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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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saoirse quinn
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twenty-eight
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physicist / inventor
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the shadows breathe
whispering me away
5’8” height
5’8” height
every night i burn, dream the black crow dream
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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 6:29:05 GMT
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She shook her head. He’d found the thing, hadn’t he? The thing that had made it a poor decision. Her breath practically growled.
Now he wanted a turn.

“Have I tried?

There was surprise. Actually… “No.” She decided not to mention . Not this time.

Head still shaking, she went to her desk to retrieve the single sheet of paper—the same form which Killian had signed. It was not an official looking document by any means. It was probably pretty poorly written, to boot, but she figured it got the job done.

She laid it on her desk, grabbed a pen and set it down on top pointedly.

“I can’t believe you want me to do this, Cillian.”


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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 6:40:44 GMT
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"Then it'll be a learning experience for us both."

He pushes away from the wall and steps further into the room.

Gavin does, at least, glance through the consent form once he's got the pen in his hand. Amber eyes scrutinize her checks and balances, seeming to approve as his lips press together and he signs with a flourish.

Gavin Merlino. He's used the name so long, it feels like his own.

"I let Jules blast me with a fucking laser, Saoirse. Fuck me up, in the name of science."

He grins and sits down.
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saoirse quinn
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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 6:51:31 GMT
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Lulu stared, unamused as she watched him sign. She took the paper and put it in her desk, on top of whatever else was in the center drawer.

What. Now?

“Are you on something? You do realize this is the middle of my work day and I just left people out there?”

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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 6:58:58 GMT
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"Why wait?"

Gavin was a man of caution and preparation, but there was little that could be done to prepare for Darkrai's nightmarish powers.

"Think of it as a favour; make sure you get to me before Walsh does."

Though meant as a jest, there's a sharpness to his laughter. If Walsh ordered him to submit to such a test, they both knew that he would.

"We can put it off," he shrugs, "but you wouldn't have left that project with your team if you didn't trust them with it, hm?"
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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 7:16:40 GMT
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Make sure before Walsh did. Right…

She wondered if the Boss’s powers worked the same as hers. His guidance had helped, but enlightened her on little in terms of their connection.

“We should wait because I can’t guarantee you’ll wake up when I stop, and I don’t want your unconscious body in my office.” She gave a pressed smile.

“We should at least do this elsewhere.”

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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 7:28:02 GMT
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"Then we can do it in mine."

It's not the most comfortable place, but there's nowhere on the submarine that Gavin feels safer. He retrieves a pokeball from his blazer and releases a Claydol.

"Hold on, unless you've got your own."

Gavin presses a hand against the Claydol as it begins to spin, then TELEPORTS.
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saoirse quinn
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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 8:12:19 GMT
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Of all the alternatives, another chair over a hard floor was not the one she would have guessed him to pick. “That’s silly.” She muttered.

Nevertheless, a hand went down to touch the spinning pokemon as the light burst, TELEPORTING them to the front of his office.

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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 8:21:47 GMT
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"I sleep in here all the time."

Granted, it's usually not by choice. He pushes himself hard for Rocket's sake and often finds himself drifting off at his desk when he can't keep his eyes open.

From the window into the ocean beyond, Lugia observes as Gavin pushes open the door. The space is cold, clinical, unfeeling — but it is Gavin's, and tension bleeds naturally from his shoulders as the door closes behind them. For once, he doesn't utilize his Klefki's fairy-lock. Who knew when he'd be waking up?

"How long's this usually take?"

He sits down, leaning back in his chair with a curious look.
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saoirse quinn
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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 8:36:45 GMT
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Lulu followed him in, glancing to Lugia through the window and then back. She sat in the chair across from his desk.

This man had no idea what was about to hit him.

Lulu shrugged. “That depends on your mind.”

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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 8:39:39 GMT
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"Comforting."

He doesn't sound half as bothered as he should be.

"Whenever you're ready, then."
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saoirse quinn
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POSTED ON May 19, 2021 9:00:52 GMT
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Lulu sighed deeply. This was not how she’d wanted to spend her Monday.

“Fine.”

She didn’t want his dreams—not any of them.

She’d cut it off as soon as it started. He’d never know, anyways.



Darkness pooled around and between them, shadow and miasma intermingling. Somewhere in this connection with her brother, she found herself unable to pull away. His mind drug her down with it, as ’s had during the night they’d shared after the gala.

Was it shared blood? Was it avatarship? Who knew.

