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POSTED ON Aug 24, 2021 15:24:57 GMT

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”Cool. Random bit of information to share though.”
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Sol knows why Uriah would say this, and she knows why she won’t do it, but perhaps because a part of her does care about not hurting his feelings, she spares him from saying this in a crueler manner. Any woman knows it's easier to act oblivious.
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But, her tone is cold, and so is her stare, and as she finishes her coffee, she sets her fork on the plate as if she has no interest in finishing her breakfast.
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She had said she didn’t want this to take long, after all, and it’s taking long enough that this conversation is becoming something she doesn’t want.
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Why does he have to keep pushing her like that?
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”I’ll text you about it if I have time, but no promises.”
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No promises, because he needs to stop expecting things from her.

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POSTED ON Aug 24, 2021 15:50:56 GMT

[attr="class","uriah"]even uriah, as dumb as he can be at times, notices the intent behind her words, or at least assumes them, and at the sight of her putting her fork down, he sort of understands.

is he pushing too much?

he remembers she had been in a rush to get out of here before but he thought she'd at least finish breakfast. he stops eating as well, holding the fork between fingers as he looks across at her to ask:

"you good?"

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POSTED ON Aug 24, 2021 16:18:38 GMT

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Sol’s not ‘good’, and she really doesn’t understand why he has a need to ask her things like those.
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Why can’t he let it be?
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Why can’t he let her be?
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This would all be much easier if her words actually managed to shut down his efforts and push him away like they do with most people. But, they don’t.
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Why is he so persistent? Why is he so nice even when she definitely knows she’s being unkind…
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”Uriah.”
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She sighs.
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”I need to go… Sorry.”
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And with that, she stands, but what is she sorry for?
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Even Sol herself isn't quite sure.

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POSTED ON Aug 24, 2021 17:03:16 GMT

[attr="class","uriah"]honestly, he's not sure what he did wrong, and maybe that's the worst part about it all: that he might never know.

"oh yeah no problem. you said you were in a rush."

after a final bite of his bacon that suddenly tastes stale, he stands as well, offering her a small smile.

"thanks for staying for breakfast. i promise i cook better when i'm not hungover."

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POSTED ON Aug 24, 2021 18:36:24 GMT

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Honestly, Uriah did nothing wrong, and Sol knows this too.
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But, she also knows what could happen if she doesn’t act the way she’s acting, and she has her reasons to do so. Push everyone away. That’s what Sol does best, because letting people in is always a painful experience.
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Maybe she should have never even agreed to calling him her friend. It was a mistake.
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And it’s with this thought that she stands, looking at him.
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Uriah doesn’t deserve this. He deserves better than this. Better than her, maybe.
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”Thank you for making breakfast, it was nice.”
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She means it, even if there’s no smile.
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And so, Sol turns away, heading to the door.

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POSTED ON Aug 24, 2021 19:52:43 GMT

[attr="class","uriah"]breakfast definitely could've been nicer; he could've done things differently, added a few extra spices in, and these are the things he thinks about in the moment: what he could've done better.

if he had, maybe she would've stayed.

"don't mention it."

the smile lingers even after she turns. he takes a step after, though struggles to find the words to say until the door opens and closes.

"...bye."

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