jayden
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28
december 25
ballonlea, galar
bisexual
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we'll never get free, lamb to the slaughter
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jayden cross
broken hearts club ❤ [s]
POSTED ON Jul 2, 2021 4:35:50 GMT
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[attr="class","main"] there was one thing that was true. jayden wasn't good with emotions. [break][break] it wasn't his fault — he'd never been taught how. father had taught him many things — how to be cut-throat, how to be ruthless, how to build walls around you so that no one - not even rocket - would be able to infiltrate. mother had taught him how to hold a blade, how to press a knife just so that it would break skin but not puncture hearts. alexander had taught him — how to recognize danger, how to fight, how to run away. [break][break] survival skills. that was all he had been taught. [break][break] THEO BECKETT had taught him how to murder without guilt, Cillian Quinn had taught him how to survive. [break][break] no one had ever taught him how to feel. [break][break] but in the end, it was Chu-e Choi who taught him heartbreak. [break][break] as he departed from samuel carter at the festival and headed towards the crowd that was beginning to grow near the booths, jayden felt anxiety bubbling under his skin. he could kill a man without thinking twice, but crowds could be the thing that ended him. he thought about the last time that he'd been a crowd like this — the vital festival, though brief, had been a fond memory for him. [break][break] the feeling of his umbreon chain dangling at his side, the feeling of warm hands on his skin, of the gentle, nearly static feeling of chu-e choi's gaze on him. [break][break] he didn't know what it meant. didn't know what to do with it. all he knew was the thought of chu-e choi brought him something more — something more than despair, fear, pain. [break][break] it was funny how one wrong thing could make everything rushing back. [break][break] “We aren’t exactly subtle, bellissimo.” [break][break] "Yeah. We're dating now." [break][break] Somewhere, seemingly out of nowhere, the voice of his Shuppet echoes — brutal, vicious, and full of disdain. 'Idiot, you thought someone could love you too? What were you expecting?'[break][break] Jayden gasped. [break][break] He runs through the crowd, sprinting as far as his legs will take him. He doesn't pay attention to anyone he might run to on the way, doesn't realize that the shoulder he bumps into belongs to none-other-than his mentor Cillian Quinn . He doesn't realize, not even as he stumbles forward, falling to the floor and forcing himself up. His knees are skinned, his hands are bruised. [break][break] He doesn't know where he's going — just that he has to escape.[attr="class","flower"] [newclass=".buryme"]width:500px; margin:0px auto; background:#2B2B2B; color:#eee; padding-bottom:10px; border:15px solid #232323; padding-bottom:25px;[/newclass] [newclass=".buryme"] --accent:#4d18c2; --speech:#9d7bf3;[/newclass] [newclass=".buryme .main i"]color:var(--speech);[/newclass] [newclass=".buryme .top"]background:url(https://i.ibb.co/pzv6SSK/image.png); height:200px; padding:0px 60px;[/newclass] [newclass=".buryme .main"]font:11px roboto; margin:40px 40px 0px; text-align:justify; border-bottom:15px solid var(--accent); padding:10px 40px 40px; position:relative; z-index:5; text-transform:lowercase; [/newclass] [newclass=".buryme .main b"]color:var(--accent); font:13px 'Poppins';font-weight:600; color:var(--speech)[/newclass] [newclass=".flower"]position:absolute; z-index:-1; bottom:-50px; right:10px; background:url(https://image.ibb.co/cpf8Wc/flower_patt.png); height:550px; width:500px;[/newclass] [newclass=".buryme .title"]font:bold 36px/30px 'Poppins'; font-weight:600; text-transform:uppercase; color:#000; width:200px; background:var(--accent); color:#fff; padding:40px 20px 30px 20px; margin-left:180px;[/newclass] [newclass=".buryme .main:first-line"]font:11px 'Poppins'; color:var(--speech); font-weight:600; letter-spacing:1px;[/newclass]
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