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MARISOL SIMONE
morendo [s][c]
POSTED ON Jul 3, 2022 4:12:28 GMT
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it's a little funny, and it's a little sad. [break][break]

the way things come around full circle, and the way her past comes to haunt her so (in the form of people, in the form of ghosts, in the form of torment from her own sins and the whispering ghost of a girl asking "how many more"). marisol's someone who killed her heart long ago, killed the man she thought was a ghost, the man who tormented and smiled (and whispered with venom dripping from honied sweet words) who thought that she would be free from this past, from the morality that kept her crying, hugging her knees in crisis and disdain. [break][break]

two years of hell, two years of questioning, and suffering, then isolation and denial as she sinks deeper into acceptance. she was young, they said. young and filled with hope, young with a silver spoon and ready, and prepared for greatness. young and a prodigy, of parents who would change this century. indeed, she'll change it (one needle at a time; one screaming and crying flesh mound at a time). [break][break]

the woman of a single, dulled violet gaze only huffs, softly, and you would think that she's expelling poison from her lungs. she'd take a pipe were it not bad for hospitals. ".. studying." her answer is curt, and short, and her gaze is distant though her lips are curled into a smile, and her eyes soften as she turns to meet his gaze. "i've.. been okay. how are you doing, dante?" with a tilt of her head, she lowers her drink. maybe she'll have another, later. [break][break]

"it's been too long~."









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twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
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the edge of oblivion
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5'4" height
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ghost town
POSTED ON Jul 3, 2022 2:37:48 GMT
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so he knows her struggle. [break][break]

not personally, of course. if he knew personally, there'd be more white hairs grown on his head. it's funny how two overworked people have come to know each other, especially when schedules sometimes wouldn't align, and meetings were coincidental. "don't get me started.." well, she had already started for her nursing degree a few years ago, and all that's left was to finish it that year "i still have practical exams, soon." she sighs. [break][break]

her own litleo's tail starts to aggressively wag, upon seeing the other cub running towards them. sounds of mewling and growling could be heard as she charges and tackles, initiating a little play-fight. "... but only a few more months of school, and practical work, and i'm free." she leans back against the seat, tilting her head slightly to glance at a man "and what about you, mister workaholic? what brings you over to rustboro?"










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mari, ouroboros
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twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
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the edge of oblivion
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5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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POSTED ON Jun 28, 2022 19:42:28 GMT
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my dearest wendy,[break][break]

if you are seeing this, that means i have joined your mother. however knowing you, you are probably rejoicing in this loss. you're such a bad child, wendy, for celebrating the death of a man who has helped so many people. i hope you find it in your heart to forgive me, one day. [break][break]

regardless, this means that your life is your own now, no? it means that you are free from the shackles i've once bound you, and you're free to explore the world, just as your mother always wanted you to. if i recall, you said you wanted to be a doctor for both people and pokemon? i think that's a lovely prospect. selfless, kind, despite your occasional stutter and ramblings. to some degree, it's endearing.


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but wendy, my dear, don't you ever forget. [break][break]

the smile and the laugh you wore were so vibrant, and i've never seen you so bright other than when you picked up a scalpel. you were the most brilliant diamond that not even blood could sully the shine of. my only regret is that i couldn't live long enough to fully polish you. although if i recall.. your little ghost pokemon can communicate with spirits, no? i imagine your mother must have warned them about me, otherwise they wouldn't be so wary. [break][break]

so you are free of me in life, but know that i will be watching over you, my sweet, sweet, fool of a daughter. [break][break]

remember that your father loves you. [break][break]

so much so, that i have compiled all of my research, and your mother's work, onto this computer. it is up to you, whether or not you want to take all of this research and finish it, yourself. what you decide to do with our knowledge and our findings is your choice. you can run away with it, you can leave them for the next person to find, you can destroy the knowledge and have it be forever lost in time.[break][break]

or you can take it, and embrace the monster i've made you to be.


