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POSTED ON Sept 4, 2024 1:27:52 GMT
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The appointment had happened rather immediately after the Sootopolis raid. Genny had pushed a somewhat urgent message- or rather, his secretary had mentioned it urgent and he carved out time in his schedule for her. Their meeting place set in a park near HQ rather than his office. He waited for her on a bench, checking his emails on his phone and sending a quick mid day text to for good measure.

He pockets it just as easily hearing  footsteps on the cobblestone. "Afternoon Genny." He said, supressing his SURPRISE as he motioned for her to sit beside him, next to a bundle of art supplies. The park was empty for the most part. Occasionally one could see a pokemon run through the bush or a Tailow dip down to bath in the big fountain at the center. "Glad to see you in one piece." he added, giving the usual attention before waiting for her to sit. "You wanted to discuss something with me?"




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Genny
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It's after Sootopolis. After she wakes up. After her talk with in that Ever Grande hospital, when she begins walking again. For a while, she's looking out the world, a canvas of familiarity every day. Nihilism paves a way for doubt, doubt colors over the canvas. Even now...[break][break]

She still feels like she's falling through the air, endlessly into the deep sky. A small fear had pushed through from the war in Dewford, all stemming from that one Rocket (), and made worse in Sootopolis after Kyogre's attack. She fell so far...[break][break]

Shaken.[break][break]

There is comfort in today, as she walks on her crutches, her companion Pokemon for the day is the little Yamper with only two legs, and two wheels for his back legs, quietly moving forward with a pant.[break][break]

Today, she had a meeting with , and she wouldn't miss it. But she could feel her fears crippling her. She had made this appointment for a couple of reasons. It'd been hard to get into contact with him, due to Rocket, his own work, everything. She didn't need to rely on him, but today she found comfort; a rare feeling these days. So when Officer Concordas speaks, she limps her way over, placing the crutches beside the bench.[break][break]

"Offi... Paxton." she says his name, she speaks it for what feels like the first time. Usually so formal, broken down now to familiarity and shaken resolve. But one piece? It doesn't even feel real. She smiles weakly, not sheepishly, as she looks out aimlessly ahead.[break][break]

"Yes. I do," she starts, as Lucky seats himself down, relaxing now with pants and eyes at Paxton, happy to be there, to be included in Genny's life, to help her through this. "As you know, I stayed. I kept being a Ranger, and fought in this war..."[break][break]

She leans back, and watches the Taillow fly towards the fountain, and drink. "What do you know about Avatars? No reports, just... you."



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NOTES


- OUTFIT[break]
- Sootopolis battle really messed her up. She's still not okay. On crutches right now. Yikes. Arrives, and greets Paxton informally.[break]
- Big-hearted disabled Yamper following as emotional support pupper.[break]
- She asks inevitably, after seating next to Paxton, about Avatars, as she watches the Taillow fly to the fountain.






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He notes the Yamper following along Genny and smiles before patting himself down. But he's always got at least one poketreat on stand by. "Here big guy." he said placing it on the ground for the electric type to eat before turning his attention back to Genny. He pats the stack of watercolor pads and pint set, as well as the handful of brushes he'd managed to procure. He then uncapped a coupe of already pre filled water cups between them.

"That you did." he said with a small nod. He'd spoken with her very seriously some time ago. She'd been shaken after the island business in RESURFACE TREASURES. He'd advised her the best he could. With the experience he'd gained from watching dozens of others grapple with their faith. In themselves, in their cause. He'd even been a victim to it, for a while. Maybe he still was, bitter and jaded and angrily fighting for a cause.

But Genny's not like that, he doesn't think. Genny has time to keep what's left of her intact.

"Avatars? Y'wanna talk about work?" he asked, distracted as he was busy penciling in a sketch of the fountain in front of them. He cleared his throat before continuing. "I know they're both blessing and burden." he began smiling fading instead into a thin line as he thought of Hoenn's WILDCARDS. His pencil moved quickly, pale grey marks being left fluidly on the page. "I know they're...mmm. They're good to have on our side." he added.

"And I know they have an ultimate cost, with a limit we don't see."




