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i should've known by now it was over

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[break][break] but he still couldn't stop himself.

[break][break] sitting at the rocket bar, he hiccups, pressing a napkin to his raw mouth. it still hurts from when he and bryan had tumbled face-first into the sand, even if nothing hurt more than the trembling of his own heart whenever he thought about that day.

[break][break] the sound of footsteps alert him, and he turned his head.

[break][break] "you came."

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"You ok? You look depressed." he says wondering what the hell was wrong with jayden. "Cheer up! You're gonna ruin my drinks with a face like death. What happen?" he asks

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i should've known by now it was over

[attr="class","main"] they were both wasted during their match at the hoenn star tournament — both for different reasons. bryan's probably for joy — and jayden's, the absence of it.

[break][break] "you always say that," he says, in lieu of answering.

[break][break] it isn't untrue. bryan often told him that he did look depressed. a lot of people did. his absence of emotion tended to have that effect on people.

[break][break] but even for jayden, his expression now held barely contained emotion. like storm clouds rippling over a dark sky.

[break][break] his fingers dig into the tray of nuts beside them, for lack of anything better to do. he swallows.

[break][break] "have you ever loved someone before?"

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Bryan looks up at the tv on the screen, a documentary explaining the HEAT DEATH of the universe. Yikes. Depressing topics all around. [break][break]

He sits down next to Jayden and orders his favorite, an old fashioned. Jayden suddenly began to get even more depressing so Bryan grabbed the remote and put it to something else, Mendy Milliams instead.[break][break]

"Yet you never liven up. Cmon you sour puss. What happen?" he raised an eyebrow at Jayden's questiong. "Uhhhhh. Define love." he answers. "I love Soleil if you meant familial love"

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[attr="class","main"] the static of the TV behind them crackles — maybe if he wasn't so wasted, it would be enough of a distraction for the raging emotions that are inside him.

[break][break] "no," he says, fingers clutching his knees. the fabric of his jeans bundle tightly. "not like that."

[break][break] not to mention, jayden barely recognized familial love himself. his own understanding of family was thread-bare, tightly wound around people like Cillian Quinn. even Chu-e Choi was...

[break][break] he takes a breath.

[break][break] violet eyes catch bryan delarosa.

[break][break] "what about soulmates?"

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He hesitates for a moment. [break][break]

"I mean." he says a little thrown off by the sudden question, he mulls over his own feelings for priam conrad as he really care for him.. [break][break]

"I'm not entirely sure about soul mates. But I don't think anyone else is really bound by their soul to another. People change, sometimes for the better, sometimes for the worse."

"But I'm also a bitter drunk bastard. So." he says raising an eyebrow at Jayden. What was going through his head. "Who's the person?" he asks, surmising that someone hurt jayden.

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i should've known by now it was over

[attr="class","main"] normally, he would never say it.

[break][break] but he was on his fifth drink, on a string of a million drinks, and he was definitely not in the mindset that he wanted to guard his feelings. especially in front of a friend like bryan delarosa.

[break][break] "chu-e," he breathed, like it was a sin. because it was.

[break][break] agony crushed around his heart, like iron thorns wrapping and sinking into his flesh.

[break][break] "but it's not - it's not his fault. i didn't. we never - "

[break][break] he swallows.

[break][break] "THEO BECKETT said some people aren't built for love." we aren't built for it. "i think i might believe him."

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He was caught off by Jayden's sudden confession, especially for the man's superior. "I mean..." he says wanting to tell Jayden that Chu-e Choi was an abnormal person, he might never be..."loved" by someone. [break][break]

"I don't know if im the best for this kind of advice but." he said as he took a big swig of his drink as he was going to need to numb his mind a bit. "Soulmates? You're sure it's love?" he asks

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[break][break] would he ever be sure about this kind of thing?

[break][break] "i-i don't know."

[break][break] it sounded stupid to say it outloud. the feelings that he held in his chest, the way that Chu-e Choi had made him feel. the pain that had struck him when he'd seen him with Leon Vercetti.

[break][break] "but he made me feel - "

[break][break] his breath catches.

[break][break] "how about you? what does it feel like for you?"

[break][break] to love someone else?

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POSTED ON Apr 17, 2023 3:33:20 GMT

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He hesitated to answer, Love was a strong word. [break][break]

But what else would describe what Bryan felt when around him? Lust? Affection? Joy? Those words were all too simple to really describe it. "What priam conrad and I have is...unique to us." he says as he tries his best to not be a piece of shit role-model or buddy. However Jayden viewed him. [break][break]

He tried to dance around the subject "I love him I guess?" but damn did he have two left feet. [break][break]

"But everyone is different, you shouldn't use me as a basis."

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i should've known by now it was over

[attr="class","main"] everyone was different?

[break][break] that wasn't right. it went against everything that kanto rocket and father had said. they were just solders, built from the ground up, to serve. they were just cogs in the machine.

[break][break] easily replaceable.

[break][break] "why not? why can't i - " his voice hitches. "how else will i know?"

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I HOPE YOU KNOW WE HAD EVERYTHING. WHEN YOU BROKE ME AND LEFT THESE PIECES.

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"Trust me, you don't want to be me." he says as he takes a sip of his drink. [break][break]

"I'm not a good person Jayden. You are, priam conrad doesn't acknowledge I'm a monster. He ignores my faults, that's why he can date me. You don't want that for yourself." he says as bryan tries to use his logical mind to try and think of a solution. [break][break]

"Just..give it time I guess, Jayden." he says as bryan felt awkward and put an arm over Jayden's shoulder and brought him closer. "You'll find someone. just drink and forget for now." he says pushing his drink closer to him. [break][break]

"What's that shit I read? A person should compliment you, not complete you. Or some shit." he says trying his best to be..a helpful person.

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jayden

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i should've known by now it was over

[attr="class","main"] "i'm not a good person."

[break][break] he blinks, somehow pulled from his state of anguish grief as he looks up at his friend. his gaze is bleary as it focuses on the boy - no, man, now - that he had once recruited.

[break][break] "what makes you think i'm a good person?"

[break][break] he was from kanto too, after all. maybe it was easy to forget, because he did not brandish his experience like that of THEO BECKETT or Cillian Quinn.

[break][break] warmth fills him as bryan tugs him into the crook of his arm. first, jayden is stiff in accepting it - not really used to physical affection - but he eventually loosens. this is bryan, after all.

[break][break] bryan seemed so confident that there would be someone out there for him, but at the moment, jayden can't fathom it. he can't think of anyone that would make his heart flutter the same Chu-e Choi had, couldn't think of a world where someone better could possibly exist. 'you deserve better.' for a second, the thought of CIAN MAHER flashes by his mind's eye, only to be quickly stamped down.

[break][break] "what kind of a person do i deserve?" he murmurs, hunched over his drink, as he took another swig of it.

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Little Root

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Rocket Beast

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jayden cross

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I HOPE YOU KNOW WE HAD EVERYTHING. WHEN YOU BROKE ME AND LEFT THESE PIECES.

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"That's not for me to decide." he says as Jayden asks him what kind of person he deserves. [break][break]

"You're a good person cause you helped me when I had no one else. I was a little street urchin roughing people up for shits n giggles. I'd probably still be homeless if not for you." [break][break]

"Because of you I managed to not only survive, I thrived, I paid off soleil's medical bills, got to show her the tree of life in person, held a nice funeral for her. I know I sound like a broken record always talking about her, but, she was my whole world." Still was even after all of this time. "Even if it's for rocket. I think you care about people and bring out their potential. At least that's how I see you."

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