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the choice is yours, wendy. my sweet, sweet daughter. [break][break]

you were truly the best live experiment i've ever laid my hands on.


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mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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ghost town
POSTED ON Jun 28, 2022 7:34:38 GMT
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ah, he's so amused by her jumpiness, and some things never change. [break][break]

disgusting. [break][break]

"your point?" she asks, narrowing her eyes as she takes another swing of her (very sweetened) coffee. one eye visibly narrows from between parted bangs, and a sigh escapes from her lips "old habits die hard." though she loathes to admit it, and it's much to her chagrin. she watches, silently, as he moves behind the bench, then she lets out another soft sigh as she leans her back against the rest. [break][break]

her attention falls onto the little pokemon who so hurriedly follow and, after a moment or two of contemplation, she pulls out three pokeballs to have them join the little ones; a riolu, a cleffa, and a litleo. though they're slightly confused at first arrival, they immediately perk up seeing the other small pokemon following suit of a large garchomp. with a wordless wave of her hand, the little pokemon shoo, and don't miss a beat. [break][break]

"you could have had me fooled." ironic, coming from her. hypocritical, even, despite the fact that she rarely spends her time in her own room - much less so than lecture halls and the pokemon centre, at least. her phone is lowered and the screen faces downwards against the seat as she maintains her gaze on her own pokemon. even with the coffee, however, she still yawns softly. [break][break]

"taking a break is good" a small smile comes to her lips "already leagues better than me.. reading and studying even on my rare break." a rare, unscheduled break.










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Nano

mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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CYBERCHASE CONUNDRUM SIGN-UPS
POSTED ON Jun 27, 2022 7:50:32 GMT
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CYBERCHASE SIGN-UPS


PLEASE UPLOAD YOUR DATA



CHARACTER: [break]
PKMN TEAM (3 MAX):
CURSOLA (weak armour) - ancient power / strength sap / power gem / night shade / disable / mirror coat
BLISSEY (serene grace) - minimize / sweet kiss / soft-boiled / heal pulse / light screen / helping hand
GRENINJA (torrent) - water shurikan / role play / double team / night slash / hydro pump / haze

WHAT IS THE CORRECT DATE?: yes.
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Nano

mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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nano's happy little accidents
POSTED ON Jun 27, 2022 0:28:25 GMT
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orientationgraysexual
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don't fucking look at him--[break][break]

... i think he's dead? i mean, he could also not be dead, or come back from the dead. either way, man's dead as far as i know but that WON'T FUCKING STOP ME ;A;[break][break]

tl;dr: brother of asahiko, started diving into the nitty gritty of the underground after what happened to their parents. he intended to take the burden of doing everything and wanted to keep asa away from the stuff (something along the lines of "it's too late for me"). initially surprised about asa finding out and wanting to join him, but he figured that it'd be better work with his brother rather than risking asa going behind his back to do things on his own.[break][break]

what kind of face do i even give him i'm so bad with male face claims hELP

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mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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MARISOL SIMONE
nano's happy little accidents
POSTED ON Jun 26, 2022 23:12:14 GMT
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HUSH, TELL ME YOUR SINS

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agethirty
orientationdevilsexual heterosexual
played bynano

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DEMON NUN DEMON NUN-- or alternatively, giratina cultist. or UB cultist. she runs a cult. she's the leader of said cult. hypnotizes with her malamar and sends people to the afterlife with her dusknoir, all for the sake of sacrificing for our lord and saviour giratina.

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other notes: a widow whose mind broke after her husband died after the slateport invasion. as a result of stress, she suffered a miscarriage and it had her spiral further down the rabbit hole. no she isn't okay. she has a hole in her heart that only giratina can fill :dorime:



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mari, ouroboros
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twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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nano's happy little accidents
POSTED ON Jun 26, 2022 22:58:48 GMT
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fool. i took your attention C:<

but real talk this is just gonna be a thread where I put all of my not-realized characters into. Characters that I have a passing idea of in my off time, or NPCs of mine. I gave myself a whole thread of my own because I have a problem. It's a serious medical condition that makes me impulse write characters. Please get me help-
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mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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processed shop
POSTED ON Jun 26, 2022 6:46:07 GMT
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PURCHASING


welcome to the poké mart!


