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the stuff of nightmares
POSTED ON Dec 12, 2021 22:38:22 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]the nod of agreement is happy, almost excited that he understands. of course, she'd love nothing more than to kick ass. it's, unfortunately, a little more complicated than that...

no one takes a woman who's 5'2" seriously, even with a sword in her hands.

"okay," she murmurs. a few tentative steps follow before she's pausing, stopping. and then, her head turns toward him with a wrinkled nose.

"do we know how dense these woods are?" no, probably not. unfortunately, she has to ask the question they don't want to entertain...

"what do we do if they go on forever?"

cut down trees? scream?





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POSTED ON Dec 6, 2021 3:59:50 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]"yes," the smile she wears is proud, cracking away what remains of diplomatic training. it dips into mild sheepish territory, however, when she continues. "i wanted to be a knight instead of a princess." ain't that the fucking truth, too. leaving behind a relationship with a crowned prince and a life at court to become a woman of honor hadn't been what her mother wanted, sure, but that doesn't matter now.

lavender twintails swish as her head moves into a nodding motion.

"right," she murmurs. they still have to find a way out of here... "which way do you want to go first?" her fingers tighten and loosen around galatine's hilt in a little flurry of anxious movement.

no matter which way they go... she has a feeling there's gonna be a fight.





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POSTED ON Dec 4, 2021 5:17:47 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]part of his job...

she really does try to fight the snort that escapes. it's half-hearted, sure, but an attempt nonetheless.

he pries her grip off of his arm and she observes in silence. there's a coldness to their bodies that almost feels unnatural. it makes her skin crawl. familiarity is not welcome here anymore and she can't quite remember whose fault that is... hers or his?

perhaps, in the end, it doesn't matter anyway.

his words poke at a nerve and god, she despises it. her lips pull a little wider. it's more forced now instead of the practiced court-ready smile she's so used to.

"lead the way," comes out frigid. it's almost surprising to not see the words turn from breath into puffs of steam. hoenn is not cold enough yet but she is.

and yet, despite herself and despite him, she's hoping it won't be like this forever.



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POSTED ON Dec 2, 2021 1:08:43 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]cheerful meets polite, practiced, poised. the mask is easy to slip into.

as easy as her fingers settle against his. it's not clammy but warm. almost a comfort against this strange world.

"irazelle," her grip is firm but lacking bite. "swordswoman." ex noblewoman stays silent, left to rot in the throat. the accent and posture are telling regardless.

her hand drops as quickly as it had risen. it settles back at her side with a soft swish of silk.

"this place got quite the pair, huh?" it's half an attempted joke. she's not familiar with small talk, however, and the punchline is missed.





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POSTED ON Nov 22, 2021 5:57:56 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]there will be no killing today. not by her, anyway. she sticks to a code blindly, faithfully. a good swordswoman doesn't cut down someone who isn't armed. no, that is not the way.

his unease goes unnoticed, buried beneath his admittance. and where he provides truth, he also provides an unsettling feeling. it drops into her stomach like a stone.

and as she swallows, she recognizes it. dread.

a foreign place with who knows what lurking in the shadows. no memory of what happened. no clear way to escape. yeah, this fucking sucks.

she tries to keep her composure. and for the most part, she does. years at court have her trained to not show fear, unease. fine china break under the slightest pressure but steel does not.

fingers grip the familiar hilt of her honedge a little tighter. white knuckles are the only tell she has now.

eventually, she nods. "lead the way."

she's placing her trust in him and god, she hopes it isn't misplaced.





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POSTED ON Nov 20, 2021 2:52:06 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]he rises, hauling himself up to stand tall against this odd sort of world.

and when a hand extends down toward her, she's grasping it with small fingers and a grateful smile. who says chivalry is dead?

her legs still feel wobbly, as if buckling beneath the weight of her pounding headache. it takes a moment for the world to right itself. and when it does, her eyes are quick to scan for her lost sword.

she finds the honedge a few feet away, tattered ribbon billowing in the breeze. it's half stuck in the ground, sunken in and struggling. she's shifting toward it before she can stop herself, skin crawling and crawling until that soothing sensation of cool steel hits her open palm.

