And At Dawn

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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Absinthe Blackwood
And At Dawn
POSTED ON Sept 2, 2024 6:37:04 GMT
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she watches howard with a combination of respect and unease, wondering why he should choose this moment to wax philosophical, or to teach as a professor might. he is often many things at once--a warrior, a leader, a planner, a boss… but now, he is also a man with far too much on his shoulders.[break][break]

she wonders what drives him, makes him reach for the sky when he seems so exhausted with it all. but she does not have an answer.[break][break]

he asks for her hand, and she looks at him, narrowing her eyes. he has touched her before, but she is still a guarded woman. touch is unfamiliar to her, unfamiliar for three years now. it takes a moment of internal struggle, one that might not have been visible to howard had he not been looking at her, watching for the hesitation, before finally, absinthe extends her hand, allowing him to take it.[break][break]

"for a man who talks so often, you are surprisingly bad with your words," absinthe says, a deadpan joke meant to hide the probing nature of her eyes.



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POSTED ON Sept 2, 2024 7:25:58 GMT
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He is a cog. She is a gear. Mechanisms in a greater machine that demanded their everything. Their minds, their bodies, their souls, and eventually their lives would be fed to fuel Team Rocket's purpose.

What was that purpose? Who even knew anymore. The region burned for Team Rocket, and the region was repaired for Team Rocket. It was an unending cycle of suffering that they were forced to indulge in, whether it was the manufacturing of substances or the leveling of cities.

All for the 'Glory of Rocket'. Perhaps it was for the best that Absinthe's memory was a blur, lest the victim beneath the mask bear witness to this abhorrent world that was being forged, before it could be pulled back together by humanity's sheer force of will.

"It's one of my few flaws." He japed back as he took her hand. A lie, he had too many of them. They were standing in a museum of his flaws as they spoke. "Now hush. Let me think."

In the distance, Regirock shifted a leveled corner store. Yet as it scooped at concrete and wood and title, much fell from its fingerless hands.

Inspiration.

"If Regirock had fingers, then it could build something. It could interact with this world without feeling the incessant need to smash it. It could pluck flowers or caress the lives it was meant to protect." The admin ran his fingers over hers, letting them intertwine before letting go. "Our guardian could understand that life is fragile."

He closed her hand into a fist.

"But we wanted a weapon that could kill a god, so we created something that could only crush mountains and hold nothing but skulls." He blinked once. "It will never know the joy of holding another thing's hand."



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he talks as if he himself were not in a god's hand. the words that fall from his lips are painful for her to hear, as if each one leaves a razor cut in her already marred flesh.[break][break]

regardless, absinthe listens intently, her hands shaking ever so slightly as she imagines what kind of life the giant has, unable to grasp anything but skulls and stone. a tool, for destruction and rebuilding. an object, not a being. a puppet on strings. absinthe increasingly finds kinship with it. she is useful to rocket. she imagines that is the only reason they keep her around, the only reason they keep anyone around, a feeling that resonates inside of her even as howard's fingers thread with her.[break][break]

for the briefest moment, she wonders to herself if howard is her friend. then, the thought dies.[break][break]

she opens and closes her own fist now, feeling the sensation of blood flow through her digits, and thinking how it would feel to take this machine's stone hands, to break them, and to weave them into a delicate lariat. for herself. a perverse and cruel fantasy.[break][break]

"do you think that, even if it did have fingers," she says coldly, after a moment of silence. "it would even know how to use them gently? or want to?"[break][break]

gentility is, after all, learned, and not inherent to the human condition. babies are born clutching things with all of their strength, however meager. they must be taught to hold without suffocating, to touch without hitting. in this way, absinthe sees regirock as a child. it is brutish, and it has not yet learned how to be gentle. giving it fingers would not fix it. it would just make it more capable of destruction. contact of any kind has been violent since the beginning of time.[break][break]

it is a bitter thought. howard is right: there is joy in holding another thing's hand, as absinthe feels now, having gone so long without the friendly touch of another human being, but there is also fear and terror and danger. fingers can also be used to hold weapons of war. to hold another human being's hand and hope that they will use those hands for good is a futile thought. looking at her own fist, absinthe is unsure she is capable of using her own hands for good anymore.[break][break]

she blinks once, twice, and looks back up to howard. "it's dangerous, howard," her tone suggests a woman on the edge of a blade. she teeters there for a moment before continuing. "i hope you know how to use it."[break][break]

dangerous. beautiful. scary. it reminds her of her chemicals. it makes her realize that if the golem is not utilized correctly, it will be the downfall of the people who thought they could control it.[break][break]

absinthe lets her hand fall. she glances away from howard. "i have to get to work," she says finally, in a small tone. "have someone arrange my quarters, please."



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POSTED ON Sept 3, 2024 0:20:22 GMT
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"Yes." He nodded once. "I believe it would want to understand the life it holds in its arms."

It was no surprise that she thought that way. How could it be, with the weight of the legacy that she had to shoulder? Especially when the one that had carried it with her had passed into another life, and left behind only a Shiinotic loyal to a directive that reached into the postmortem.

"Of course." Her silent war is hardly noticed. There was much to be done, and only so few people in this city to do it. Kanto's Rocket consisted of slackers, and Monroe himself was the emperor of delegation. He truly was a former Commissioner of the Pokémon League. "I'll have someone show you the way, as well."

With a whistle, a Kantoan grunt stands to salute the Rocket Admin. They are on the same side, but of different branches. Yet hierarchy remains respected, especially when the admin could raise mountains and raze cities with but a word.

"She'll take you to your quarters. If you need me, send a courier. I'll try to make time." He blinked wearily with the expression of a man on the verge of collapse. They both know that if she calls, it's unlikely that he'll be able to answer. "Enjoy Petalburg, Absinthe."

He does not tell her that he is likely to die, soon. The killing of an underboss is a grave crime, and although no official sentence is stated, the admin will likely die for his crimes. Howard Slayte was not needed to command giants.

He left the chemist to her devices, and to the grunt that would lead her to her new residence. He closed the gap between himself and Regirock, stopping several meters from the golem.

There, it struggled with moving a wall, its hands thudding helplessly against concrete. What was once a flower shop was now rubble. For a moment, the pattern flickered pink as Regirock remembered and Mesprit. It nudged a fingerless hand against a flower mural.

In a fit of rage, the wall was shattered by stone fists.



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