3X full evolutions (100 PD) (cleffa > clefable / happiny > blissey / duskull > dusknoir)


TOTAL


do come again!


300 PD
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mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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POSTED ON Jun 26, 2022 2:50:00 GMT
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nostalgia


[nŏ·stăl·′jə]
a wistful or excessively sentimental yearning for return to or of some past period or irrecoverable condition; HOMESICKNESS
𝓐𝓭𝓲𝓻𝓪 ლ


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Nano

mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
awards
495 posts
part of
TAG WITH @marisol
MARISOL SIMONE
[redacted]
POSTED ON Jun 26, 2022 2:28:41 GMT
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i don't know what to do, i've had enough


of this lifeline




[attr="class","loverTag"]My Dearest WENDY

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❛❛



Happy birthday, honey. [break][break]

You didn't come to see me, that makes me sad. Since when did you stop caring about your father, hm, Wendy? Aha, I'm just pulling your leg. I understand that you're busy, and can't come to see me. Don't worry, Wendy. Your father isn't mad at you. You hadn't responded to the last letter, so I was only getting a bit worried.[break][break]

I got you a gift this year. Tada! Isn't that surprising? It took a lot of work, but a buddy of mine was able to pull something together soon enough. I'm sorry I can't be there. Make sure to open it before you go to bed tonight, alright? [break][break]

Hahah! You're only recently twenty, and yet here I am, still worrying and speaking to you as though you're a child. If you're a child, that would make your other classmates toddlers, no? My daughter is the smartest of them all, of course. Speaking of which, have you been eating regularly? Attending classes regularly? You shouldn't try to worry me while I'm confined to this bed, I hope you know! I may be older, but these frail bones won't stop me from booking a flight back to Hoenn to watch over you and your horrible habits~.[break][break]

.. Oh, speaking of which, isn't it your mother's death anniversary soon? I'll see about leaving the hospital to go see her. After all, I'm sure your mother is lonely in her grave. I'd love to show her what a beautiful woman you've become. We could sing the lullaby she used to hum all the time, to calm your nerves and help you sleep. She was always so gentle. Ah.. I dearly miss her.[break][break]

Make sure that you're eating well, okay, Wendy? I worry for you. I'll be writing again soon. I love you.


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Love, [break]
f̵̨̨͎̲̩ͬͤ̾ä̷̵̫͎́̇̑́ͅẗ̡̛̠̤̖́̆ͯ͟h̸ͦ̽͗҉̶̲̺̟ę̴͈̪̯̒ͨ͊̕r̵̨͇̻̊͂͂͝ͅ

[break][break](attached to the letter is a small box, and opening it up reveals a music box that plays a familiar song)
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Nano

mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
awards
495 posts
part of
TAG WITH @marisol
MARISOL SIMONE
[redacted]
POSTED ON Jun 25, 2022 19:22:40 GMT
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i don't know what to do, i've had enough


of this lifeline




[attr="class","loverTag"]My Dearest WENDY

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❛❛




How are you doing? [break][break]

It's been a while, hasn't it? I hope you're doing alright in Hoenn. Me? Well, the hospital says that I'm still alive, haha. The cancer hasn't caught up to me, yet, and my treatment is going swimmingly. They say at this rate, it will go into recession, and I'll be able to return to my work. Isn't that great news, Wendy? [break][break]

You might find it odd, the fact that I'm writing this letter to you. Although I used to write letters a lot, I never would have imagined I'd be writing one to my own daughter! Haha, it feels so nostalgic, yet slightly embarrassing. Were you surprised? Well, you make it so difficult to reach you, that I thought that this might be my only avenue. You always ignore my texts and my calls, after all. Oh, but I don't mean to sound passive aggressive. I know how it makes your stomach sink and your heart break. I promise I'm not mad at you. [break][break]

