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POSTED ON Nov 11, 2021 5:54:19 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]what little remains in her glass is drained shortly after.

and when he stands, towering over her, she sways a little. her head tilts up and mildly, the room spins off kilter for a moment.

"okay."

she's quickly learning she can't say no to him. not when he's squeezing like that or when his large hand engulfs hers. it's warm and she's all fuzzy. he leads them to the dance floor, her legs already beginning to feel more like jelly than limbs. and it's so easy to lean into him when they stop, to fit her body to his.



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POSTED ON Nov 10, 2021 5:00:42 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]"why not?" comes tumbling out and she's startling slightly when he leans in. the brush of lips against an ear, the melting of a body into the warmth of another.

he signals for another round of drinks as she flashes a fuzzy smile.

"time to have a blast!"

alcohol goes down easier with company, she's realized. and even though she's practically suctioned to his side in this crowded bar, she's wiggling a little closer. it's almost greedy. the warmth of his hands feels a little too good against the bare skin of her back.



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POSTED ON Nov 10, 2021 4:49:03 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]it's warm even with an eerie chill lingering in the air. perhaps too warm given how each nerve ending feels as if it's about to combust. skin to skin, chest to chest...

maybe nothing in this strange place can get her like this.

his hands wander up up up until her chin is tilted and she's staring with doe eyes. putty in his hands and unsure of where to go next. she expects him to lead and herself to follow.

and yet, she can't help but lean forward for a gentle kiss.



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POSTED ON Nov 8, 2021 17:13:12 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]a lie is a lie is a lie or something like that. she’s eating up his answer with hungry teeth regardless.

her hips steady against his grip. the swaying motion stills for the moment, body anchored into place. and as one hand rises to stroke along her jaw, she tilts into touch with a little sigh.

music continues to thump in her ears, just barely drowning out the rise of her heartbeat.

”yes, are you?” or did she interrupt his fun? oh well. her head turns to the side, eyes darting for a bartender. she needs another drink stat.



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POSTED ON Nov 8, 2021 17:01:56 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]it’s difficult to keep a fuzzy smile from twisting at her lips. she tries to fight it, really. it’s just… when you have hands like that touching every nook and cranny, you become head empty no thought.

and maybe she liked the gentle touch but it’s laced over with roughness. somehow, she almost likes that better.

wiggling out of her pants takes a second. she has to use him for support, squirming to free her skin from cloth. and once pants, too, drop into grass, she’s tugging at his shirt once more. another shiver claws down her spine. there’s more force behind her tugs now, as if she needs the warmth of his skin pressed against hers.



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POSTED ON Nov 8, 2021 16:44:38 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]oh, is she interrupting? oops. somehow, she can’t find it in her hazy brain to care much.

her smile is bright when he turns. something about her name dripping from his lips makes her melt into his side. it’s easy to reduce her to puddle status, apparently. memories of their detour scream as much.

”yes,” she can’t lie. not to herself, not to him, not to the alcohol making her a fuzzy jumble of thoughts and desires. her smile wobbles slightly as a thought rises. ”did you miss me?” no, probably not. that doesn’t matter either. his hands are too warm, too big around her waist for her to consider much else.



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POSTED ON Nov 8, 2021 16:33:44 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]shadows twist and coil to make way for them. grass beckons, a mildly soft cushion for what’s to come. it’s not like she’ll be laid out on it much but the thought that he sought a more comfortable spot is slightly touching anyway.

she relinquishes her shirt without argument. it drops gently on dewy grass, abandoned. her hands curl at the bottom of his shirt and tug. 

a shiver skitters down her spine and she’s not sure which category it belongs in: the cold or anticipation.



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POSTED ON Nov 8, 2021 15:55:23 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]closer, closer, until she’s not sure where she ends and he begins. it’s innocent at first, merely brushs of intent into clothed sides.

and then his lips find a tender spot of her neck. a breathy little moan slips past parted lips.

he tugs. she follows, nothing more than putty in his hands. he’ll mold her into whatever he needs and she’ll chase the high he brings.



