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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 22:48:40 GMT
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Cyg did have a very profound crush on Barry Allen. He was witty, charming, kind, and blonde. She blinked, eyes going a little vacant. She was starting to see a pattern here.

“Maybe,” she said instead of what she wanted to say which was oh, no. “It still has to happen within a vacuum, basically. Too many variables just shoots it full of holes.” She shrugged.

She lifted one eyebrow at shameful confession and then her face melted into something completely indescribable when it came out as ‘I like Superman’. She laughed, tucking her head into her forearm where it lay across the table. “I’m sorry,” she squeaked on an inhale, “I’m sorry, I’m not laughing at you. I just thought.” She wheezed. “I thought you were going to say something like you’re secretly a murderer or something. And then it’s just you like Superman.”

That was so cute.

Oh, no.
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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 22:13:43 GMT
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She was immediately worried when Elisa didn’t greet her as she walked in the door. She wasn’t behind the counter wrapping a bouquet or paused mid-stroll in an aisle. Cyg swallowed, stepping cautiously deeper into the flower shop, the intoxicating aroma of blooms and pollen waging war on her senses.

Then Isaac spoke and she almost jumped out of her skin, so poised to jump into the thick of things; her heart hammered in her chest as her brain and body registered NOT A THREAT. “Oh. my god,” she said, her pulse a roar in her ears as her FIGHT/FLIGHT gear slowly cranked down. She fixed Isaac with a look of concern. “Step out? Is she okay?”

Because of course Isaac doesn’t know the hidden facets of Elisa’s business venture so he wouldn’t know the shady, underhanded dealings that often went on in her boss’ life. Or the chemistry lab and scary spiders (literally) crawling around her basement.

Cyg frowned. “Floral arrangement colors?” she parroted, remembering, again, that this was the face of Elisa’s legitimate business she was currently representing. “That’s a shame. Elisa’s much better at it than I am, really.” But she started to catch onto things when he asked her to close her eyes and it dawned on her, then, that she hadn’t yet asked him what he was doing here.

She doesn’t know what made her do it because she’s not normally the sort to go along with this sort of thing but it’s Isaac, and her feelings towards him are convoluted, at best, and downright sloppy affectionate at worst, so she turns her suspicious eye narrow into pressing them closed. She twitched a little when she felt something slip along the side of her head, through her hair, resting behind her ear.

“What do you me--,” she opened her eyes and froze, caught off guard by the mirror and, just, the look of confusion on her face. She got to watch in real time as the blush steadily crawled over her nose, and she ducked her head and looked away, fingers coming up to brush against the petals of the flower-- her favorite kind of flower, he’d remembered-- and she just sort of. Her brain made a little whirring noise and shut down.

“Did you…” she started, trying to find the words to explain how she was feeling, “did you come to the flower shop, where I work to… get me flowers?”

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It's 3 AM, Do You Know Where Your Isaac Is?
POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 21:36:35 GMT
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“Yeah, you will,” Cyg snorted, and it came out more brusque than she’d intended. Or maybe not. Maybe she had intended it like that. Maybe it was time to cultivate some realness so that Isaac could see what he was getting himself into. She was… pretty terrifying, at least in her own mind’s eye, and he just seemed so… whimsical, and free.

This was a lot. This was a lot bordering on too much.

“Good.” He had listened to her. That was surprising. Immediately, she was filled with fear, backpedaling through all her first aid knowledge and making sure she hadn’t steered him wrong. No, no, she felt pretty certain she was, at least, slightly right. One night shouldn’t make things worse, anyhow.

The movie was coming to an end-- the action was rising.

“Good,” she repeated, more forcefully this time, squeezing his hand back. And she meant it. “If you get yourself killed on the job I will hunt down your ghost and bind it to the most embarrassing object I can find. Like a vibrator. A big sparkly one.”

She scoffed in mock insult. “My disaster sense is always pinging, because you’re always a disaster. The ‘Isaac’s in Danger’ ping is the same as the ‘Isaac tripped over his own two feet and fell on his face’ ping.” She huffed. “It’s a work in progress.”

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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 20:51:03 GMT
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Belatedly, she realized she hadn’t stopped for anything to drink before heading over. The rawness of her nerves rubbed against her skin, chafing. This is why she used alcohol to dull them. Also, when did hanging out with Isaac ever meant being nervous? She had to shut that shit down right now.

She watched him blush-- physically could watch it spreading over his skin like wildfire, because that was how red he got-- and she smiled so hard her nose crinkled. Gotcha. It was bizarre to think that she could have that effect on someone. Absolutely demolishing, the power she wielded. And oh, so terrifying.

