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Fit for a King [S]
POSTED ON Apr 24, 2024 5:27:31 GMT
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he shook his head.

[break][break] "there's no need to thank me," he said, lips curved into a simpering smile. "it is the last i could do for someone who has served rocket - and myself - so well in the last few years."

[break][break] the cursed was quiet as he listened to the blacksmith speaking, thinking back to the time they had shared in the RKS machine. technically, she was not wrong. he did ride — or had, at least from time to time.

[break][break] briefly, he recalled a glimpse of memory with , trapezing off the side of mt. pyre's graveyard.

[break][break] a hand brushed against the materials that were offered, expression thoughtful. "what have you already prepared?"

[break][break] he blinked when she continued, eyes sharpening at the proposition. the ruinous beast beside him did so as well, and the air grew a tad more frigid in response.

[break][break] thinking back to and 's words, however, he quelled the HATRED that threatened to rise within.

[break][break] looking at 's excited, yet apprehensive, expression was enough. for now.

[break][break] "that sounds fine," he said, with a nod. "which would you like to start with first?"

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POSTED ON Apr 24, 2024 5:13:43 GMT
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Jayden is the third to return, to no one's surprise. He doesn't share the eagerness his fellow admins have, more than content to trail behind as his thoughts stray back towards the vision that had been shown to him in that mask.

[break][break] Those TOXIC CHAINS rest comfortably around his neck, mimicking the same BRUISES created by when she had choked him in the GREAT CHASM.

[break][break] His expression is mild, lost in thought, before focusing suddenly on the appearance of and tangled intimately in the cot. For the first time since being transported into this new world, his expression twists with something stronger than apathy.

[break][break] A surge of heat ignites within him, flashing across his face, and then he is striding forward, grasping 's face away from Admin Bee's toned torso. His touch is gentle, yet intimate, thumbs brushing across the other's cheek in a markedly tender gesture.

[break][break] "Be careful where you rest your face, lyubeemiy," he says simply and then without even glancing at the other, he plops himself down onto the other's lap. Replacing 's lap with his own, before placing his partner's face atop of it.

[break][break] "We don't know what kind of toxins lie within these cells."

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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2024 6:46:03 GMT
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"An... idea? I don't..."

[break][break] For a moment, he faltered. As if 's dreams had been crafted into a sword, striking into the heart of everything that Jayden held dear. In this state of vulnerability, anything could happen.

[break][break] He stumbled back.

[break][break] The admin blinked blearily at the other as the bunt of the blade careened into his chest. It was not hard enough to even cause a bruise, but it was more of the suddenness of the act that confused him.

[break][break] Suddenly, the world grew cold. Freezingly so. Winds whipped around them, and it was difficult to tell if the powers were coming from Jayden himself or this false version of .

[break][break] He thought back to their fight on the ship, the furious way that had cursed at him. Had that man taken Chien Pao from him? Was it not enough for to betray Rocket — did he need to betray him as well?

[break][break] Suddenly, his expression grew sour. The world went to white.

[break][break] And Jayden sprinted forward, the HATRED of the other admin inducing him, ice crystallized in the ground ahead of him.

[break][break] "You don't deserve it! You can't handle it!"

[break][break] It was hard to tell what exactly was he talking about. Was he talking about Rocket? About Chien Pao? About the manifestation of hatred itself?

[break][break] Either way, the TOXIC CHAINS that had started to wrap around the avatar had gone thread-bare in the cold. It was only a matter of time before they would snap completely.

[break][break] With reckless abandon, he leaped at "Admin Fox".

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"ah."

[break][break] of course would have done his research already. jayden shouldn't have expected any less.

[break][break] "well, as far as underbosses go, there is and . they are my mentors, and have been since i was a child."

[break][break] ", who holds favor with wo-chien. she's not from kanto, so you may not have heard her name, but she specializes in toxins."

[break][break] a head tilt.

[break][break] "then myself, admin , admin and admin make up the admin rank."

[break][break] his eyes softened an imperceptible amount when mentioning the latter — though a friend like would've been able to notice the tenderness in his gaze, sweet like a ripened peach.

[break][break] "as far as scientists go, there is and ." another pause. " was away for some time too, but she's back now, last i heard."

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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2024 6:30:50 GMT
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"i did hear that," he said.

[break][break] there was a relief in his voice.