"no clue," she calls, planting both feet firmly on the ground and yanking with all her might. the honedge is freed in a fluid motion and she's stumbling back from the momentum. the tattered ribbon coils and curls around her wrist, as if the possessed sword cannot tolerate being without her again.

it's a warm comfort in a strange world.

she rejoins greyson, then, and she's fixing him with a serious stare.

"how are we gonna get out of here?"





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POSTED ON Nov 12, 2021 6:09:56 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]a pang of guilt rises when he falls back. and then, it settles, dissipating into confusion and irritation.

her sword is still out of reach. it leaves her skin crawling, perhaps even more so than the odd colors of the world around them.

she tries to busy herself with finding it, slowly beginning to crawl through blue grass. her eyes scan for familiar steel, for a slightly worn hilt and a tattered ribbon. there's too much grass and her head is still pounding with each movement she makes.

"uh," she stops, glances up, and stares at him. her expression is halfway between indifferent and curious, as if existing in an odd plane between the two.

"no, i don't think so," finally escapes in a mild sigh. "you don't look familiar." nothing does.





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POSTED ON Nov 10, 2021 5:32:36 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]"wake up."

god, her head burns. the aching throb of a headache accompanies the sickly sensation of dried blood. funny, she can't remember if it's hers or another's...

the world hasn't quite righted itself even as she startles into awareness. it starts with a gasp, eyes popping open, and the flailing of limbs as she shifts right into defensive mode. one of her hands struggles to grab her honedge, fingers weak and trembling. she merely ends up with handfuls of strange blue grass each time.

fuck.

"what the hell?" comes next when realization finally bubbles into her mind. there's another person here, teetering a little too close. was it his voice she heard? what the fuck happened?

her brain struggles to connect dots, coming up short and pained instead. an irritated huff escapes. and then, she's easing herself into a sitting position, her hand giving up its search for galatine to feebly grip her head.

"where am i?"





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POSTED ON Oct 6, 2021 1:58:21 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]she has half a mind to scowl again, to throw a tantrum and dig her heels in. it's unbecoming, she knows, but does she care? there's a freedom that comes with a lack of royalty, a freedom that allows her to act however she sees fit with no real consequences like slandering the family name.

and of course, she still gives in to the teachings. she still manages to chastise herself, that little voice in the back of her head sounding an awful lot like her mother's. fucking hell.

"why do you want me to get processed so badly?" she questions, as if he owes her any explanation besides the ones he's already stated. maybe she likes being difficult or maybe she simply doesn't understand. the process through the ports hadn't been enough to sate him? she remembers it briefly, as if forcing the memory into place for her to summon at will. they checked her passport, checked her credentials, and let her in.

sue her for thinking that'd be the end of it.

she ignores his pointed stare at her hand, instead curling fingers a little further into fabric. "fine," eventually relenting after a long pause of silence, her hand still remains. instead, her eyes meet his, crimson meeting cobalt, and she flashes a practiced smile. it's sugary, well-bred for royal court.

and part of her almost hopes it strikes a nerve.



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POSTED ON Sept 25, 2021 1:01:00 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]well, that somehow went both better and worse than she imagined. fuck.

hot anger rises, searing through her veins until her cheeks are flushing a radiant red. and then, she's stepping to him, pretty china twisting into a snarl. "what the fuck, remiel?" a pause, a mild realization, and finally a sneer. "sorry, your highness."

it's probably frowned upon to spit at royalty, right?

"no, honestly," she glares up at him, their height difference serving to further piss her off. she's mindful of the sword in her hands, mindful to keep it tucked close to her hip. the last thing she needs is the galarian army showing up on her doorstep because she sliced and diced the crowned prince. "what the fuck is your problem, huh? you can't just let me go on my merry way? do you enjoy making things difficult or is it just because of who i am?" because of who i was.

realistically, the dismissive wave and him turning his back on her shouldn't work on her. and yet, it does. she scowls and scampers to catch up, little legs working overtime to close the distance. once she's close enough, she's reaching for his arm and tugging. if it's hard, she doesn't notice. it's not like it matters anyway, right? she imagines him ripping out of her grip and leaving her here, a bitter reminder of just how much distance is really between them.



