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December 26
Slateport City
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Grigori Sokolov
Old, Bold, Tired Soldier [M]
POSTED ON Sept 7, 2024 21:53:07 GMT
This was…
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Treason.
No other way to spell it. A dangerous admittance. While it did not hold the same gravity as a proper defiance of Rocket, a defection, most would call it a slippery slope. To show feelings of inadequacy, to doubt the cause, to even hint that there was a world where one did not join Rocket after all was a decline into death.
Grigori Sokolov had killed better men for lesser guilt. And for his boss to say such things? He stiffened, then turned back to the scene in front of him. Peaceful. Serene.
Others had these thoughts too?
Squash the idea. Kill the doubt. To let it live is to let sin fester. Best to deal with the traitorous thoughts early, before they became something dangerous. Concrete. Real.
“Apologies, Mr. Bee,” Grigori leaned back into the chair, “but I’ve long since done as much. My lot in life was not much better, if at all.”
He had chosen it, but the life of crime had chosen him. Different conditions, same feeling.
“I will do my best, but…”
“What if I can not quench this unease? This apprehension to war? You are my superior, but I… have already fought one long, arduous war. My bones do not feel ready for the next. They groan. Ache. If I may step above my rank, you are not ready for what they entail. Very few are.”
Everyone thought they were. And then war came. Only the psychotic and bloodthirsty were satisfied with the large-scale conflict they gave. The resilient were worn down, the eager were stomped upon, and the innocent suffered. His eyes looked into the horizon, past the treeline and the landscape. They gazed a thousand yards, into the past.
He was not ready to make them suffer a second time.
BARNABY FINCH
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