abby, lady taipan
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32 years old
November 4th
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bisexual
bar owner, drug manufacturer
scientist
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Absinthe Blackwood
A World Away, A Dream Dismay
POSTED ON Aug 16, 2024 14:04:04 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","absinthe"] [attr="class","body"] absinthe listens to him speak, and she wonders if howard realises that he is a person.[break][break] it is hard to do so. absinthe knows it better than anybody. it is easy to forget that she has bones and organs and skin when she is in the lab, making a weapon she think will cure everything that is wrong with her life. it is hard to realise that she is small in the grand scheme of things when she is trying to cleanse the rot that has infected the world. but howard is praying on a horse that has no confirmation of winning, and it seems to absinthe that he has somehow forgotten the aspects of life that make him who he is. in a game of gods, the little people in between never win. even if they think they can, even if they think they have the means to control their individual playing pieces, they always lose even if their horses win.[break][break] ”I think you will die because of it.” absinthe’s voice is hardly above a whisper. her eyes are blank when she looks at howard.[break][break] she thinks it foolish. she knows he will not listen to her.[break][break] nonetheless, she made a promise. she will join him in his task to kill god. she will hope beyond even her own logic that, somehow, it will not go wrong.[break][break] the effigy is now before them. howard touches it as if it is an old friend, and he speaks life into an idea that she is very familiar with. she had lived it, for some time. she had fallen deeper into a love she knew would not end well, a love she knew would consume her. and it did. eventually, she could not separate herself from the pain. he lived inside of her, just as she lived inside of him. a mobius strip, a snake always swallowing its own tail. mutually assured destruction, or mutual deification.[break][break] mutual consumption.[break][break] ”i have,” absinthe says from behind the archaeologist, her brows knitting together. ”at some point, it feels like breathing gets harder without them.”[break][break] there is blood in her voice now, as thorns scrape across her throat. ”but whatever has the least amount of interest in keeping you will have the most power over you,” she continues. ”it will break your heart for as long as you keep loving it.“[googlefont=Poppins] [newclass=".absinthe"]--accent:#D8AD43;font:12px Poppins;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe b"]color:var(--accent);font:bold 14px Roboto;letter-spacing:.1px;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe i"]color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe u"]text-underline-offset:3px;text-decoration-color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe a"]font:12px Poppins;color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe h1"]font:16px Poppins;color:var(--accent);font-weight:bold;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe h2"]font:14px Poppins;color:var(--accent);font-weight:bold;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe .body"]background-image:url("https://image.ibb.co/cpf8Wc/flower_patt.png");background-position:bottom;background-repeat:no-repeat;text-align:justify;letter-spacing:.2px;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe .pkmn img"]margin:-10px -7px 0px -7px;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe .credit"]width:100px;background-color:#232323;font-size:10px;margin-top:7px;padding:3px;[/newclass] [newclass=".absinthe .credit a"]font-size:10px;[/newclass]
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