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POSTED ON Nov 7, 2021 4:23:29 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]is it obvious she doesn't belong here?

from the fruity drink clutched desperately in both hands to the nervous tap of a heel against tile, she feels out of place. this isn't her scene, clearly. bodies mesh together on the floor. bass vibrates through the walls and into her bones. there's a lingering stench of alcohol, sweat, and overwhelming cologne. even the lights are dizzying.

and she's awkwardly standing on the outside of the dance floor. alcohol has already kicked in but liquid courage fails her. instead of fearless, she is wobbly with the legs of a newborn deerling.

eventually, her drink is drained and she finds a new lifeline in returning to the bar for another. and as she slides between two bodies stationed at the bar, recognition dawns slowly over hazy eyes. she's leaning into his side before considering otherwise, a smile of warm honey curling into her cheeks.

"niko!"



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POSTED ON Nov 5, 2021 16:57:31 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]such a little word finds itself laced with intentions hidden between lines. there’s a shyness to her smile when she meets his eye.

”a detour,” she echoes it softly as if agreeing.

and when he squeezes a little tighter, she flushes a soft shade of pink and mildly digs nails in when she returns it.

”i wouldn’t mind,” and she tilts her head, then. an invitation, perhaps.



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POSTED ON Nov 5, 2021 16:09:33 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]his hand is warm, big, rough. and yet, it’s gentle when he wraps fingers around her own and gives a light squeeze. she offers her own in response before idly rubbing little circles into his skkn.

”yes?” comes soft, obedient, submissive.

there’s a shyness when she answers, as if she’s opening up and it’s vulnerable. shadows dance at her feet, back, corners of her eyes. she has to fight off the urge to tuck herself into his side when the wind picks up with a sweeping gust.

”i was heading home,” her head turns and she’s flashing a small smile. ”are you here for the same reason?”



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POSTED ON Nov 5, 2021 13:45:12 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]reassurance comes in a nod, in the lingering touch of his fingers.

niko… handsome name for a handsome face. she commits it to what little memory she has left over.

”thank you,” short, sweet, genuine. gratitude drips honey from her lips. it pools at his feet.

the shriek almost seems to echo. she doesn’t quite jump as much this time but her body’s shift toward his own isn’t subtle.

his hand falls after her head bobs against his fingers, no different than a cat seeking an affectionate chin scratch.

and really, maybe she’d stick close even if shadows come alive and branches wind toward her with bony fingers. given the situation, however, she’s about to become a parasite for this man. her hand grabs for his instinctively.



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POSTED ON Nov 4, 2021 15:29:49 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]warmth spreads from his touch. the hand at the small of her back keeps her tethered, grounded. and the skin of her face shifts further into pink.

the wind blows, shifts, changes directions. and then, it dies. stillness settles and a crawling skitters down her spine. she shifts closer to him instinctively, searching for warmth, shelter, protection.

and when his finger finds her chin and tilts it up, the look is doe-like. innocent, naive, fragile features showcased in a pink flush.

”you will?” what’s it like to be rescued? what’s it like to be protected? safety is in numbers, in the warmth of his skin. ”hana.”



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POSTED ON Nov 3, 2021 19:09:08 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]embarrassment dusts her cheeks and the tips of her ears.

"i'msosorry," comes in a half squeaked jumbled mess. she takes a step closer. it's hesitant, unsure. her hands twitch at her sides.

and before she can ask if his ears are okay, another creature shrieks. it startles her. she jumps and scrambles closer without second guessing that he could be the thing that goes bump in the night.

another shriek makes two and she's flushing a little more when a corviknight is revealed by moonlight.

"no," comes quickly, without thinking. she sighs, swallows, and offers a nervous smile. "yes. do... do you know this place well?" shadows continue to twist and crawl around them.

maybe he can get her out of here alive.



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POSTED ON Nov 3, 2021 4:07:18 GMT
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[attr="class","hana i"]did that shadow just move? no. it couldn't have... right?

the wind shifts. it carries a sense of foreboding. a warning, perhaps. she doesn't listen. shadows continue to creep up with life as the sky shifts from dark blue to deep purple. odd, there's no stars... even so far away from city lights.

and when did it get so cold?

a shiver skitters down the spine. hands rise to rub at arms. she's not sure if she's wound them tight around her body for warmth or comfort. man, this is the last time she takes a detour to head home.

in the distance, lycanrocs howl. there's a sudden quickness to her step, then. as if the wolves are coming, as if they're going to rip her limb from limb. in her haste, she doesn't hear the crunch of leaves beneath another's foot. she doesn't hear twigs snap or sense the presence.

and when she turns to look over her shoulder...

a scream escapes. shrill, piercing.

"holy shit."

when did he get there?



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