But there they were: together, in Hell—only to Gavin, he was all by himself to face it, and it was real.

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POSTED ON May 20, 2021 6:34:52 GMT
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Darkness swirls around them, hypnotizing, and Gavin watches with fascination.

His eyes slip closed—


—and when they open, he is staring out of a window. The view is of an alleyway three stories up, nothing but dark brick covered in old graffiti, yet Gavin knows this place well. He is in Saffron, in the first place he'd ever called his own.

He turns away from the window; the apartment is small, a studio with chipped paint and greying grout, but the floors have been scrubbed clean and the air smells of bleach, coffee, and cigarette smoke.

He is not alone.

sits on the couch, leather-bound book open to somewhere in the middle. He looks up when Gavin turns around; the Kanto admin is younger, here, but with a hardness to his eyes that ages him long before time ever would. Yet the emotion ascribed to the dream is not dread, or discomfort, but a curious content. Gavin is in a familiar space with a man he trusts. He is safe.

There is a furious pounding on the door, and the handle begins to shake.

This is not a dream, but a nightmare.

The door opens, and a bound figure is thrown to the floor like a ragdoll by faceless entities Gavin never focuses on. He can't look away from her. is only a teenager, with spirited amber eyes and a snarl on her lips. She's saying something he can't hear over the ringing in his ears.

When Theo speaks, it comes through clearly.

"Did you think we wouldn't find her, Cillian?"

Theo slips a familiar blade into the palm of his hand and closes his fingers over its bloodied handle.

"Kill her or I'll kill you."
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saoirse quinn
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POSTED ON May 20, 2021 7:21:58 GMT
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This again?

She tried to pull back, but found it difficult. The darkness pulled her in. His darkness. Somewhere, her soul needed more, and it reached out to him, akin. Two children, hands outstretched to the other, tumbling through abyss…

…and into Saffron.

Fuck, I can’t get out… Why can’t I get out?

There was . She felt her ghostly heart skip from another plane of their reality as she watched them both curiously. The visions were fragmented; not as clear as last time, but it was enough. The figures… and there she was. Herself.

She was going to die.

This was Cillian’s nightmare?



What now?

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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 2:34:19 GMT
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Gavin always wakes before the deed is done.

The knife is clutched in a shaking hand, Theo's whisper in his ear. 'You know what happens if you fail.' He stumbles forward, closing his eyes as if to block out the horror—


—and comes to, groggy, not in his office but in a familiar room in Saffron.

Ropes. Heavy, binding, making it hard to breathe. Wild eyes glance around the room as if searching for a threat that isn't there. He cannot look behind him but knows what he would see — a single, small window and a night sky full of stars.

He struggles to no avail, flinches when the door opens.

Two men enter. One, to , will be familiar — .

The other is a man she's never met, but perhaps she's seen photos of Silas Blackwell or videos on the news. Unlike in Beckett's dream, Gavin's image of Rocket's former boss is not disfigured. He is whole, healthy, sneering.

Gavin recoils with enough force that the chair almost tips, but no amount of panic lends the strength to break his bonds.

'Kill him or I'll kill you, Beckett.'

Gavin stares up into the grave face of his former mentor, pleading. "I-I haven't done anything, sir — I-I'm loyal, I promise, I've done everything you've asked—"

But Beckett doesn't speak, doesn't hesitate, simply steps behind him and holds a knife to his throat. It's Gavin's own knife. It always is.

"You promised I'd be safe!"

The blade draws across his neck, and his vision goes dark.
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saoirse quinn
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POSTED ON May 21, 2021 4:10:17 GMT
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Lulu had never attempted to interfere with the dreams. There’d been a certain understanding without discussion: she was a spectator. She’d always been a spectator to the trauma. At this point, it was a full-blown identity crisis.

She was the silence without a reason to speak. She merely watched.

Lulu watched herself, now: a teenager. Who was this person they'd brought here? Scared. She knew that feeling, still. Everyone closest around her did. Darkrai had proven that to her, and it had given her a new sense of humanity. But here... there was something long lost in this person’s eyes she couldn't place. Her own. Perhaps, she would never understand everything.

This was the way. This was the way she’d learned even before Rocket. At this point, she had no doubt: this was what they all dreamed about. Rocket was short on good ones.

Fuck, Cillian. I didn’t want this. Why put either of us through this? Why?

She observed, dully, from her own dimension, as a blade went to her brother’s throat. The darkness which followed—his death, presumably—was a welcomed climax.

What’s next? Still can’t get out.