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Meeting Me/Meeting We

i used to dream in the dark of palisades park

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POSTED ON Oct 8, 2024 2:00:25 GMT
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A MILLION MILES AWAY
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[attr="class","eris101"]WHEN YOUR SKIES ARE GREY, AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS SHAKING
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[attr="class","eris102"]TO THE MOON AND BACK, I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT
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[attr="class","eris109"]"Not many kids just up and join the frontlines like us, Hideo." Up till now, they've been doing as they please, following their hearts into every bit of danger. Sure, there probably were teens their age that were fighting as rangers. And yet, they were the exceptions, not the rule.[break][break]

"They will figure you out, if you're the only one running around masked. Have some of your pokemon take on my appearance, I'll provide
a few more of my own. They've seen me use the red chain before so it'll probably throw them off your scent."
[break][break]

The longer she can keep the heat off him, the better. All she needs is a disguise similar to his.[break][break]

"The red chains don't last forever. Even if you bind them, they'll eventually escape unless you take them down and arrest them. I'll help you as much as I can. With running a distraction, with..." She hesitates for a minute. "I don't really know if I want to deal with those three... But I'll still help wherever I can, don't get me wrong!"[break][break]

She falls quiet, begins to fidget with her hands. In the way she usually does whenever she's about to say something stupid. And for once, Mesprit is drawn away from their quibble with Uxie, a heavy silence intermingling with the fading smell of cheese.[break][break]

"I just don't think I can do it for much longer."
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POSTED ON Oct 11, 2024 0:11:38 GMT
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"Not like I got much of a choice," he sighed, "but the illusions'll throw them off. Think I could even get my Ditto to mimic me if I need a more physical clone."

Though that had its own challenges; no voice, since it couldn't hide the Rotomphone, and it would have to train extra hard to not open its eyes.

Hideo's posture lowered somewhat when Eris volunteered her own likeness. He could have his Rotomphones copy her voice, learn her mannerisms. Uxie could help with that. Rocket had an interest in her too, so they had a reason to go for a fake of her…

But it already felt weird hearing his own voice speak to him, or hearing people react as if they were actually talking to him. Even if she was offering herself up for it, it didn't feel right.

"I…I don't wanna use you like that," he said. "I don't wanna draw too much attention to you…I don't wanna give Rocket reasons to make your life harder."

He wanted her help. But he didn't want to push her to do something risky. "And it's not like I'd just run off after chaining them. I'd have a Pokemon capture them. Heck, Uxie could do it."

Said pixie burped after finishing off its pizza slices. Truly a reliable partner in stopping-crime.

Hideo was ready to offer her an out - to tell her of his negotiations with and Ogerpon - but stopped himself when she told him of her wavering will.

And at that moment, Uxie looked over at well, a tilt to its head.

"...what do you mean?" Hideo asked. There were a lot of ways to interpret what she said - but the right answer would probably come from her own words.

Though he didn't have a good feeling about it.



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POSTED ON Oct 14, 2024 1:15:13 GMT
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A MILLION MILES AWAY
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[attr="class","eris101"]WHEN YOUR SKIES ARE GREY, AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS SHAKING
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[attr="class","eris102"]TO THE MOON AND BACK, I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT
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[attr="class","eris109"]"They've already brought my past to haunt me. They've already tried to kill me, or use me to get to Isaac." A short-lived, hollow laugh. Her hands cup together as she takes in a shallow breath.[break][break]

Glimmers of red gather within her palms, a chain gingerly melded and forged by memory. Hideo will remain oblivious to it all, but Uxie is more than enough to serve as witness. The beautiful red they've come to know and rely upon, stained with traces of purple that dance and taunt. And no matter how hard she tries to keep it together, the corners of the gems begin to chip and crumble away.[break][break]

Her will is frail, shaken by the reminders of a man marked for death.[break][break]

I don't think it could get any worse."
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POSTED ON Oct 16, 2024 23:26:17 GMT
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Hideo gripped the table; he was right to feel uneasy.

But he quickly let his grip loose, reaching over to Eris to take her hand into his own. His Beheeyem ensured he'd actually find it, while Uxie merely watched, taking note of the chain she'd partially summoned.

"I'm not going to tell you to help me with Rocket." He wanted to outright ask her, but hearing the distress they were putting her through dashed that plan; he didn't want Rocket to have more reason (and opportunity) to go after her.

"If you don't want to…I won't let anyone make you."



