion. i don't want them to have you, no matter how useless you are."


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POSTED ON Oct 9, 2018 11:06:59 GMT
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steadily, he responds:

"away from you." 

everyone has ghosts that haunt them; silas is no different. his takes the form of a mistake he made years ago; one that he wishes he could change.

if he had just been more careful, maybe rocket wouldn't have found out. maybe father wouldn't have found out. rocket demands all of you: you must live and die for rocket. there can be no doubts. dahlia was his doubt. is his doubt.

"i'll say it again: step away. leave. this is not your fight to lose." the politics of the region aren't unknown to him. he steels himself to look at her. "you didn't save me then—" 

"but you can save me now."

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SILAS
HE/HIM
TWENTY-NINE
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30 height
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silencieux [c]
POSTED ON Oct 9, 2018 10:54:12 GMT
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"who used your name? tell me."

blame is redirected, cast on anyone not related to the blackwell name because he can't possibly tolerate any more tarnishing.

"you messed up." 

forgiveness should be given only when earned; esser has yet to earn even a semblance of it. annoyance is exhaled through his nose.

"you know what happens when you make mistakes."


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SILAS
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TWENTY-NINE
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30 height
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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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blue wave rolls nightly on deep galilee [c]
POSTED ON Oct 9, 2018 10:44:55 GMT
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FOREVER, FOREVER.


[attr="class","monsterexo1"]murky red stains the regal fur of the luxray; licking doesn't help cleanse, but deux doesn't do it to clean. the electric-type looms over the dead body, soon lying down next to it as if to claim it as his own.

"only slightly." 

desmond kelley: a man of many talents; once underutilized, now allowed to flourish. with no more restrictions, his research is allowed to cross boundaries no one dared to. rocket needs to be at the forefront, and aided by desmond's research, that possibility becomes very likely.

turning to look at desmond, he sizes up the man before him. "what happened exactly?" his voice doesn't falter. not even once. "i couldn't hear past their rambling. why do they always make excuses?" sighing, he turns away to look at the two remaining grunts, who have no qualms about unpacking; in fact, they seem to love it.

"do they think i care?"

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POSTED ON Oct 9, 2018 1:55:42 GMT
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ilu shiv but roll for u ya bich
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silencieux [c]
POSTED ON Oct 5, 2018 5:18:37 GMT
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apologies are meaningless when overused. with esser, 'sorry' is as commonplace as her name. her apology falls on deaf ears; her tears say more than her words. "why are you crying?" he asks a rhetorical.

the blackwell name has been subjected to degradation for far too long, and he's sick of it. "stop crying. stupid." with a sigh, he finds a seat and leans back.

"tell me what happened."


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isolé ce soir [c]
POSTED ON Oct 5, 2018 4:36:11 GMT
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cowardice is the inability to act because of fear; silas is far from afraid. he's not hiding, but rather, stalking as he analyzes the situation that's unfolding. 

the prior FUTURE SIGHT aided with the recoil from WILD CHARGE is enough to incapacitate luxray, sending him crashing into the ground. with the electric-type grounded, even temporarily, it provides their prey with a chance to retaliate; which he cannot allow.

dragalge sudden appearance is not without meaning as a heavy stream of HYDRO PUMP is sent flying, not towards either of malcolm's pokemon, but at the grounded luxray. the impact sends luxray skidding across the harsh ground; the pain almost knocks him out, but the attack was calculated. it was planned.

outraged, volatile sparks scratch across the surface of the electric-type's mane before flooding his entire body. a violent DISCHARGE is sent across the battlefield. the pulse ripples and silences. and for a split second, it feels as though the world had come to a standstill.

the silence is interrupted by a loud bang! like a predator going in for its kill, the rocket boss steps out from the shadows after having fired a bullet straight at the espeon. whether it hits or not, he can't quite enough. his eyes are on malcolm; unforgiving, and unrelenting.

"surrender."