[break][break] no one understood fathers in rocket more than boys who had them. he and had always shared that in common, and it was something that couldn't quite be put into words.

[break][break] not that - as talkative as jayden was - he had ever tried.

[break][break] "good job," his expression was tender as it was soft. "i'm glad."

[break][break] "you and summer will do a great job with the company."

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[break][break] "sam too."

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DEAD OF WINTER
POSTED ON Apr 23, 2024 6:27:50 GMT
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Why should hate him?

[break][break] It seemed like the question of the hour.

[break][break] To , who had long come to terms with the fact, it was obvious. He had grown long apart from the young, confused boy he had been when @victoria had barged into his room, demanding answers that he did not have. He had long since separated himself from the trembling leaf that was his childhood when he thought about how one of the strongest men in Kanto Rocket hierarchy wanted to have his head, from nothing apart from the fact of his birthright.

[break][break] But to those like , he supposed, he could not have blamed her for not knowing.

[break][break] She was not like them. Not like him or or . In fact, she was not even like , who's life in Kalosian Rocket had hardened him too beyond comparison of those in Hoenn.

[break][break] "Ask him," he said instead after a moment's pause. He hesitated on the last syllable, wondering how much of it he was allowed to share and how much he wasn't. He knew that was not a man who liked to have his life on display. But surely, and were close now, given the fact that both were underbosses.

[break][break] "Ask him for the details," he amended. "But the truth of it is - my father did something unspeakable to him. Like he has to many others." Like he had to . Like he had to himself. Nikolai Cross' reign of terror knew no bounds, a fact that should be able to learn even after a brief glimpse at Rocket's records.

[break][break] "And - at one point - he wanted my life forfeit for it."

[break][break] Perhaps he could've said more. Perhaps he should've said more.

[break][break] But then she placed a hand on his shoulder and he flinched; not because of her touch, but because it was a touch and he was a child who had not been raised to accept such kindness.

[break][break] He found himself drowning in the wilderness that was her frenzied gaze.

[break][break] 'Weaken me?'

[break][break] He wanted to ask, desperately, what she meant. How much more could this Beast weaken him in ways that he would not be prepared to deal with already? But the words died in his throat when he looked at her verdant green gaze, lost in the thorny vines of it all — it reminded him too much of his mother.

[break][break] "Do you care for me?" he blurted out instead, confusion warping his gaze.

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jayden
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PRISMATIC PENITENTIARY
POSTED ON Apr 23, 2024 3:33:27 GMT
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[attr="class","lyrics"] not a god's chosen [break] but a god's cursed

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[attr="class","postbox"] some may choose to fall into the chains of despair, may choose to fight the very thing that cages them, but jayden knows better. this is too familiar for him to fight it. when they give the royal decree and they fly into their road of promise, jayden leaves behind those that try to fight the poison that floods through their veins.

[break][break] after all, he has lived too long in a graveyard to be afraid of it's ghosts.

[break][break] so when they show him the mask and all that it contains, he feels no fear.

[break][break] but —

[break][break] "i am afraid," a voice calls to him, trembling, and he turns to see the eyes of . normally, in other condition, he would have felt HATRED lance through him at being so close to someone tied to the LEAGUE. but the emptiness in his heart is like a yawning chasm, growing wider and wider with each passing moment, while they are trapped in this memory together.

[break][break] "don't be," he says back, squeezing her hand. a trickle of feeling passes through him, remembering how had come to him in the dead of the night on the day before meteno 99943 had struck. the uncertainty, the relentless dread, the fear of the unknown. blue eyes flicker to his other tether - to at his other side - and then across the room at the void of maskless faces.

[break][break] some of which he recognizes, and some of which he doesn't. he feels suddenly just like he had in that forgotten memory, king of a town that had once been his, in front of a hundred people that he only half-knew.

[break][break] he thought of the disappointment in 's face when he'd unmasked in front of her, he thought of the hopelessness in 's when he yearned for a lifetime lost.

[break][break] eyes passed quickly over all the rockets in the room that he knew - , and among them - before slowly careening over the ones that he didn't know as well, like or .

[break][break] then his face settles back on , standing beside him like a crownless queen.

[break][break] and then, it's his turn.

[break][break] VELMOS was one of them. his intel had been accurate in leading them to littleroot. and now his words struck with certainty too — the same as 's when he'd protected them from a falling meteor.

[break][break] the last thing that jayden sees is the glimmer of clandestine blue before he goes under.

