it's odd, really, to not hide behind a mask for once. it feels weird, foreign, wrong. as if she shouldn't be showing this side, showing this level of honesty. it's almost as if it's painful to even rip the mask away by now, the jagged pieces cutting her face as they go. it hurts. it hurts to be vulnerable, to be so small and fragile and weak. and yet, it offers a strange sense of comfort, of knowing that someone could see this side of her and not leave.
no, he doesn't leave. in fact, he stays, and she isn't sure which option is worse.
he stares at her, one of his hands moving to take her own. her breath catches in her throat, her body going still at the sudden warmth. it's comforting and radiating heat and god, she had forgotten what it was like to touch another living person. and in this moment, she understands what it's like to be starved of touch, to marvel at such a simple gesture as holding hands. it brings a feeling she can't describe to the surface and her chest feels tighter than before. panic doesn't rise, however. something else takes its place, something she doesn't understand right then and there. perhaps in time she'll come to understand this feeling and why it only has to do with him. for now she simply stares back at him, her small fingers curling around his. it's funny, she hadn't thought that her hand could fit so well in his.
the woman doesn't put up a fuss when he begins to lead her toward the waters edge. if anything, she welcomes his help, his gesture of caring. the silence that consumes them is comfortable and she's thankful for it in a way. there's no urge to fill that silence with empty words. no, instead it almost speaks for itself and she lingers in it, almost unwilling to break the spell that falls around them.
he does, however, in a display of something she doesn't fully understand.
his hand falls away from hers and she glances down, the sudden feeling of coldness overtaking the nerves of her hand. it feels wrong, now, and she inwardly curses herself for that. while she's absorbed in her thoughts, he takes the opportunity to scribble on a notebook and it's only the sound of paper tearing that draws her attention back to him. her face twists with confusion as he presents the torn sheet to her, as if it's the weirdest thing in the world. the confusion dissipates as she gingerly takes it, eyes scanning the contents. a small smile begins to curl at her lips, surprisingly genuine and entirely for him.
"ken," she murmurs, testing out the sound of his name on her tongue. it sounds pleasant, perhaps almost too much, and she resists the urge to repeat it again. does he find it just as enticing coming from her mouth? she doesn't linger on that thought, a light flush beginning to dust her cheeks.
"faye," she offers, gesturing toward herself with cold hands.
"are you sure you want to give this to me? you aren't afraid i'll abuse that?" and oh, she will abuse that number later down the line, when she can't sleep and needs to talk to someone, him.
she ignores the slight flutter in her chest when he says he'll find her, chalking it up to nothing more than slight anxiety. his attention shifts away from her, then, and hers follows with curiosity. a goldeen sits at the water's surface, cheeks bulging slightly. beside it, a corsola peeks out with bright coral limbs and she finds herself bending, lowering closer to the water. by now, the smile has grown softer, morphing at the sight of the water type.
"hello," she murmurs, reaching out with that same hand he had just held to gently caress the tips of coral. they feel damp, water still clinging to their surface, but pleasant to the touch. the corsola coos, leaning into her hand without a second thought. ah, what a darling.
"i love your color." it's a lovely shade and faye stares, almost in a trance. she's seen some flowers possess that same color but never as impressive as this corsola, never with the same liveliness to them.
her shoulder brushes against his and she turns away from the corsola for a mere moment, flashing him a surprisingly warm smile. and then, she turns away, back to the corsola and away from his eyes. together, they sit in silence, two water types enjoying their attention.