She crossed the sand, golden granules sticking to the dampness of her feet and legs. “Oh, Splatfest,” she sang, folding onto her knees and turning over to sit next to him, sandy legs safely off the towel, “nothing like the end of the world to get people to throw a party, huh?” She leaned back on her hands, the straight line of her arm just barely brushing against his shoulder, the outside of his tricep. A far cry from how wrapped up they’d been in each other the other night.


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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 19:26:10 GMT
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He’s looking at her with an open mouth and something close to wonder. Cyg shrugs. “It was pretty simple,” she said. “I just had to find out what signal the CCTV was broadcasting on, program a raspberry PI with a repeat command, and turn it on. The programming is the hard part. It took forever.” She shuddered. “So many little pieces.” And soldering gun burns.

“The problem is,” she said, not wanting to seem like her head was actually that big, “it only really works if-- if it makes sense. Like, at night, right? Nothing’s supposed to really be happening. The image is pretty static. It loops easily. Any sort of movement, either objects or people or even light, throws it off.” This left practical application to late-night jewel heists.

She grinned at his utility belt idea. “As soon as I make a batarang, I’ll let you know. But I always preferred the Flash, to be honest.”

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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 19:17:17 GMT
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“Well, I’m sure not all of them,” Cyg allows, shrugging as she steps up to the lighthouse door, “but a lot of them. It was a sad and lonely existence. And hard, too.” Being careful to not slip on the wet stone, she tests the knob and finds it unlocked. “Kind of explains a lot about , though, doesn’t it?”
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Great minds think alike especially when it comes to the burning of friends.
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Using her shoulder, she pressed into the heavy door, and it creaked open, protesting on rusty hinges all the way. Inside, the lighthouse smelled like damp and must and old metal. And it was hot, too-- Cyg almost wished she was back out in the storm. At least the rain was refreshing.
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The first floor was boring. A spiral staircase cut up the back wall, disappearing into the higher floors. A wooden cabinet with broken glass windows was pushed back under the stairs, pilfered of whatever had been inside. The only other thing of note was a square cut in the middle of the floor.
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Cyg frowned, pushing further into the lighthouse to let Mars come in behind her, and peered down through it. A wooden trap door hung by one rusty hinge, a hook latch dangling just past the door’s edge. It smelled like damp and wet and gloom.
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“I skimmed an article before we came here. Generally the bottom floor had water tanks-- a cistern.” She fished in her pocket for a flashlight and flicked it on. It reflected brightly off black water, rippling only slightly with their steps on the floor.
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“Just because it was rainwater didn’t stop it from being toxic,” she said, looking up at Mars. “I really hope the Ampharos didn’t have to drink this. We had to improve technologically in at least one area, right?”


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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 16:26:11 GMT
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Cyg frowned into her phone. ‘Urgent customer order’? What the heck did that mean?

Okay, she sent back to , give me 10 minutes to become presentable.

Urgent customer order could’ve meant anything. It could’ve been someone rich and famous-- or someone who was a danger to Elisa. That thought spurred her onwards, shucking out of her greasy coveralls and throwing her hair up in a ponytail to hide its unwashed-ness. She threw on the first few things she could find that were appropriate enough and all but ran out the door.

She was breathless as she pushed into the shop, and trying to act like she hadn’t just sprinted over.

“What’s--,” wrong, was the second word out of her mouth, but she swallowed it, remembering she was on the job.

“What’s up?” she amended, mentally patting herself on the back. Good save, Cygne.

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It's 3 AM, Do You Know Where Your Isaac Is?
POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 15:37:58 GMT
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She raised one eyebrow in an astounding display of slightly inebriated facial control.

“If I’d wanted you on the couch,” she said, pointedly, “I’d have put you on the couch.”

She was not subtle. Never had been. She was also not shy, bashful, or easy to shame. It was a double-edged sword. Isaac was hurting, in more ways than one, and Cyg would never, ever take advantage of anyone like that, let alone a friend. But she was also very bad at playing the quote-unquote romance game, if that’s what this was… becoming.

She hoped her point was obvious.

Watching with cautious eyes, ready to jump in if it seemed like he was in pain, she hovered as he undressed his injured limb. She sucked in a breath through her teeth, kneeling on the bed to get a closer look.

Dog bites, from a purely authorial point of view, are different than anyone imagines. Yes, the teeth are sharp. But it’s the crush of the jaws that actually does the most damage. It’s hard to explain unless you’ve gotten well and truly bit. Soon the skin will start to mottle and bruise.

