Not-Chryssa
She/Her
27
May 1
Eterna City, Sinnoh
Panromantic
radio host
agent
as flies to wanton boys are we to the gods; they kill us for their sport
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POSTED ON Aug 11, 2021 10:49:31 GMT
Instead of answering right away, Chryssa wordlessly handed Lulu her phone. The dark screen was awash with cracks of light, a grid of fractured neon trails that formed a composite, apocalyptic picture. Red. Green. Yellow."You don't remember?" The girl's touch was soft as she pressed the image into Lulu's hands. Gentle, but unyielding. Uncompromising. "I remember you. Aren't you curious about what it means?"
It had been months since Chryssa had thought about the Beheeyem's warning. At the time, it had just seemed like yet another mystery. Now, it felt like a prophecy. "You asked me where God is," Chryssa said. Her eyes were gray as ghosts. "All these people will give you a different answer. In the church, in your heart, in your faith. If you ask me, he's right here."
She touched the spot of darkness on the brightly-lit globe. It was the negative space Beheeyem had drawn for them between teleports and flashes, as if something massive had obscured the light. "The Eye is Closed," she said softly. "God is leaving, Miss Mystery. The universe is expanding. Arceus is moving on. He bears no responsibility for the cruelty of creation."She didn't know where the words were coming from. They fell from her lips like liquid. Chaos. Bitterness. Even in her darkest moments, knowing Arceus watched over her-- toyed with her-- had been a kind of comfort. Now after finding the Plate, spending weeks agonizing and wondering what it could mean, what God was trying to tell her-- It felt like static. It felt random. It felt like chance and happenstance, meaningless, irrelevant. Whatever happened to fate? To destiny? "This pain is his doing."Maybe destiny and deities walked different paths. "If you really want to make things right..." Chryssa started, speaking almost to herself. "What you've done, what's been done to you-- you'll have to bring him back." Her hands twisted in her lap, refusing to fold. " If suffering is a cycle, the cycle ends with him."It all ended with Arceus. If the world didn't need him... ...it might as well END him.
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