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"i'm proud of you."

[break][break] he blinks his eyes open and he stands on a mantle that feels... both foreign and strikingly unfamiliar. his throat closes as he sees the sea of bodies that kneel before him, reminded immediately of DIONYSUS and the dream that resulted into astlik's clinging shadows. but in his hands are no shadowed weapons, no frozen limbs.

[break][break] no, in his hand he holds a specter of power, one lanced with those unmistakable TOXIC CHAINS, swathing around a glimmering sphere that looks a bulbous pink fruit. in the orb's reflection he can see his own face, clear and free of scars, and the glimmering hue of purple eyes.

[break][break] standing beside him are and , the latter gently resting a warm hand on his shoulder as the other affectionately tousles his hair. on his opposite flank stands , his head tilted towards jayden, the inscrutable gaze of the obfuscator glinting with approval and anticipation.

[break][break] "what shall you do with them? i leave the answer in your hands."

[break][break] and sure enough, as his gaze sweeps over the tumultuous throng of bodies, he discerns the unmistakable figures of many of rocket's betrayers, among them and . yet, intertwined with those traitorous souls, ensnared in choking TOXIC CHAINS, are the vicious embers of .

[break][break] but it isn't that draws his gaze, nor even who stands by him.

[break][break] it's the scarlet rivulet of his father's gaze.

[break][break] dmitri volkov. nikolai cross. alive, breathing, yet ensnared in suffocating chains of toxic pink.

[break][break] dionysus was wrong. chien pao was wrong. everyone was wrong.

[break][break] jayden didn't have to endure a life plagued by self-loathing and fear, trapped in the knowledge that he was irrevocably tethered to the source of his pain. no, he could rise above it. he could have POWER.

[break][break] "kill them."

[break][break] this time, when he calls for their deaths, there is no guilty tremor in his voice. no fear. ironic to the pink chains that wrap around his flesh, he is FREED.



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he gasps.

[break][break] pulled from the memory, jayden blinks rapidly when he's torn from the tether of that dream and back into reality.

[break][break] his deepest desires thud powerfully in his chest, but he's swept along with the others into the showers. clothes are discarded easily, revealing a toned and muscular body that is riddled with scars. he pays no mind to the others, lost in the confines of his own thoughts as the scalding hot water washes over him.

[break][break] 'what had that dream meant?'

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jayden
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december 25
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the sun disappears [sz]
POSTED ON Apr 21, 2024 21:36:34 GMT
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when he arrives at the safari zone, it is in the cold of the night.

[break][break] 'hey, what are you - '

[break][break] ice fractures in his touch - accidental - when the sentry catches him off-guard.

[break][break] 'FORGET ABOUT THEM. THEY DON'T MATTER. NO ONE ELSE MATTERS.'

[break][break] when he received the letterhead that he was being dropped from wyndon's board - temporarily, they said, jayden had already known to expect it. after all, what could he have expected having lost control so viciously like that?

[break][break] but it was what he deserved. after all, he had allowed to fall. he had allowed himself to fall, when he'd been unable to kill and . he couldn't continue like this, not anymore.

[break][break] his eyes flash a vibrant blue when he enters the night sky of the safari zone, flinching as something appeared out of the brush.

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jayden
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IM A SHAPESHIFTER [milky's coding bin]
POSTED ON Apr 21, 2024 21:23:15 GMT
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"you don't become an angelic's arm dealer without arming yourself first."

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jayden
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my universe
POSTED ON Apr 17, 2024 15:14:33 GMT
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you make me feel alive
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the necklace is clasped and in a heartbeat, they are already spinning around towards him, arms thrown around his neck. electricity sparks from their fingertips, undoubtedly from their excitement, but it sends a thrum of pleasure through him all the same, the same heat that he felt that night, even though he still had unable to place the why of it.

[break][break] so jayden can't help it then. not when they are spilling such sweet words of thanks, and not when he also feels a genuine happiness at knowing that they are pleased with the choices that he made.

[break][break] as the laugh bubbles from their lips, the admin leans down to capture it. greedily, pressing their lips together, to steal the airy laughter from them, as if their own happiness is like an infectious disease that he cannot get rid of. not that he would ever want to, mind you. if it meant being with forever, he would happily be poisoned for eternity.

[break][break] "you are my heart," he murmurs, hand sliding against their jaw to open his mouth for another kiss. "always."