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silencieux [c]
POSTED ON Oct 3, 2018 9:54:25 GMT
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there is a clear abundance of incapability running rampant within the organization. mistakes are to be expected; it's almost welcomed. but not from family. not from a blackwell.

the door slams shut and his voice echoes with chagrin as he addresses the rocket grunt. "you're wanted by the league." he tosses a newspaper (what an outdated thing) into her space. "congrats. who taught you to be so incompetent?" 

store heist gone wrong. or right, since they left with what they came for; it all depends on perspective. "stupid. you take after him after all."


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SILAS
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TWENTY-NINE
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blue wave rolls nightly on deep galilee [c]
POSTED ON Oct 3, 2018 9:40:46 GMT
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FOREVER, FOREVER.


[attr="class","monsterexo1"]the dark clouds beckon an inevitable downpour; a crack from the heavens is all it takes for tears to pour. it dampens the soil, taints the pavement, and washes away the sins of those who dare defy the natural order of the universe; no amount would ever be enough for the infamous rocket boss: the rightful king of blackwell.

"explain." 

his voice commands as it halts all in their tracks. his eyes undress those called upon for judgement; the one shaking and stuttering is who he deems guilty. a step closer prepares him to smite, but curiosity gets the better of him.

maroon-stained clothing fills in for what words can't, telling the unspoken tale of their blunder. "was it you?" he knows but still asks; he wants to hear the admittance of guilt. desmond stands not too far behind them, still unacknowledged for the time being.

electricity sparks and cracks in the air as luxray emerges from the shadows, stepping into the murky light the overhead bulbs cast. deux's SCARY FACE freezes the grunt in place. excuses fly, hoping to reason but instead they fall on unyielding ears, for he has his mind set long before.

people break; that much hasn't changed.

whistle.

a single CRUNCH rips the grunt's neck open; the attached body drops to the floor and it's remaining sole purpose is to bleed. "carry on." they waste no time to scatter like flies. his eyes fix on rocket's head scientist.

"desmond."

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SILAS
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POSTED ON Oct 2, 2018 16:59:43 GMT
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"i called you here because i wanted you to be safe." 

he's not joking.

from the cracks come leaks, and the first slithers its way through. he's surprised it had taken this long. he eyes her warily as she stands, careful to take a step back if she approaches. the darkness helps hide the falter in his expression; how it flickers and mourns for the past.

duty overpowers the past and renders it meaningless. "do you?" it's a question that's been unanswered for years, and no matter how hard he recollects, he doesn't truly know what the answer is. "does it keep you up at night? knowing that you could have helped?" 

as guilt once overcame him, he paves the way for silence.

"you could've saved me. but you didn't."

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SILAS
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TWENTY-NINE
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30 height
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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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faire grâce [c]
POSTED ON Oct 2, 2018 12:35:58 GMT
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privacy has always been an issue; even in hoenn that issue persists, though not as greatly, which is evident by the fact that he's still capable to walk around in public with a simple hoodie, should he so wish. being a notorious figure has its perks, but like most things, it also has its cons. he, too, would have preferred a hotel over a bar.[break][break]

maybe in a different life.[break][break]

for once, he lets her lead. "you've been busy." the bar is simple, nothing fancy, and yet it feels oddly nostalgic. his eyes drift to the wooden tables, the green-painted walls by the pool table, and finally at the bartender. it's then that he realizes that he's been here before; just in a different life.[break][break]

"surprise me, hotshot."[break][break]

carl. what a typical name for a bartender. he doubts he'd be recognized, considering how long it has been and how much he's changed. still, he's cautious not to give too much away. his eyes shift back to leia.[break][break]

"what else have you been doing, mint?"




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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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I. DESERT RUINS RAID
POSTED ON Oct 2, 2018 4:56:59 GMT
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SILAS
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POSTED ON Sept 30, 2018 3:24:02 GMT
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SILAS
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POSTED ON Sept 29, 2018 16:23:39 GMT
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i miss u the most shiv pls roll for me
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