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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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SLEEPLESS IN SLATEPORT
POSTED ON Oct 9, 2022 18:46:11 GMT
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slow like honey
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5'11 height
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hazel’s gachapon
POSTED ON Oct 9, 2022 1:03:50 GMT
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thirty-three
january 2
hammerlocke, galar
forever tethered
archivist / professor
exec. (researcher)
slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
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GRIMMSNARL SWARM (WICKED WINDS)
POSTED ON Oct 7, 2022 15:27:03 GMT
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Traipsing about in the petalburg woods at night was not Hazel’s idea of an idyllic evening. The forest was dark and unnerving, and he could get mud on his nice shoes. All superficial reasons, and not at all because the dark invited all manner of creepy creatures to sneak up on him. Hazel had only just recovered from a trek in search of the moth man, and now he had to potentially endure weird little lurchy goblin fellows?[break][break]

But what had initially been envisioned as an outing that humored his partner’s eclectic Pokémon preferences had quickly devolved into a matter of pride when it was suggested by , that he could just wait by the tree line if he was so frightened. And he was not to be outdone, or taken for a scaredy cat.[break][break]

Even if Hazel was, in fact, exactly that.[break][break]

A considerable amount of grumbling and tripping over tree roots and startling at every little sound (maybe it was a chupacabra) or passing shadow (and teasing that he did not humor with the satisfaction of a reaction, thank you,) the gathering of grimmsnarl was uncovered—not that it took much given the size of the unsightly, disproportionate creatures.[break][break]

Hazel didn’t even really attempt to engage in combat with any as he looked over at his husband with a flattened expression. “I’m going to laugh in your face if I catch this and you do not, Darcy.” Rather, he simply tossed a ball out—aiming for a smaller impidimp instead. Not really anticipating success at all.[break][break]
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slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
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hazel albrecht’s pc
POSTED ON Oct 7, 2022 14:33:12 GMT
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POSTED ON Oct 7, 2022 14:32:58 GMT
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haze, prof. albrecht
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thirty-three
january 2
hammerlocke, galar
forever tethered
archivist / professor
exec. (researcher)
slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
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hazel albrecht’s pc
POSTED ON Oct 7, 2022 14:32:40 GMT
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haze, prof. albrecht
he/him
thirty-three
january 2
hammerlocke, galar
forever tethered
archivist / professor
exec. (researcher)
slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. these, our bodies, possessed by light.
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nightmare on hawthorne street [s]
POSTED ON Oct 7, 2022 13:34:37 GMT
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“As far as you know,” he grumbled back, though it was no more than a halfhearted joke. Hazel knew full well how good Hugo was at figuring him out. And honestly, if his husband had been unable to do so, then maybe that would call into question some aspects of their relationship. Hazel knew the other just as thoroughly–learning how to find him out had been something he’d done quickly. Granted, Hugo wasn’t the one who snuck out of bed to do late night work because he couldn’t leave it at the office.[break][break]

Most days, Hazel felt like he was built with the tenuous fragility of too thin glass. Too much pressure and he might fragment and crack. But the weight Hugo leaned on him was comforting in its contained heft. Solid and stable, pulling him back from the edge of becoming all consumed by the studying he couldn’t seem to leave alone. “Still…I had to try. Tired or not.” It was appreciated that his partner didn’t scold or reprimand him. Because no matter the means he went to in order to further his studies, it was for something. Ultimately selfish, maybe. But also out of a drive to not leave Hugo alone.[break][break]

At least that silent understanding still existed.[break][break]

His head turned inward toward Hugo’s neck, forehead pressing against the curve of his jaw. Another soft sigh shuddered from his lungs, and any lingering tension in his frame sagged away entirely. “I know I can,” he murmured, eyes fluttered shut as he sought out the warmth radiating from the other. “I didn’t want to wake you up. Your days are just as long.”[break][break]

It was true, but also slight avoidance. There was just so much he didn’t want to put on his partner. “Nico likes to tattle. Or maybe he just wanted to make some biscuits.” Hazel yawned then, and he knew his work was not continuing. Not tonight. Maybe not tomorrow, with how mentally worn out he felt on top of physically. Still, a smile graced his lips. “And how will you do that, love?”

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haze, prof. albrecht
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archivist / professor
exec. (researcher)
slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. these, our bodies, possessed by light.
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processed shop
POSTED ON Oct 7, 2022 5:05:22 GMT
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PURCHASING


welcome to the poké mart!


1X gacha ticket (50 PD)


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do come again!