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Lucky is exuberant, the yips and yaps he makes, as he bounces up and down, his little leg-wheels making clickety-clacks as he bounces, and he goes right for the treat, moving to scarf it down. Lucky was always such a happy man, even when inhibited by birth deformities. He was a lovely little Yamper, who just wanted to live life the best he could. No matter what inhibited him, he tried. He tries, and tries. And the one task, to put a smile on her face, to genuinely brighten up her world, was one he would move mountains to do.[break][break]

Lucky smiles, a face covered in that treat, licking his face. And Genny tries to smile. It's not enough.[break][break]

Genny hears his words. His explanation. Avatars, what they are, what he believes they are. A blessing, a burden, an ally, a liability. Her eyes continue to follow the Taillow, as he speaks, and all she can do is ponder it. He sketches, preparing his paint, and in return, she stares on.[break][break]

"Sorry. It's been on my mind lately," she tries to give him an apologetic smile, but it comes out awkward and pitiful.[break][break]

Her smile disappears, and Lucky seems to whimper, eyes on Genny, as he does the classic move, and pushes his head into her leg. She tries to pet him, and he's trying best he can to make her feel better. Lucky is trying so hard. If Paxton looks hard enough, he might even see little puppy tears.[break][break]

The roar of Kyogre reverberates when she recalls the feeling of taking that ORIGIN PULSE head-on. She tunnel visions ahead of herself. And then she's looking ahead, at that Taillow again, the sweat on her face apparent.[break][break]

"Overall a problem that only other Avatars can handle. Right?" She's steadfast on that proclamation. Her hands are shaking, a harsh tremble pushing through her hands.



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NOTES


- OUTFIT[break]
- Paxton's bond with Lucky increases. Lucky loves Paxton, and eats sloppily like a happy little Yamper.[break]
- Genny listens before responding, apologizes for talking on work. Lucky is trying to make her feel better.[break]
- Her response is that Avatars can only fix other Avatar problems. Her hands tremble, as she can almost hear the Kyogre's roar, and the pulse.






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Paxton spares a glance at the poor dog, but said nothing. He'd long since given up trying to convince girls to feel better. All he could do was stay with them while they weathered through their own storms. His expression doesn't shift when he catches her tired smile and he waits for her to open up. He doesn't rush her, more pale grey lines appearing on his thick pad of paper. Cold press, the only type he bothered using for watercolor in HOENN.

He misses the sudden dissonance Genny felt with herself, eyes down at his paper. But at her words he let out a confused snort. "Huh?" it stops his work, making tired, teal eyes focus on Genny's own nervous ones. Was she sweating? Her knuckles are paper white but she's not holding onto anything. "What are you talking about?" he asked, waiting for her to explain.




| mission prompt: remote recovery | 6th anni prompt - hoenn 



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Lucky has moved to Paxton at this point, pushing into his leg, wanting him to help desperately. That little Yamper cares so desperately much, a big heart despite his little clackety wheels. Like a begging moment, telling Paxton to try.[break][break]

For Genny though, it's like she's taken back right to that moment. The rain falling down over her face, all around her as the tides continue to rise. The tree sits amidst the world, the dragons duel and fight, and the whale rises like the leviathan that it is, daring to obliterate everyone outside the fishbowl of Sootopolis. Her breathing gets harder, trembling pushes through the entirety of her body. She's falling again.[break][break]

And then it lets her go. Thinking about it... is a bad idea.[break][break]

She turns to Paxton, unable to look at his eyes, unable to meet his gaze. "I was useless the whole time," she begins. She failed to stop 's goal despite her victory. She failed to stop that rider Rocket (). She failed to make a single dent on Kyogre. "Only Avatars can fight the legends... right?" She has it in her head, and why shouldn't she? Kyogre was under a seafaring captain's control, Rayquaza followed , even was just that.[break][break]

What's one David versus a whole flock of goliaths?



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NOTES


- OUTFIT[break]
- Some level of PTSD. It's fucked.[break]
- Continues her thought, that she was useless, and that only Avatars can fight the legends themselves. She wholeheartedly believes that.[break]
- Lucky pushing against Paxton's leg for help. That little guy just wants him to help her! Doesn't matter how.






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POSTED ON Sept 11, 2024 23:52:26 GMT
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Paxton doesn't seem moved by Lucky, until he offers another treat to the disabled puppy. Genny only seems to worsen. Now that he looks at her again, her skin is sweaty and her face is pale. Her pupils sort of change and he blinks before slowly putting a hand on her shoulder, careful to startle her.

