illie, sap sipper
she/her
27
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist, alchemist
head professor
i used to have strength, but i ran out of hope. i know it's my fault that i'm here all alone.
TAG WITH @illeana
illeana reyes
therapy [m]
POSTED ON Dec 9, 2019 3:50:52 GMT
[attr="class","bigass"] lose yourself sinking to the sunlight tag[attr="class","ion-quote"] @monty party | His Pokemon begin to move, each one providing a good amount of assistance to the duo. She can't help but stare, momentarily caught off guard by how fluid each of the movements seem, each one working in unison with the next. All assigned a task, all carrying out their duties to the best of their gifted abilities. Huh, perhaps her deductions were correct in believing that this man really had a good way of thinking, coming up with the best course of action and following it through. If she could take a page or two from his book, maybe she'd be better off...
This prompts her to call out the rest of her team, if only to be of more use to her partner. After all, he has a full force behind him and what is she providing? A stutter and shaky hands? Her Espeon can hold her own, using previously stored psychic power to assist with lifting boxes but Illeana? She's practically a newborn, uncertain of how to help and fumbling all over herself. A bit pathetic, her mind reminds her, and she flushes in her chagrin, slightly trembling fingers pressing the buttons on each of her pokeballs. One after another, her Pokemon come, each one as happy to see her as the last. Her precious babies, each one hand raised with the utmost care. Ninetales, Alolan Ninetales, Umbreon. "Let's help as best we can, okay?" she is quiet as she speaks to them, murmuring softly against the sound of hard work around them.
Monty speaks, then, and she startles, perhaps her only response to speaking at this point. His words don't fail to miss their mark, the judgement in his tone back in full force. She tries to ignore it, tries to keep a pleasant smile plastered upon her lips despite the heavy weight of failure settling onto her shoulders. Truthfully, she's used to being the smartest person in a room, regarded as a genius for most of her years on this planet. This man, however, makes her feel small, meek, worthless. Is that a normal thing? She expected it from her parents, felt the shame of facing them with failure, but a stranger? The thought never crossed her mind. "Um," she begins, an idle hand rising to fiddle with stray strands of dark hair as she mulls over her next choice of words. "A bit preoccupied." Her tone is apologetic, genuine guilt rising with each syllable. "I had some last minute research to take care of. I'm sorry, sir, for being a burden today!" Her body is quick to move, quick to bend at the waist in a bow.
"If there's anything you'd like me to do, please feel free to order it!" she mumbles to the floor before righting herself, her inky ponytail swaying back and forth with the movement. Something akin to shame settles in her stomach and she makes note that this is a first for her... The first time feeling shame at the hands of a stranger. It certainly will not be the last but... The feeling makes her a bit queasy.
In an attempt to save face, she turns to her small team of Pokemon, embarrassed facial features turning soft at the mere sight of them. "Flammae, could you help with burning some things?" Her lips curl into a gentle smile at the Ninetales, appreciating the nod of understanding before the tan fox slinks off, heat already radiating from her with each footfall. "Nix, help me and Lapis out with some heavy lifting? Your Extrasensory might come in handy," Illeana muses, mind already churning to come up with a solution for the copious amount of cleaning they have to manage to complete today. It all seems a bit much... Although, as she glances over her shoulder, this man definitely has his part of the job covered. The feeling of failure clings to her frame and she sighs before reaching to pat Alium on his dark head, smiling down at the dark type. "I'll need some help with cleaning surfaces if you'd like to assist with that?" The Umbreon gives a soft coo and a wag of his tail, his agreement giving her the small strength she needs to face the blonde again, the geneticist trying in vain to ignore her embarrassment.
"We'll do what we can!" |
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