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POSTED ON Oct 17, 2024 7:00:08 GMT
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[attr="class","eris101"]WHEN YOUR SKIES ARE GREY, AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS SHAKING
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[attr="class","eris102"]TO THE MOON AND BACK, I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT
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[attr="class","eris109"]When he reaches for her hands, her palm is cold yet her fingers are simultaneously burning with a fervent heat. The fragments of the chain still within her hands crumble at his touch, emanate a sickening pulse that simply doesn't belong to one that is meant to be at ease with her decisions.[break][break]

"I can't keep letting them ruin me." She whispers, taking ahold of his hands and pulling them close enough for her to rest her forehead upon them. "I can't keep sitting by and lie to myself they're going to change. I can't lie to myself that I can make them change for the better."[break][break]

Her heart aches. It aches for every bond she had nurtured out of fear, out of a poisoned love for those who shared what she wanted most. And it aches that she can no longer reach them, see them nor hear their voices as she once had.[break][break]

"Please... just let me do this. I want to do it. I've gotta find myself before I lose everything."
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POSTED ON Oct 17, 2024 23:33:07 GMT
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Holding her hand felt uncomfortable - Elga warned him about the chain fragments, but feeling them pulse in and out was an unexpected sensation that he did not like.

The weight of her forehead was welcome in comparison.

"I…"

He had no illusions telling him Rocket had good intentions, or that they would stop destroying anything in their path for domination. That they weren't making new Eris Hallas with every town they took.

"If…if you're really sure you want to do this, I won't stop you."

As if he could.

"I could teach them to mimic you. We'll keep them out of Oldale, and we'll keep them out of Littleroot."

They had to stop Rocket.

"We'll keep Hoenn safe."

They had to.


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POSTED ON Oct 19, 2024 14:31:52 GMT
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[attr="class","eris101"]WHEN YOUR SKIES ARE GREY, AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS SHAKING
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[attr="class","eris102"]TO THE MOON AND BACK, I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT
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[attr="class","eris109"]It is them in silence for the next few minutes. Just them in their own little world as she tries so hard to keep herself together. He will not deny her what she wishes for. Not once has he tried, knowing that she would simply go in on her own one way or another.[break][break]

And she too, knows he would do the same if she ever tried to stop him in kind.[break][break]

"Hideo." Finally, a cracking voice to break the silence. A deep breath as she steadies herself. "Do you... remember that time in the simulation, when I asked you what would happen to us after we found Azelf?"
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POSTED ON Oct 19, 2024 23:27:07 GMT
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A silence was what followed, his words lingering in the air. He had to keep the region he'd been born and raised in safe, not just for himself, but for everyone else that was just trying to survive. Rocket had already ruined one region, and now they threatened another.

He didn't want to lose his home.

He didn't want to lose anything else.

Or anyone else.

It's Eris speaking that brought him out of those thoughts, hearkening back to their time in the RKS simulation. "...yeah. I said I had no idea what we would do…and I guess I made good on that promise."

He was still unsure what to do to help the Lake Trio heal up their Gems. Heck, it hadn't even been his own machinations that led him to Azelf - just a stroke of luck in one of their darkest times.

"And you…"


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POSTED ON Oct 20, 2024 18:20:52 GMT
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[attr="class","eris101"]WHEN YOUR SKIES ARE GREY, AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS SHAKING
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[attr="class","eris102"]TO THE MOON AND BACK, I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT
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[attr="class","eris109"]And she...[break][break]

Sharp breath. Quiet breath. One that stirs far too many sensations in her chest.[break][break]

She had been scared. Filled to the brim with so many worries that would find no outlets as they chose to drown. And now, there is no hiding how much she shakes. Every bit of confidence she had built up; Chipping, crumbling back down.[break][break]

"Am I..."[break][break]

"Are we still human?"

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[attr="class","eris103"]littleroot
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[attr="class","eris103"]AAAAAAAA
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POSTED ON Oct 21, 2024 23:07:39 GMT
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It wasn't something he'd ever really put any thought into. It was an irony; despite the chain he could call on a whim, despite every ordeal he'd gone through, he didn't feel like he was something different.

So despite everything…

"I'm still Hideo."

He held her hand, even as it trembled in his own.

"And you're still Eris."

He didn't know what the future held for them. But he was going to see it through. And he would do everything he could to protect that future.

"Whatever happens, we got each other."

As they always had.

Unconsciously, his own chain formed around his hand. It was a solid, resolute chain, careful not to trap Eris's hand within. Of all the doubts he had swirling in his mind, this wasn't one of them.