He grips her firmly, pressing her down to the bench as he tried to ground her in this reality, not her own. Finally, she seems to settled back down and turn to him. But she doesn't look at him. She looks kind of like a little kid who knows she's done something wrong. He finds it familiar, but doesn't press further letting her talk.

She reminds him of a conversation they'd had last year. A similar experience had left her shaken, and she'd sought his advice. And then decided to take someone else's he supposed. He figured he wouldn't see her again in the battlefield, was a little proud when he did. Now? He wished he'd sought her out and checked on her. Maybe then she would've avoided Sootopolis.

"Genny, one soldier doesn't win the fight. It's the unit as a whole working in conjunction and support with each other that wins fights." That's strategy, strength in numbers, experience. Something Genny could never understand. Ranger weren't disciplined like that. all she knew was unbeatable CHAMPIONS. Never a warfront. 

She continues, asking him a strange question and this time he frowns again. "What are you talking about?" He tries to peek under her bangs, comically ducking down to try and catch her eyes. "You can't say that to me when I killed Calyrex with a piece of metal shot out of a tub, fired by burning exploding black powder." he said, indignantly but still managing to laugh. "Which my predecessors, invented, and I reap the benefits of centuries later." he added.

"Don't say that to Ollie though. The man nearly died twice, and only one of those was while defending from Necrozma." he said. "What's really going on, Genny?" he asked, smile flattening out. It wasn't just about the avatars.





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He grips her shoulder, and she looks down to his hand, and she breathes. Grouynded. And he begins. He speaks with an unflinching resolves, and his frowns cause her heart to strain. Was she making him mad? Probably. But he wasn't sugarcoating it.[break][break]

A soldier does not win a war, it's the unit. It's all of the League. That's victory. But Officer Concordas was able to take down the gods. Him. To her knowledge, he is no Avatar, not blessed by any gods. He's just a soldier. One of the strongest soldiers she knows, and to this day, someone she continously looks up to. He laughs, he tells her how it went...[break][break]

And then... he asked what was going on. And Genny collapses inwards.[break][break]

"I-" Shaking. She looks him dead in the eyes, and she's back to being just a girl, a victim of war's harsher truths. "... I keep hyperfixating. On things I could have done, should have done," she pulls out the Pokeball in her hands, and holds it up. "Commissioner thought I was strong enough for him. Tapu Bulu. I-"[break][break]

She was praised for strength, and faltered right after, falling, falling faster, plummeting.[break][break]

"Am I ever... going... to reach it," she whimpers. The vision in the Megalopolan Prison still sits in her mind. The flagbearer, to watch the red R of Rocket to burn, to rebuild the region, to have a happy ending.[break][break]

"Sheriff Navidson told me to remember this pain... I need to save Hoenn. I have to. believes in me too. My friends believe in me. believes in me. I can't be afraid of anything," The complications of that vision burn in her mind constantly. She has to get there. She cannot just acknowledge her trauma. Too many people count on her.



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NOTES


- OUTFIT[break]
- I had to spend a hot minute on this one. Genny breaks open herself psychologically, Paxton is the first to see how the cogs work in her mind.[break]
- Hearing that Paxton CAN be that strong, to kill a god, it's awesome. But wow, that only means she's still too weak.[break]
- Prismatic Penitentiary vision still burns in her mind. She HAS to be the hero she saw. Even if she burns out into a blaze of glory.[break]
- She does not feel she's there, even though she HAS to be. She has to reach the gods, for all of those people who believe in her.






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He looks over the pokeball, not realizing had chosen to lend her the Tapu. And in some part, the Tapu had to approve right? After all, it had fought by her side if briefly. But Genny keeps talkin, and Paxton waits for her to stop and catch her breath.

He blinks, staring down at the redhead as she tied herself in knots. He began to comfort her before his jaw set a little. What was she saying? "Genny, you aren't doing anything. No one person is more valuable than the other in this fight. Not commander, or vanguard. Avatar or officer." his eyebrows furrow as he tenses away form the girl. "You can't be this arrogant going into combat. That kind of thinking gets people killed." He knew he could count at least a dozen of people that would recklessly kill themselves trying to save Genny from dying should she try to shoulder the world's burden on her own.