But do you think you could visit your old man in Unova now and then? It gets deathly lonely, seeing that you're the only family left. The white walls of the hospital get boorish and the routine becomes so repetitive. Make sure you're eating well, and taking care of yourself, otherwise you'll be as frail as I am! Haha. [break][break]

... Wendy. I know you are upset at me. You probably hate me, or despise me, for what I've done. But I hope you know that this was all for you, mhm? It's all for your own good. I did everything out of love for you. I don't want to leave you alone in this world, confused and lost like your mother did. So please, could you stop being so stubborn and forgive me? [break][break]

I was only doing what was right for you, right for the both of us. You know I would never do anything to hurt you, no? What experiment has damaged you? What dissection did you not willingly take part in? I thought you enjoyed doing work and tasks with your father when you were little. It's regretful that your mother took you away from me before I could completely teach you everything. [break][break]

But know that I did everything out of love, for you. Because, Wendy, I can't bear to watch you ḑ͇̋ẹ̴̙ͨ͆ͭ͢l͒͏̱̱̥u̢ͦ͂͏̗̫͓̤dͮ̄̾́͝҉҉̩̺e̵ͬ̌͆̚҉̴̥͚̩͞ ̢̱͚͇͑ͫ͢ỷ̵͓̮̣̣̏̀͠ó̷͕͔̣̙ͧͮͫu̙̮͚̜̅͟͢͝͡r̵̨̨̘̮̜̻̃s̨̥̒͊̈̀ě̝͇̞͖ͪ́͞͞l̴̡̆҉̘ͅf̴͍̂ into thinking you're a good person. You're a monster, just like me. I'm the only person who will understand you, and the only person who will stay by your side.[break][break]

I will be undergoing a surgery next month on XX. Please at least come to see me then. [break][break]

Love, [break]
f̵̨̨͎̲̩ͬͤ̾ä̷̵̫͎́̇̑́ͅẗ̡̛̠̤̖́̆ͯ͟h̸ͦ̽͗҉̶̲̺̟ę̴͈̪̯̒ͨ͊̕r̵̨͇̻̊͂͂͝ͅ






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played by

Nano

mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
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495 posts
part of
TAG WITH @marisol
MARISOL SIMONE
:vamp:
POSTED ON Jun 25, 2022 5:46:21 GMT
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gifting pokemon from mari's gacha to liekos' characters

- beautifly

- magneton, feraligatr, trumbeak

- scizor

take them pls before marisol tries to experiment on them :fearpeko:
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played by

Nano

mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
awards
495 posts
part of
TAG WITH @marisol
MARISOL SIMONE
marisol's gacha
POSTED ON Jun 25, 2022 5:39:55 GMT
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snagging litleo, nidorina, krookadile, bounsweet, wooloo, beautifly, magneton, feraligatr, trumbeak and scizor
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played by

Nano

mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
meet me on
the edge of oblivion
5'4" height
5'4" height
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
awards
495 posts
part of
TAG WITH @marisol
MARISOL SIMONE
:fuepog: :cmere:
POSTED ON Jun 25, 2022 5:11:44 GMT
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"medical school was a mistake, i'm in constant pain on the daily." though she likes to think, and joke, that her pain is in the place of others. she suffers for others. can't get any more selfless and noble than that (even though she's one to take part in the suffering of others. oops). "in the case of medical school.." she hums, dabbing another bit of alcohol around a wound "it's both. both money, and time." her lips curl into a smile, and she chuckles, slightly, though the tired eyes and slight bags don't hide anything. [break][break]

".. i guess it could be worse." no pain, no gain, right? at least, that's what she keeps telling herself so she doesn't lose her damn mind. her eyes narrow, slightly, however. specifically after she realizes where his gaze travelled, and she only let out a soft hum of "don't worry. your coworkers are in good hands~" not her hands, but if they were in her hands, she'd be able to say that with confidence.










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