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POSTED ON Oct 22, 2024 3:50:34 GMT
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[attr="class","eris101"]WHEN YOUR SKIES ARE GREY, AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS SHAKING
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[attr="class","eris102"]TO THE MOON AND BACK, I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT
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[attr="class","eris109"]Despite everything, she is still

Eris[break]
sᴉɹƎ
[break]

"How are you sure?"[break][break]

She can see his conviction solidified, but can't find it in herself to just believe in him this time.[break][break]

"These feelings... Every time my heart goes still... Every time I hurt to create these chains... I don't know if it's me."
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[attr="class","eris103"]littleroot
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POSTED ON Oct 22, 2024 23:21:38 GMT
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"Eris."

He doesn't know what she'd been going through, or what brought on so much doubt into her heart.

But he knows he's talking to Eris Halla.

But he's also unsure if she would listen to him.

He still has to try.

"Because I know it's you. I know it's your hand I'm holding…I know I felt your chain in your hand. And I know I'm still me…because I trust everyone to know that I'm me, and that they'd know if I wasn't me anymore."

His Pokemon would've noticed if he'd changed. He knew his friends could too.

"After all, you knew it was me under this before I told you, right? And you knew something was off real quick with my doppelganger."

Uxie looked over to Mesprit, mentally asking how long Eris had been feeling like this.

"So you can trust me to know it's still you in there."

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rosie
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But I still believe, someday this lie will set me free
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A MILLION MILES AWAY
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[attr="class","eris101"]WHEN YOUR SKIES ARE GREY, AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS SHAKING
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[attr="class","eris102"]TO THE MOON AND BACK, I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT
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[attr="class","eris109"]Because he would know. They've been through so much together that he would know, and if she couldn't find comfort in that promise, then there would be no comfort to be found at all.[break][break]

She chokes on her breath, trying so hard not to allow the tears to overflow and fall. And yet, Mesprit remains silent at such a display, not once raising a hand to provide even a hint of solace. It's almost as if they reel back from such a thought, choosing to pick at their pizza until Uxie begins to prod.[break][break]

Ever since they'd all discovered their powers. Ever since they'd met with at the Dewford Memorial.[break][break]

The pixie gives their sibling a rather conflicted look, gently placing the pizza back down.
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Hideo
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Gym Leader
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i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Uxie nodded as Mesprit gave its answer - and added a comment of its own - that Hideo's Pokemon would have interjected had Hideo suffered such a crisis of identity, and that the boy never had undergone one in the first place.

And if it had gotten to the point that Eris was at, Uxie would have interjected as well - albeit without stopping it, as some of his other Pokemon would've.

And that Hideo likely couldn't help her at this point. He would try - but it was an issue that he wouldn't be able to resolve.

All the while, Hideo stayed silent, trying to think about what else to do, what he could say to help her. Anything to help break this uncomfortable silence.

"I'm…I'm sorry," was all he could get out.

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rosie
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15
October 15
Vermilion City, Kanto
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A MILLION MILES AWAY
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[attr="class","eris101"]WHEN YOUR SKIES ARE GREY, AND YOUR WHOLE WORLD IS SHAKING
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[attr="class","eris102"]TO THE MOON AND BACK, I'LL LOVE YOU MORE THAN THAT
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[attr="class","eris109"]It is hard. Mesprit looks to Uxie, then quietly answers. It is easy to say that you would help, but oh so difficult to when you seem to be the very source of the issue. Not only that, but the domain they wield is one of the most fragile parts of a human. Eris' pokemon no doubt have tried to keep her together, but this is far more than a mere identity crisis.[break][break]

"Chu-e... Matias... Cillian... Devlin. Isaac is basically a walking corpse and Doug went crazy in Petalburg."[break][break]

This is a fear that has been fuelled by the continued exposure of seeing what gods can make of humans. Unnatural.[break][break]

Inhuman.
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"Even the guy who promised me we'd be friends forever is becoming a fucking psychopath killing people and destroying cities all because he wants to prove that humans can win against Eternatus."[break][break]

If I've lost humanity, than that means you have too.
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Bit by bit, day by day. Attempting to resolve things with herself, understand just what it is that goes through her head. Understanding what parts of her head are still hers.[break][break]

"I feel like I'm going crazy. When I should be panicking, but all I feel is this calm that numbs everything. When I want to stand and fight, I feel so much fear that doesn't feel like mine. When I want to help, when I'm supposed to have the power to help, I end up hurting people more."[break][break]

Whilst sincere and true to her heart, the child no doubt stumbles and falls as those she intends to help wind up hurting and hurting her in kind. And the fall is oh so long, as she desperately cradles her bleeding heart closer to her chest.[break][break]

"I feel so numb half the time, all the time." She murmurs. "Is the will to fight I keep finding even my own?"
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