stormy, bronwen
she / her
twenty-five
july 25
saffron city, kanto
heterosexual
elite four
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if you could only see the beast you've made of me
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Stormy Silph
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POSTED ON Mar 6, 2019 2:21:13 GMT
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some notes can go heeeeeeeere. it'll scroll if you write enough, which - future me - you will inevitably do because you have no idea how to shut up. ouo
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WELCOME TO THE WAR WE'VE ONLY BEGUN, SO PICK UP YOUR WEAPON AND FACE IT
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