Parts of this conversation feel familiar. Where all he can do is talk, but nothing actually gets through to her. Only what she wanted to hear, picking and choosing whatever suited her desperate need to keep fighting. To be useful. He couldn't say he didn't sympathize though. War was so much bigger than any one person. It had almost swallowed him whole before. Even so, he sees the red flags as they sprout. This is heroic, this is martyrdom. " didn't mean develop a hero complex to cope with loss. He didn't mean use it to rationalize your recklessness."

He takes a deep breath. Was aware of this? He'd give him a call regardless. " ." He doesn't touch her. Doesn't smile. A stoic frown just barely hiding the simmering worry and disappointment he felt. She'd only gotten worse since their last talk. He had to stop her from hurting herself. "Have we ever discussed SAPPHIRE?" Genny is not his. She is not his soldier. She is not his charge. He can't do anything but watch and advise, no matter how dark a path he watched her walk. Even when she didn't have the heart for it.





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Genny
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Arrogance? Genny glares at Paxton. This isn't arrogance, this is saving a goddamn country, with people that don't deserve to die. This is selflessness! Every Pokemon she lost, that people lose, every person she knew that was gone, every life changed because of Rocket. How could he not see that?! One person can make a difference, they have to. Avatars are chosen off that very notion, are they not?![break][break]

She heatedly bites back, her voice raspy and pained as she barks it out. "If it saves Hoenn, and leads to Rocket's disbandment, it's worth one life!"[break][break]

'My... life.'[break][break]

She stops suddenly. When said out loud... it sounds like a child playing at a hero. She stares forward, a thousand-yard stare at nothing. But her dream can't be wrong, right? She can make it there. She can stop Rocket, if she just gets stronger, stronger than all of them, than the Avatars, so that even at the cost of her own life, she can make Hoenn better. She could. That's what she believed. The absence of strength leads to the inability to decide how things go.[break][break]

She looks down at her hands, unable to look Paxton in the eyes. Someone she looked up to, someone with whom she has a region's worth of respect for, is frowning, and she knows it. Looking him in the eyes is to watch her idealism crumble and break. Her dream branded a mistake like a poker pushing in, and letting the fire in her gut out.[break][break]

'It's not a mistake.'[break][break]

"We... haven't," meeker, she withdraws. Her mind plagued now, by her mental state.[break][break]

Why did she feel guilty?



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NOTES


- OUTFIT[break]
- Pain. Wowee. Genny starts glaring, and lets loose a very disturbing ideology in her. If its worth saving Hoenn, she doesn't care if she lives...[break]
- And then the breaking point. Genny realizes how bad that sounds. If she gets stronger, she can save Hoenn, even at the cost of burning. And she reflects... she can't look at Paxton in the eyes.[break]
- At his mention of SAPPHIRE, she grows meeker.[break]
- Why does she feel guilty?






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Paxton meets Genny's glare not with his own, but with pity. Her attitude struck cords in him of the past. The feeling of cold dog tags sticky with blood makes its way to the surface. He sees the path, a phantom pain he could never be rid of. For a moment she's not Genny, she's a dead man. A soldier just as old as him, maybe a little bit older with blank eyes.

"If it gets you past R̵̢̨̧̬̗̙̝̳̥̱̯̪̘̼̮̣̜̪̹͙̮̙̩̲̗̤̯̬̈̉͌͗̉̄͆͒͐͛̿̃̍̐̈̈́͐̌̎̕̕͘͘͝͠͠ͅĘ̸̨̢͇̯̥̖̙̺̙͙͋͆̌̎͘Ḑ̶̦͎̮̠̫͓̙̪̖̮̞̰̻̦̗̲̻̠͖̰̞̺̻͚̮̯̾̓̿́͛̐̍́̄͆̈́̿̄̇̚͝ͅA̴̡̡̩̬̤̙̹̤̟͌̌̓͜Ċ̶̩̰͓̤͚̺̝̝͕̺͖͖̣̮̬̪̟̪͇̣͑́̿̀̊̃̕͠T̴̢̨̧̘̩̪̙̮͚͓̟̼̟̩̲̻͙͈̠͖̣̲̰̏̈́́̈̋͘͜͜ͅȨ̵̡̤̯̣̫͍̪͔̊̾̃́̉́̋̓̂̾̌̓̓̒̃͆̋̅͐̃̀̔̌̚͘͝͠͠D̴̨̨̰͔͓̘̝̠̘̮̮̝̱̳͇̙͇̟͕͓͍̠̮͕̀͐̀̐͋̀͒̈́̎̈̂̓̑̉̐̃͗̋͊̚͘͜, it's worth it right?"