“We should keep it uncovered for the night,” Cyg said, unable to keep the frown off her face or out of her voice. “Sometimes punctures collect bacteria and if they can’t drain or air out they become infected.”

Also from the author: never put thick ointments on animal bites. That’s how you get infections.

“What--,” she started, then pressed her lips together, humming a consternated note. She wanted to grill him about what the fuck he’d been up to, but maybe this was not the time. She exhaled sharply through her nose, returning to her original spot.

“Call me, next time,” she finally said, as she adjusted to let him curl up next to her, “if you’re going to do something dangerous. You don’t have to tell me what. Just so that-- I know.”

Because what if he hadn’t made it through? That was a terrifying thought.

Not nearly as sobering as the one that immediately followed, which was that she’d be devastated if anything happened to him.

Oh no.

Oh, no.

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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 15:06:38 GMT
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Cyg pressed her knuckles into the skin of her forehead, glaring daggers at the partially assembled engine sitting propped up in front of her. She had wanted to at least get this part finished before working on the frame for the new bike.

Two wolves fought inside her: one wanted to make everything custom, from scratch, and amazing as possible, and the other remembered her old welding scars and wanted to make it easier on herself by using a stripped-down frame. Would that cheapen the gift? Isaac probably wouldn’t think so. But she couldn’t shake the thought.

Her little Petalburg garage was a few blocks away from her flat and from the flower shop. She’d spent more time here than home of late. She had to get this right. She had to.

A chime went off as her phone rattled through her coverall pockets, the alarm alerting her to the time. She sighed, wiping a smear of grease off her cheek onto the back of her hand, and stood, back cracking, legs protesting from being crouched for so long. Speak of the devil.

Stopping at home to change into some regular clothes, she scrubbed the oil and grit from her hands and face, then hopped on her swan to head to the beach. Ana didn’t really enjoy being used as a mode of transportation but somehow Cyg managed to avoid getting tossed off, even if their descent and landing was less spectacular than desired. Ana ditched them in the shallows of the sea, forcing Cyg to jump off and hit the wet silt with both feet or be dragged under.

She released her cantankerous swan to go cavort around in the water doing Arceus knows what-- probably terrorizing the local seafood population. Heading up the beach, wet up to her thighs, she saw Isaac chilling in the sand. Her shadow fell over him as she cut a silhouette in the blazing sunset behind her. She realized, belatedly, that she was nervous.

When did that happen?!

“Hey.”
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DUNK TANK (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 14:04:09 GMT
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She doesn’t recognize the lady in the tank, which is not surprising. She looks quite fancy, and Cyg isn’t known for rotating in the fancier circles of society. Elisabeth not withstanding, of course.

She offers nothing but a polite smile as she winds up and throws.

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CLAMPERL DIVING (SPLASHFEST)
POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 14:00:48 GMT
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Seeing other people gallivanting with their Pokemon makes Cyg think she should have one of her own out. Unfortunately she doesn't trust any of her Water-types further than she could throw them, except Spyri, who didn't really do diving. Still, having the Lapras as a base to return to might not be a bad idea, so she releases him to float handsomely on the surface, before diving off his shell for her next treasure.

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POSTED ON Jul 27, 2022 13:57:09 GMT
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Buoyed by the success of the first, easy trick, Cyg decided to try something a little bit more technical. But only a bit-- the LANTURN

She figured if she could nail down these easy ones, by the time she attempted the more difficult maneuvers, she’d be an old pro.

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POSTED ON Jul 24, 2022 15:17:52 GMT
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Cyg’s eyebrows could’ve leaped off her face with how elated she was at just who was in the dunk tank.

“Heeeeeey, boss lady,” she said, grin so wide it hurt. “Fancy seein’ you here.”

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POSTED ON Jul 24, 2022 1:34:57 GMT
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Cyg snorts, raising an eyebrow. Trust. “I’d say tacos, buuuut I’m not sure if I trust food truck carne asada.” It’s half-joke, all truth. “There’s a good barbecue truck that’s generally pretty safe because you can’t really pull brisket unless it’s cooked to a safe amount.” She tilts her head. “Or… falafel.”

She elects, in the end, for the falafel cart. She got a roasted eggplant and hummus, let Avery order what he wanted, and then picked a table for them to sit at, under a little umbrella.

“So what do you do when you’re not pressganging people into beach cleanups?” she asked, wiping her hands on her napkin.

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