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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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Rook
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Twenty-Six
june 27
Jubilife City, Sinnoh
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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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The food was just a distraction, a poor one at that. Usually, Rook figured that all of his problems were healed by food. There was nothing he couldn't mend so long as he could eat his problems away, but there was no mending this. Clearly, his father didn't want to change. He should have felt grateful, to at least know that it wasn't him. He tried. It wasn't his fault.
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He still felt responsible. This wasn't the closure he'd been hoping for, but he knew that maybe it would get better now. Eventually, the wound would mend. Lam, of course, made it easier. Warm hands cupped his face. He melted against the touch and felt himself break down a little. The tears formed despite every attempt to swallow them up. “I am so, so proud of you." It was amazing, how far those words went. Lam mattered more than anyone in his life, far more than his father. "But I didn't do anything."
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It felt like a wasted trip. How stupid of him, to even attempt any of this.
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Rook sighed at that, looking away. "Not so sure about that, but... I guess I'm better off without him anyway."




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hau’oli city, alola
rooksexual (demi)
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dinner in bed, and korean food, say ‘i love you’ just a little bit too soon.
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As expected, the mention of food tapered off, making way for what was hiding behind the suggestion. Though he didn’t fully anticipate the deflection he was met with. It made sense when he thought about it, and knowing how Rook dampened himself to make himself more accommodating to others.[break][break]

But it didn’t convince Lam to think as much.[break][break]

“What?” A breath of incredulous laughter slipped out, and his hands remained planted against Rook’s cheeks. His thumbs skimmed back and forth over the warmth in his skin. For a moment, he pressed their foreheads together. “What d’you mean? Rook, you stood up for yourself—that’s far from nothing.”[break][break]

Lam sighed, hands sliding down to Rook’s shoulders, then pulled him into a hug. “Hey now, you never know what’s gonna happen.” Lam admittedly agreed with the sentiment. It didn’t feel like his father deserved the time of day. “He could come around.”[break][break]

While generally a sympathetic person, he didn’t have that same sort of patience to parents who didn’t give a shit. His own mother had left, and he sort of thought even that was better than the treatment Rook had suffered under his father’s frustrated guardianship.[break][break]

But it mattered to Rook. And that desire to mend something was far more admirable than the other might’ve realized. So he offered the hopeful suggestion because that optimism mattered more than his own petty resentment.[break][break]

That said, Lam wouldn’t sit by and let his father continue to hurt him if he opened the door again only to let him down at every turn.[break][break]

His arms remained fastened around Rook, forehead nuzzling against the crook of his neck.




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- we in jubilife city, baybeeeee[break]
- mission: vacation time[break]
- here is where i cry about them



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