Time is a circle and Paxton, as long as he continued his work with the League, was trapped in the same cycle. He blinked, and it’s just Genny, desperate and trying to cope with understanding forces beyond her comprehension. He makes a mental note. Dilutes this moment into phrases and soon-to-be written observations. He'd have to trust to deal with it. He had his own burdens to carry. This was the Head Ranger's.

"That's the thing- It won't. That's just in the movies." It's never really a lynchpin moment. Not like this. Not when their opponents were ancient sea whales and creatures that commanded the weather. "Look at yourself. You're not even confident enough to respect Tapu Bulu or Commissioner 's decision to entrust him with you. Over one perceived loss?" his expression hardened. "You survive. We gained a foothold. Kyogre stopped flooding Lillycove, Mossdeep, and Evergrande." It wasn't his ideal outcome, but the alternative? "You're a Ranger. Not a martyr. Believing that much diminishes the efforts of every single person in the League that moves to respond to a crisis." He lets her off there, disappointed in her short sightedness.

"Dying doesn't get to be how you cope with your shortcomings. It’s not the blaze of glory everyone will remember you fondly for. It's a coward's way out." The memory of his own eviscerated body pieces before him surfaced. Palkia’s destructive power, and how close he had been to going to the Border himself. Without fanfare, he’d died. And without fanfare, he’d lived.

Paxton closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, sighing through his nose. "But I shouldn't be the one telling you this." He's not equipped to handle the mental swings of a young woman pushed to the brink of eternity by powers beyond her comprehension. "PROJECT SAPPHIRE is a research program meant to help our current scientists study the effects of Avatarships on humans as well as study Legends as a whole. A majority of it is done through volunteer efforts. Those volunteers get access to mechanics training like dynamax, terastalization etc. They're also offered a chance for mentorship under our different leads." he goes through the typical spiel.

"Most importantly, we're having a huge push of the League's mental wellness resources. Support groups, art therapy, dog piles..." he trails off. "I think you should take advantage of it, and visit one of the therapists on staff. You already know one of our leads, Head Ranger . Or, if you'd be more comfortable, Ranger Captain ." he said.

" , I highly recommend you seek help, and take time off." he said, voice firm as if he were discussing business with someone in his department. “I can’t mentor the dead. And I don’t think this is a conflict we win by putting bodies through a meat grinder.”





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Kiwi

Genny
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July 19th
Hau'oli City, Alola
Bisexual
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Elite Ranger
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Dying is easy. Living, is harder.[break][break]

The worst of it, is that she cannot deny what Paxton is saying. She's not confident enough to respect Bulu, or . It's more than one loss, but it doesn't change his point. They succeeded, bittersweet as it may be. But to die a martyr, to save Hoenn and fall? It only reinforced her thoughts.[break][break]

'But it isn't a mistake.'[break][break]

His disappointment is perhaps the thing that hurts the most. Paxton's disappointment hurt, stinging harder than any bee. She stays quiet the entire time, and she listens. She whimpers, and listens intently, as Lucky lays down on her leg now, trying to cheer her up. He could tell she was going through it.[break][break]

Project Sapphire is mentioned, she perks up. It waws good for her. The idea of being able to understand Bulu, or any legendary for that matter. To train with Dynamax and Terastalization more, for mentorship, and mental health pushes. She internalizes it. Because in a way, it's a means to get her stronger, but working alongside and , that would be wonderful.[break][break]

To gain strength, to assist Sheriff @navy, she needed to take advantage of everything, and get to it fast to take on Rocket.[break][break]

His last push, his last motion is firm. For her to seek help, and take time off. "Mm," she responds in another whimper. She can't get help, if she's dead. She can't be taught, if she's dead.[break][break]

"I'll think about it... sorry to-... sorry." she pulls herself onto her crutches. She can't look him in the eyes. Lucky gets up, and whines.[break][break]

'It's... not a mistake... right?'



