Memo
He/him
28
August 26
Spikemuth, Galar Region
Homosexual
Ranger Captain
Elite Ranger
it gets lonely in this gangster's paradise
mania [s, c]
POSTED ON Nov 22, 2023 20:50:13 GMT
[attr="class","membopan"] [attr="class","membopkmn"][attr="class","pokesprite pokemon flygon"] [attr="class","membopkmn"][attr="class","pokesprite pokemon wooloo"] [attr="class","membo"] Memo had become a different person when his compassion had been deleted in the Cloud, all those long months ago. And for a long time, the awful images of what he’d done, what he’d said, had lived at the forefront of his brain, bright like screaming sirens, hot irons he used to torture himself and make sure he never forgot.
But Alex had been a balm. Alex had told him it was okay because he didn’t remember, anyway. It was okay, he was forgiven, it was okay, it was okay.
Over time, Memo had let himself forget, a little. Let the edges seam together, scar up, and fade. Just a little. Just enough to give him the smallest bit of peace.
“I told you,” he said, trying to find his footing though the world around him was beginning to crumble and shake, “I told you I had been changed. That I should have been with you and protected you better. Verbatim, I’ve said that.” He swallowed, dropping his hands like they’d been burnt. “You told me it was alright. That it already happened. Why are you bringing it up now?”
Still, he can’t argue the truth when it is so shining and sharp.
“Yes. That’s why Gabe hates me. But I was different. I was changed.”
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