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happy birthday fern <3

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POSTED ON Apr 17, 2024 15:04:46 GMT
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[attr="class","lyric"]YOU'LL BE THE RUIN OF ME, WON'T YOU?


[attr="class","textbody"] The hatred on his face is unimaginable. It whips around like a winter storm, lashing outwards with the power of a thousand blades even as the other man reaches for his touch.

[break][break] Like frost bite, it might even burn to the touch.

[break][break] "I am over you! I am not - " His voice is strangled with pain, with hatred, with resentment for this misunderstanding.

[break][break] He snarls.

[break][break] "I love them. They are better for me than you ever will be. I would choose them in a thousand lifetimes before I ever chose you."

[break][break] And yet, Jayden was here now, wrecked and shattered all simply because had said I love you as if it was the easiest thing in the world. As if it couldn't break him into a million pieces.

[break][break] Beside him, Chien Pao purred with the thrill of it.

[break][break] "You don't get it," he growls. "It is not about me getting over you. It is about -" His hands tightens over theirs, frigid cold, as the untamable flood of hatred flows between them both. It makes him tremble, shake with the effort of it. "How you lie. How you've never cared for me. How you always do this - always say things, and then always leave."

[break][break] "Don't you understand," his eyes turn towards them, a torrent of emotion. His voice is tight as he grips them back, tightening over fragile, breakable wrists.

[break][break] "How you ruined me, ."

[break][break] Those feline eyes pin with glee, glimmering like a thousand cut sapphires.

[break][break] "You. Caused. This."

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starlight, starlight [m]
POSTED ON Apr 17, 2024 14:52:31 GMT
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has always been good at running away. jayden knows this, because it was one of the first times that they had ever met, having caught the other in a jail cell and been the reason that he'd been able to get free.

[break][break] and the last thing that jayden ever wanted was to chain them, yet, he could not erase the ache in his chest at wanting to know more. he thought about the things that had said to him — just ask, as if it was the easiest thing in the world to do so.

[break][break] he squeezed his hand gently from where he was connected to the other, tethering them back down to earth.

[break][break] "do you miss him?"

[break][break] not all rockets missed their fathers. jayden knew his own relationship with his was complicated enough.

[break][break] but jayden knew that fern was one of the rockets that cared deeply for his family, even if they'd had to leave him behind.



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POSTED ON Apr 17, 2024 14:46:50 GMT
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3 years ago. petalburg woods.
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As Jayden sat there, listening to the soft, lilting voice of his superior's words as it washed over him, he could not explain the fuzziness in his chest that he felt. It was such a mundane thing, to know these details about . They were not any secrets that made him greater than any of Jayden's other bosses. They were not even secrets that Jayden could not have figured out himself, if he looked hard enough in Rocket's database.

[break][break] And yet, these small, mundane words held a power over him as he listened — watched — the other, looking as sweet as the sandwiches that he ate.

[break][break] To know such a thing about , the former Beast of Kanto and current Underboss; to know that he was still somehow human. It made his heart beat in a way that he couldn't quite expect.

[break][break] "Kalos?" he found himself asking, as if tugged forward by a string. "What happened in Kalos?"

[break][break] There were many reasons why one could find themselves in the hospital. There were many reasons, and Jayden knew that the history of was one littered with all such unsavory stories. After all, his story - his downfall - was not a kind one.

[break][break] And yet, despite knowing, Jayden wanted to hear it anyway.

[break][break] The sudden touch startles him though, and a matching blush dots across his cheeks.

[break][break] "Sorry," he mumbles.

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play me 'til the sun rises [break]
play me like a violin


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Scars Both Old and New [Past][M]
POSTED ON Apr 17, 2024 14:39:55 GMT
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He blinked.

[break][break] Then his gaze intensified, becoming sharp as the knives that she had forged for him. They glimmered a fierce crystal-blue, like the vastness of an ocean who's waves he could easily drown her under, if he so wished.

[break][break] "Lefevre," he said, voice slicing through the cold air. "It was not a request."

[break][break] But there was a certain softness in his eyes, a tenderness if you will, for how he still viewed her even as he wielded his status like a blade. His head tipped behind him, revealing the shiny Sylveon that had woken from it's nap to watch over them both.

[break][break] "Plus, I am not as unbreakable as you think."

[break][break] He nodded towards her.

[break][break] "Go on."

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