harper beck
they/he
twenty-nine
august 11
stow-on-side, galar
pansexual
forger
rocket admin
long black tulips, born in your blue tints. lemongrass eyelids, smoke in your slick lips.
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fern delaney
DEJA VU
POSTED ON Jun 29, 2023 22:14:37 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","petalbase"] [attr="class","star1"] [attr="class","circleoutline1"] [attr="class","starimg"] [attr="class","star2"] Of course Jayden hadn’t said as much back, but that’s something that Fern doesn’t know. If it were, this would blow over in a moment. If it were he wouldn’t be behaving this way.[break][break] Everything in their mind has been derailed and turned upside down because of a few simple words after several not-so-simple weeks. They shake their head, “Maybe, but it doesn’t always feel like you’re here, does it? You’re off somewhere in your mind. Still working.”[break][break] Fern’s heels dig into the argument, “That doesn’t matter! Ever since we were at the border, it’s been weird. You know that.” They don’t get why he doesn’t see it. Or how he doesn’t.[break][break] “Well that’s the point, isn’t it?” Their own voice as his drops to quieter levels.[break][break] They glide over the question of trust, because that isn’t really it. Fern does trust him, but now he’s dragged someone else into the conversation with no other information to inform them. They wait for the rug to be pulled out from under them. They wait to be disappointed. It wouldn’t have been the first time in their life.[break][break] So why should this be any different when there’s nothing right now to prove otherwise?[break][break] “You’ve said Chu-e loves you. That’s where you want to be, right? With him?” Now is when all of this fear and jealousy comes spilling out, though they don’t shout at him anymore. Their own expression is one of hurt and wariness. Instead of a shrill yell, they sound defeated and small, but even then that sour note of envy curdles the ends of their words. “So it’s only because you want to let me down carefully that you’re here, or…or you just feel bad for it.”[break][break] jayden cross // m: doubt[break] [attr="class","star3"] [attr="class","petalpoke"] [attr="class","rouxcredit"] ♠[newclass=.petalbase]font:11px roboto;--accent:#5fb2c9;[/newclass] [newclass=.petalbase]max-width: 450px; height: auto;border: 1px solid #1a1a1a; border-radius: 10px; overflow: hidden; background: #252525; [/newclass] [newclass=.star1]border-radius: 10px 10px 0px 0; max-width: 460px; height: 220px; background: url(https://i.imgur.com/zsBjQYG.png), #000; background-blend-mode: screen; background-attachment: fixed; background-size: cover; display: flex; justify-content: center; align-items: center;[/newclass] [newclass=.starimg]width: 100px; height: 100px; position: relative; border-radius: 100%; object-fit: cover;[/newclass] [newclass=.starimg img]height:100px;width:100px;border-radius:100%;[/newclass] [newclass=.star2]width: 350px; padding: 20px; font-size: 13px; text-align: justify; color: #eee; margin: 20px 0px 20px 0px; border-radius: 5px;[/newclass] [newclass=.petalpoke]text-align: center; margin: 0 auto; [/newclass] [newclass=.petalpoke img]margin-top:0px; [/newclass] [newclass=.circleoutline1]border-radius: 100%; width: 120px; height: 120px; background: var(--accent); opacity: 0.3; position: absolute; [/newclass] [newclass=.star2 b]font-weight: bold; color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=.star2 i]padding:1px; text-decoration:italic; color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=.star3] border-radius: 0px 0px 0px 0; max-width: 460px; height: 50px; background: url(https://i.imgur.com/zsBjQYG.png), #000; background-blend-mode: screen; background-attachment: fixed; background-size: cover; display: flex; text-align:center;[/newclass] [newclass=.rouxcredit]align:right; color:#AB4646; font-size:10px; text-align:right; padding:10px; [/newclass]
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