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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2023 0:15:13 GMT

Scratching's on the Wall.

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Trigger Warnings: Violence, physical abuse, blood; anything else I'll put above the specific post in question
Scratchings he has left behind on various places; like turning the world into his unhinged diary.
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Ah.
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When was the last time I did this?
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I can’t remember…
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I hope they don’t fine me for these scratches.
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But, I’m finally part of team rocket.
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So what do I do now my dream is here?
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I can’t remember…
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The training is hard.
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My pokemon have gotten stronger.
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I’ve gotten stronger.
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Why did I want to get stronger?
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I can’t remember.

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POSTED ON Apr 23, 2023 20:45:44 GMT

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The training was harsh, my body hurts again.
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But I’m thankful.
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Thank You Jayden.
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I’ll get stronger.
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So much Stronger.
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Then…
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I’ll kill anyone you want.
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Anyone Rocket wants.
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Wait…
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Isn’t killing wrong?
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I should apologize.
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I’m Sorry La’am.
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I’m Sorry Jack.
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I’m Sorry Kaylen.
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I’m Sorry Jamalo.
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I’m Sorry Takahiro.
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I’m sorry…Everyone.
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Because I forgot your names.

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POSTED ON Apr 24, 2023 10:15:06 GMT

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I wonder what made me pick Dark-Types
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It’s not that they’re evil.
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It’s not their darkness.
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Not that many are related to death.
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No, in that case I would’ve picked Ghosts.
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It’s not that they’re smarter than most.
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It’s not that they see more than us.
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It’s not that they have an energy unknown to us.
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No, in that case I would’ve picked Psychics.
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I just love honest beings.
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And, a creature that can embrace itself, it’s worst parts, it’s good parts.
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What else can I do but come to love them.

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POSTED ON Apr 25, 2023 23:29:42 GMT

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I wonder what it feels like to hate someone?
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I know, I know…
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You’re just a brick I’m carving this into.
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But, I haven’t hated anyone in a while.
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I loved Natsumi…
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Because she held me.
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I hated her because she left me.
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I hated Dad…
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Because he hit me.
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I loved Dad…
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Because he fought me.
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But…
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When was the last time I hated someone?
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I don’t remember…
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It’s been too long.
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Maybe I’ll hate you next?

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POSTED ON May 2, 2023 1:30:22 GMT

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There are very few things I hate in this world.
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But at the top of the list is Atonement.
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And the second is Forgiveness.
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I know why.
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I hate people who lie to themselves.
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You who made your mistakes.
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Why the hell are ya tryna act like you never wanted to do it.
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I hate people who lie to themselves.
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I know why I hate forgiveness
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The you of that time hated them.
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You hated them.
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You still hate them.
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So why did you forgive them?
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I hate people who lie to others.
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That was why…
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When that man begged, cried, and asked to be a proper…
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I broke him.
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I hate him more than anyone.
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But I had lived my entire life before that forgiving him…
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So where does that put me.

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POSTED ON May 2, 2023 21:56:45 GMT

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I…Never knew.
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People can lack dreams.
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akira, what a detestable person.
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How do you wake up in the morning?
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What makes your heart beat?
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I don’t get it.
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Why are you happy where you are?
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Or have you given up?
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Should I kill you?
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Kaname Fujihara
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Why do you dream?
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Does it make you move?
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Do you love living?
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If so…
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Should I kill you too?
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Or is it your dream that stops me from doing so?
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What is it?
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What are dreams?

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POSTED ON May 8, 2023 3:16:40 GMT

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Y’know.
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Being strong sucks.
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I wish I were weaker.
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Being strong means having expectations of yourself.
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But weaklings can lose without fear.
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Weaklings can lose without shame.
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Weaklings can hide behind the backs of others.
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Yet I’m not truly strong.
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If I were I wouldn’t have lost.
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If I were…
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My goal would be my own.
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If I were, perhaps I’d understand more.
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Earth Spikes and cancerous scales.
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What absurd things.
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I wish I were weaker.
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So I could just accept my defeat.
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But I’m not.
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So will I grow stronger?
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I don’t know.
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I’ll have to survive the day first.

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