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POSTED ON Sept 16, 2021 22:51:54 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]she bristles at the choice of words. exiled, as if she were forced out, as if she had no say, as if it wasn't her decision. suddenly her mouth tastes bitter and she's fighting very hard to not reveal her emotions. her features want nothing more than to twist into scorn, contempt, loathing. and quietly, she offers nothing more than a simple "not exiled and not royalty."

she was merely a background character for the royal family. nothing more, nothing less. it's best for him to remember that.

by the time he turns, she's fully scowling now. there's something about him ordering her around that burrows beneath her skin and breeds rage. what is she, a dog? is she supposed to be obedient? she holds surprisingly steady, watching as his figure begins to move. there's a gesture thrown in her direction, a beckoning, and she meets it with the narrowing of hardened eyes.

"no." how well will this go over, exactly?

at least she's equipped for the worst... that's somewhat of a plus.



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POSTED ON Sept 13, 2021 2:14:50 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]"of course," it's offered without any bite. almost robotic, as if slipping into an old mask. one of ballrooms and gowns, crowns and jewels. familiar yet foreign, a world no longer fitting for her. "or did you forget i cut ties and moved away?"

sometimes, she forgets why. and other times, it's all she can think about. mulled over and over, highlighted and left to analyze.

in the end, it's simple: she refuses to play that part any longer. there's a hunger in her bones, itching for bigger and better things than pretty dresses and carrying on a bloodline. she's more than the doll they crafted her into, more than just a legacy. in some ways, she almost wonders if he feels the same burning in his nerves.

ah, right... she has to justify herself to him. the tight grip on her sword anchors her, sure, but agitation bubbles beneath pale skin.

"i grew bored of kalos," and then, there's the flashing of teeth. some call it aggression, a warning. her? a challenge. "are you implying i need business in order to be here?" somehow, it's expected. people of their lineage don't go places on a whim. they don't have that luxury. it's always business, appearances, schemes. she despises the thought.



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POSTED ON Aug 31, 2021 1:27:08 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]there's a coldness that begins in the hands, fingers trembling against steel. it bleeds into the nerves, seeping into the spinal cord and spreading until she swears she can see her breath in soft wisps of cool air. a figment of the imagination, perhaps.

or, better yet, the presence of a ghost thought lost to the corridors of a galarian palace.

the fates twist and weave golden strings, pulling tight like purse strings tugging a wound closed. and then, they snip with rusty, chipped scissors until the wound is jagged and bleeding. such is the karmic cycle, such is the story of irazelle and remiel.

"so?" she bites back, as if his place of residence is little concern of hers. she almost scoffs at the thought. why should she care about what he's up to, what he buries himself in? white knuckles give away fractions of her, little insights into a place kept under lock and key.

"forgive me for being surprised," there's a better choice for words here, sure, but she keeps it polite if only to not offend. her duty as a lady might been abandoned but the teachings still cling to her body like cigarette smoke to clothes. "it escaped my mind."



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POSTED ON Jul 10, 2021 0:39:05 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]haunting the parks of rustboro city feels... strange. the freedom to do so is still an odd sensation, as if she's expecting to turn around and see a guard scurrying behind.

except, there's no one. just a girl and a sword.

sunset bleeds in the background, hues of orange and yellow and pink painting the sky. one could almost call it romantic. she doesn't, however. she calls it inspiring, breathtaking, invigorating.

of course, that was probably before she rounded a particular corner... saw a particular face.

it's almost like seeing a ghost, really. it leaves her still, trembling, cold. a hand tightens around the hilt of a sword, white knuckles bare and tense.

"well," she finally breathes out when it's just him and her and the setting sun. "you're the last person i expected to find out here."

is that bitterness she tastes?



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POSTED ON Jul 10, 2021 0:26:36 GMT
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[attr="class","elle i"]romantic could be a nice term for the scenery. you know, if one considered a painful run through trees romantic. she, unfortunately, is not that one. if they were strolling, that'd be one thing but god, this is torture.

"barely," she retorts. her lungs burn a little more now and there's a growing ache in her side. fuck, she's so out of shape. good lord.

his smile is met with barely maintained indifference. the mild beginnings of an aggressive smile bleed through despite her best attempts.

"full of dead people. you?"



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