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haze, prof. albrecht
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thirty-three
january 2
hammerlocke, galar
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archivist / professor
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slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. these, our bodies, possessed by light.
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hazel’s gachapon
POSTED ON Oct 7, 2022 5:02:06 GMT
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gacha town…
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haze, prof. albrecht
he/him
thirty-three
january 2
hammerlocke, galar
forever tethered
archivist / professor
exec. (researcher)
slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. these, our bodies, possessed by light.
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nightmare on hawthorne street [s]
POSTED ON Oct 7, 2022 2:28:13 GMT
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The door eased open, and Hazel only dimly acknowledged the creak of its hinges. He didn’t react until touch fell over his shoulders, sliding further with every passing second. Initially, he tensed, curling inward on himself in surprise before his body slumped back against Hugo with a stubborn, but relenting whine. “Looks like I’ve been caught,” he murmured, though he didn’t sound nearly as irritated by that fact as he might’ve been earlier.[break][break]

Lips drifted over his skin, and Hazel sighed quietly as his head lolled to the side. It wasn’t until his eyes fell shut that he realized how sore they were from squinting at his notes as he read them again and again for any sort of context clue he might’ve missed before. Tired, he was tired. But he couldn’t just leave it be.[break][break]

In his mind, there was too much at stake.[break][break]

Now that he’d been found out, though, Hazel couldn’t find in himself to grow angry with being halted. “I just wanted to go over everything a few more times,” he replied, limp and eyes still shut. His hands slipped away from his notepad littered with nearly incomprehensible shorthand. They snaked up to where Hugo’s rested against his chest to curl around them. His thumbs rubbed back and forth over knuckles, soft and slow.[break][break]

Now the flutter of guilt stirred in his stomach. Still— “My mind wouldn’t quiet down, I couldn’t sleep until I did.” It wasn’t the first time he’d used the excuse, but it wasn’t untrue. He would’ve tossed back and forth, only stilled if he’d woken Hugo to soothe him, and Hazel hadn’t wanted to do that.[break][break]

Only, he’d still managed to. Hazel tipped to the side enough to twist slightly in the drapery of his husband’s arms so that he could find Hugo’s mouth with his own. Heavy with exhaustion. It clung to him as much as the other did—dark crescent moons hung under his eyes, drooped his eyelids and loosened the rigidity he typically held himself with.[break][break]

Retreating a fraction, Hazel eyed Hugo with a dreary sort of tenderness that belied the fact that tonight, at least, he wouldn’t be exceptionally resistant. One hand lifted to brush through downy silver hair. “Sorry I woke you, darling.”

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haze, prof. albrecht
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thirty-three
january 2
hammerlocke, galar
forever tethered
archivist / professor
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slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. these, our bodies, possessed by light.
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nightmare on hawthorne street [s]
POSTED ON Oct 6, 2022 18:53:41 GMT
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It was only after he was certain that he could tell Hugo’s breathing had evened out into a slumbered pace that Hazel had slipped out of bed, well past midnight. He’d catch flack for it, he was sure. After all, it was a violation of the strict no work at home order they had in place—even if they were past the point of their off the clock interaction.[break][break]

But the key point here was that Hazel wouldn’t be caught.[break][break]

He just couldn’t leave it alone. He’d been on the cusp of something so fascinating when he’d had to halt his studies earlier. And all through the evening, even as he tried to be fully in the moment and rest, his mind kept wandering back to the potential of conduits. What might be possible. How favorable this would befor him if he found something worthy of presenting to his superiors at the Rocket headquarters.[break][break]

Hugo would argue that getting sleep was important, not just because it was a necessary evil that Hazel hated having to subject himself to, but because Hazel himself needed it. Maybe more than the average person. Certainly, he felt exhaustion cling heavy to his bones as he sat at his desk with no light save for the tiny desk lamp that didn’t cast enough glow to give him away. There was a cup of coffee he’d brewed to keep him peppy but it sat long gone cold and forgotten as he poured through his notes.[break][break]

It was frustrating, being weaker than others. That one night of little sleep could set him back so much. But that’s what he was doing this for, after all. To get better. To be more than better.[break][break]

Surely, his partner could empathize with that. But Hazel still didn’t want the lecture it might bring. No matter his wants, though, his attention was too absorbed. So much so that he did not notice his espeon, Nico, slipping away to pad back to their bedroom. Hopping up on the bed to paw Hugo in the face, and effectively tattle on Hazel’s infraction.

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haze, prof. albrecht
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thirty-three
january 2
hammerlocke, galar
forever tethered
archivist / professor
exec. (researcher)
slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. these, our bodies, possessed by light.
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hazel albrecht’s pc
POSTED ON Oct 6, 2022 15:57:39 GMT
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nicodemus

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haze, prof. albrecht
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thirty-three
january 2
hammerlocke, galar
forever tethered
archivist / professor
exec. (researcher)
slow like honey
heavy with mood
5'11 height
5'11 height
tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us. these, our bodies, possessed by light.
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hazel albrecht
albrecht, hazel
POSTED ON Oct 6, 2022 5:10:28 GMT
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IT’S COLD COLD COLD, COLD INSIDE

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namehazel albrecht
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agethirty-two
orientationpansexual
played bylou



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[attr="class","freiwanttop"]ABOUT THE CHARACTER

