June Bug
she/her
twenty-seven
April 21
Mauville City
Bisexual
Delivery-Person
civilian
Swallow the Heart and Kill the Senses
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Graveyard of Numbers [S]
POSTED ON Oct 9, 2024 22:02:48 GMT
Wordlessly, June hid the mud flat on her ass. Silently, she stared up at the ranger. For the last time, she unleashed the brunt of her own struggles onto June. How she’d been used, how she sucked it up, how much the people in her life really treated her.
Yet how she ignored it all anyway. Strength like that took either strongest or most broken spirits to muster.
And Annalise was not strong. She was just like June.
Weak. And when the weak fought, toiled, and died for everyone else, they’d be forgotten in the dust while the strong paraded atop their thrones of gold and ivory. If they were lucky, they might be allowed to bear the weight of their success atop their backs for even a modicum of safety.
But if they were also lucky, they’d survive and get revenge for the slights against them.
Once more, June rose. Painfully, slowly, full of tired bitterness, a broken heart that pulsed vividly, and a steadfast resolution in her mind. There are so many things she could say right now. A promise to do better, a vow to get revenge. Raw violence as well. Apologize prefusely and cling to the notion of companionship, broken and scattered as it was.
But she was not chosen by a paradoxical being for no reason. When the paths presented themselves, she would always make a new one without a second thought. Her tired, sorrowed, guilty eyes met Annalise's once more.
For the last time.
“Know this, Annalise Henderson,” her voice cracked in the terrible silence. The peace of the dead had long since been broken, and not even the vaguely curious remained to witness their feud. They’d all seeken refuge and vowed to come back at a later time. “This one, one thing. Forget what I just said. Forget everything else.”
“You were not a means to an end to me. Never were. You meant so, so much more than that.”
Once upon a time, the Boundless beat down her door, went into her room, released a flock of Fletchling, and proclaimed she couldn’t lose her a third time. All of that was still true. She didn’t know what to do now, as the ranger slipped from her grasp.
“But only doormats let people walk on them and suck it the fuck up. And they’ll keep doing it until you do something about it. And if that moment comes, and your back is to the wall, and you don't know who else to turn to?”
“Come find me. Until then…”
Her back turned. Down the graves, at the very end, was the start of a new row and a shovel. June slowly walked away. Annalise was right about one thing. But she didn’t have to be completely right about it.
“It’s a weapon, Annalise. I’ll make sure no one uses it for bad reasons.”
A few thousand graves were a statistic. A number for the newspapers and social media. A grave for… Marshall? The shovel sank into the cold, dry dirt.
A grave for one was a tragedy.
annalise henderson
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