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- OUTFIT[break]
- Paxton's disappointment hits her so hard, Genny can't process right...[break]
- Project Sapphire sounds like an excellent springboard. Lucky whines in worry, but Genny just sounds defeated.[break]
- Getting back up and on her crutches, the redhead tells Paxton she's sorry. She'll think about it. About Project Sapphire.






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"Do better." If he noticed Genny shrinking away from him, he didn't care. He doesn't alter his words. Paxton has been more than kind with his words and with his time. She apologizes but he doesn't quite accept it. "Keep on this path, no rest, no sense- and you'll deteriorate into a burden on your colleagues, and a name on a memorial." it's harsh, but it's also a logistical reality. He looks at her injuries and can't imagine training on a bum leg. Or running into a Sootopolis part two. He pulls out a business card. On it highlighted, is the number for SAPPHIRE's wellness services. He slides it into her hands with ease. He understood hope. He understood how could weaponize it to bring out the best in people. But he'd also seen hope turn into heroism, and then into recklessness. The dead get put out of their misery, and they leave behind a sea of grief.

His attention shifted to the Yamper that accompanies her. He didn't recall this pokemon. How coincidental it also couldn't walk. Was this the doctor's way of cheering her up? "Where'd you get this scamp?" he asked, his final act of kindness and changing the topic. Paxton doesn't get up. If Genny wants to leave, he won't keep her here. Half a sketch on his notepad is good enough to build and paint from.




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Genny
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Do better... keep on this path, and she'll be an epitaph? He's ruthless, but these are words she needed to hear. When she takes the SAPPHIRE card, and looks it over. She was about to leave, with the broken spirit of a kicked puppy, only to perk up the moment Paxton focused on something else.[break][break]

Lucky.[break][break]

In the moment, as Lucky perks up, staring at Paxton, and back to Genny, Genny looks at him. And there's this moment, where it stops being so hard to talk. Like, the moment she took just a few minutes, to look down, and see the worry she gave Lucky... it melted her heart again. There was just a glimpse of the girl from before.[break][break]

And the dreams she had before that vision.[break][break]

"I did... volunteer work, during Meteno. I wasn't ready for the field, but I couldn't sit still. The war was going, and so many people were hurt. This little Yamper came in, both his hind legs were gone. But he kept smiling, tongue out and bright as can be," she sets the crutch against the tree, moving herself with a struggle to the ground next to Lucky, petting him. The little pup had tears in his eyes, but he weakly licked against Genny's hands.[break][break]

"I kept going back to play with him. He's faster than other Yampers, his wheels give him better turning... then came one day, while I was just volunteering. First time meeting her too! She asked if he was mine, and I told her no. She said it was a shame. She even wanted me to take the Gym Challenge!" She laughs, the pup giving bigger licks now. "After Sootopolis... I think the clinic I volunteered at heard about my condition, and had Lucky moved here while I was comatose. He never left my side during those three days."[break][break]

She ruffles behind his ears, and lovingly moves to kiss the pup's forehead. "I guess... he was mine, after all."



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- OUTFIT[break]
- Genny is about to leave, when Paxton saves the conversation, asking about Lucky. And so, Genny explains where this little scamp came from. Also notes about her time with Melody![break]
- Lucky is happier, seeing Genny like this. The warmth she has is immeasurable.






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Meteno had been a while back. He quirked an eyebrow at the pup, letting Genny speak on it. Paxton lets her set the pace and the mood. After all, that's what he'd come here for to begin with. The dog seemed happy, for what it's worth. He'd never seen a sad Yamper though. Until just now, but he got better at least. Paxton nodded along. "That's good. He looks like he has enough energy for the both of you." he noted.

He watches idly, carefully picking up his bag on the ground and rearranging his supplies by putting it back in the bag. No need to risk Lucky nipping at it, though he seemed well behaved enough. "Keep him out of trouble." The warning is indirect, instinctual really. "And think about SAPPHIRE. I need you to come in anyway for an evaluation with Tapu Bulu. It might be something to look at while- if you're in analysis." They couldn't force her to come in, after all. He prepared to take his leave, sketch finished and pad safely tucked away.




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