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aesthetic
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tired eyes / cable knit sweaters / pinching the bridge of your nose / a color-coordinated planner / filing systems / dust hanging in the light / library silence / old book smell / cinnamon and bergamot / white winter hymnal / the end always justifies the means / silk sheets / an antique grandfather clock / reading by the fire / flipping through a card catalog / losing glasses on your forehead / taking work home / tender words / pillow talk / hidden gentleness / awkward small talk / shaky fingers / excitable tangents / the thrill of new discovery / reverence for the old and ancient[break][break]
formal, composed, dogged, icy, cool under pressure, workaholic, even-tempered, stoic, curious, passionate, methodical, routine-driven, calculated, sharp, self-assured, hyper-fixated, devoted, sensual, coy, melancholic, socially inept, brusque, poised, infodumper[break][break]
ice prince / pragmatic villainy / delicate and sickly / spock speak / agent scully / the professor
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at a glance, in passing, or through a window- He is most likely to be found tucked away in corners, and innocuous spaces. Peering around the long stretch between tall bookcases, one might spy him reaching for a book just a hand's length away— willow thin and pale, faded grey eyes fixed in concentration as he rolls up on his toes because his stature of 5’11 is just not quite enough to snag the pesky tome. perhaps he is to be observed in the lecture halls of the university, or in its chilled conservation spaces, picking through old and delicate materials. The styling of academia suits him, posh clothing and a prim Galarian accent. Never once spotted in public underdressed, sleek hair styled neatly in weaving of silver and violet.[break][break]
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cw: chronic illness, emotional parental neglect[break][break]

He’s born into prosperity. Silver spoons for a tiny mouth. Everything that a child could possibly want. But it is also a home like a mausoleum—a testament to the success of the family, but cold and lacking for any sort of real life inside. Albrecht. Synonymous with innovation and power and old money. But the halls stretch like uncrossable rivers until every member is siloed in a territory of their own. And no amount of money thrown at a child for toys and trips and clothes can compensate for a lack of closeness. At least his nanny is kind. She reads to him. It is the first way he learns to love stories.[break][break]

The first time he falls sick, his parents think it’s some sort of pitiful bid for attention. Poor little boy decides he doesn’t like their endless business meetings and tea socials and society parties, so forces coughing fits and feeble behavior for the sake of having their eyes on him. It’s an accusation that quickly falls through. Children are meant to be sturdy and hardy and relentlessly bright, no matter how spoiled or bratty or sweet or loud or quiet. And he is a light that’s so painfully dim. They blame the weak genes that made him insufficient. They blame the nanny too, for being lacking in her care even if she’s shown him more of that than they ever have. She’s fired and that is the last time he sees her.[break][break]

It takes months to feel well again, but even then it’s not a full recovery.[break][break]

For a time, tiny fingers desperately hold onto the thought that if he just keeps trying, wellness will ignite in him like a spark into a bonfire, all at once and enormously. That it will seep into his blood and resonate through his skin like a blessed, incurable toxin; one that he would be happily hopeless to cure with any sort of antidote. It does not, however, stop the furious, hot tears that roll down his face, flyaway hair sticking to wet cheeks full with baby fat, every single time he fails check-up, or he takes ill again.[break][break]

His life becomes an ongoing montage of hospital stays and continued bed rest. Quarantine and sickly sweet medicine and IV drips. Everything blurs together in a haze of sterile medical smell and white walls and scratchy blankets. The best care that money can afford, and yet he always manages to end up sick again. Sickly, inept, failure. Brittle bones and pallid skin. Family photos in a prim little suit but he still appears more ghost than boy when he looks back on the portraits hung in the ornate gallery of his family’s manor. But heaven forbid he be anything but the picturesque child at the tail end of their family line.[break][break]

It’s the only thing he can manage to do right, fluke that he is.[break][break]

He wants to leave and he can’t. There’s no stepping out of the shadows, but there’s also no way to avoid the eyes on him. Little Albrecht, always watched. Always proper and in place. So he reads, and books transport him everywhere he wants to go and can’t. Books keep him company, literature spinning ideas and creating some semblance of life where he’s found none. He wants to write like that. He wants to do this too. But every line he tries to string together doesn’t feel right and he crumples it all up in the end.[break][break]

When he’s older, he can finally get out of that premature tomb. He resolves to be nothing like his family and he runs as far as university. Then a fellowship outside of Galar, away from Hammerlocke. He finds something like home in the university library, among the tall shelves. Row after row of historical documents that sharpen his mind and advance his knowledge until he’s hungry and ambitious for something he can grasp with his own hands for the first time in his life.[break][break]

Except after a while he feels stuck again, spinning his wheels as he tries to rise beyond the name attached to him, without its help. He learns how to use his body to feel something, or maybe it’s more like throwing himself off a ledge full tilt every chance he gets as a way to compensate for all of the ways his body has failed him. It doesn’t matter. The medicine cabinet in his bathroom is still a crammed full pharmacy of the pills he needs to keep himself functioning. A thin, tenuous concept of health.[break][break]

But at least he has his mind and his intellect and his gnawing hunger for more. Love comes along and wraps him up in warm embrace. He finds a light in the dark.. A reminder that he no longer needs to feel hollow, but it drives him to be more, find more, do more by whatever means possible because he has someone to stick around for. He’s no ghost—he’s tangible and he’s solid. he’s real he’s real he’s real.[break][break]

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