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POSTED ON Jan 17, 2022 2:58:20 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]he... really goes into a full depth explanation.

her attention span abandons the conversation within moments and the end result is a dissociative state. eyes gloss over, vision becoming double, and any thought in her mind just dissipates. the blankness to her facial structure is so natural, so welcomed... it's almost as if there's no change.

and yet, eerie eyes are dead.

centipedes cease their incessant crawling. gold settles into muted tones. and if she were a clock, there would be not a tick or a tock.

the whistle, while meant for his mutt, snaps mind back into body. almost akin to a windows start up, she comes back to life with a soft inhale.

"fascinating," comes flat, bored, biting.

void and detached follows until she's nothing more than a husk of something new, better, transformed. and the real question would perhaps be simple: what has she become?

the answer is not quite as simple.

girl becomes prey. then predator and bloody until finally... monster. and how should monsters feel beside nothing at all? there's a foreign beat in her chest.

she associates it with another life, another face, another time.

"you've chosen to deliver a speech on hound evolution because...?"




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POSTED ON Dec 6, 2021 4:30:09 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]it'd be so simple to slash, to watch pretty warm liquid pool onto grass. stain everything as red as her hair...

fingers twitch at the thought. the curling hilt of her knife sits idly against the skin of a thigh. a cold metallic reminder of her favorite activity left to fester like a wound. it itches just the right spot in her brain.

and he makes it easy when he approaches, when he stops just a foot in front of her. she can't quite drag her eyes away from where blood thumps in the jugular. the pulse point is hidden but maybe if she listens close enough, she could hear the rush.

"i don't particularly want anything from you, sir," the tone doesn't match. it's sugary, a sweetness she doesn't typically use for anyone besides . and yet, the face that stares back at porcelain is void: crawling eyes and hollow cheeks.

he's... asking about dogs?

while she actually loves hounds (they're cute), her patience is nonexistent. did it even have a pulse to begin with?

"no, i didn't."





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POSTED ON Nov 13, 2021 0:26:36 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]sticking to the side is easy in a meeting of this magnitude. shadows welcome her, embrace her, and she joins the summons as a spectator. agreeing to experiments is the least of her concerns, anyway.

there's bigger fish to maim, kill, eat. and her purpose for showing is clear: the avatar hunter is hungry.

the room is crawling with rockets. grunts, beasts, admins, scientists, bosses... so many in one room. perhaps more than she's seen in hoenn, even. in particular, two souls stick out with a certain familiarity.

a fox mask draws her attention first. she remembers it well. being followed, babysat, and the thought of making puppy chow of his hound. if she were anyone else, she might just flash him a smile. all gets, instead, is a piercing stare and the slight incline of a head.

and then, it's all white hair and an eye patch. . a mild itch crawls in her skin and she steps toward the woman before she can stop herself. blood and bone, gold and silver. side by side along a wall, just like old times.

just this once, she allows herself to smile. it's all bloody teeth and aggressive but it's something?

"mon amour d'argent," she whispers fondly before it begins. centipedes crawl around irises as they sweep through the room, blank and bored.

magma.




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POSTED ON Nov 8, 2021 3:18:21 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]"mon cherie."

the whisper echoes like a prayer. it slinks through shadows and cobwebs, her own body slowly following the path it carves. a wolf hunting lamb, a hunter stalking prey. falling into patterns is second nature for them. after all, this is merely foreplay for her.

white hair frames remi's features, a halo on a form far from holy.

and monsters don't pray but she'd whisper hymns in this woman's ear to reach that level of heaven.

shadows keep her close. their fingers wind around skin with the familiarity of a lover. they merely don't hold the same aggression as the drinking woman. a shame, really.

bloody hair and a golden stare will always give her away in the end.

and if remi glances up from her next drink, she'll find a pair of eyes staring at her from along the wall. unblinking, unwavering, and crawling with centipede circles.





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POSTED ON Nov 2, 2021 1:26:10 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]night creeps overhead. some call it the witching hour. others, the devil's time. and her?

she calls it the monster's hunt.

the trail leads to a bar. twisting down some back alley in slateport, buried beneath shadows and grime. there lies the prey. the lamb for the wolf to feast on until everything is red red red.

crimson like her hair, bloody like her teeth.

and maybe it's fitting her partner in crime is a gengar. they, too, stalk around in the dead of night for prey. they, too, wait in the corners of a room to pounce. even your home isn't safe. not from gengars, not from her.

stillness is unbecoming of this area. rattatas scuttle about every night. their nails scrape against pavement. broken pipes drip hollowly. kricketots chirp in corners of an alley. drunk bodies stumble into trash cans. and yet, not a sound rises on this night.

it's too quiet...

they say silence is the enemy of a hunter. the stillness of a forest always spells disaster. and the eerie lull of the lower district spells her own destruction.

it starts with white hair and ends with circles crawling off gold.

that doesn't stop her from picking the lock. it certainly doesn't stop her from weaseling her way into her favorite bar.





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POSTED ON Oct 31, 2021 2:18:29 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]in the end, everything is all red.

she lives, breathes, and dies for moments like this. giving in to temptation, giving in to the monster. it all starts with a single stone. the ripple effect merely follows as it always does.

background noise drowns beneath remi's voice. goddamnit, calla. ah, her favorite.

the path to hell is paved in red and gold. blood splattered across gilded skulls, still warm from wretched souls. remi knows this path. she's traveled it one too many times with the redhead to know better.

and yet, she doesn't take the out.

curious, really.

her body submits to the roughness with a certain flow to the limbs. putty in the hands of someone who knows her inside and out. just as it's meant to be, just as calamity is prophesized. she's jelly if only because that's part of the hunt. and when time comes, roles reverse as they always have.

she's always the predator in the end.

drawn close... close enough to see micro expressions, to see the frenzied pulse at the sides of her neck. she takes it all in with a slow display of teeth. even as remi's hands find her face, press urgently into the skin of her cheeks, she still holds that blank expression. it never quite takes hold of gold. no, the circles have a mind of their own. alive with a passion, with a fire.

"do your worst, mon amour."

and the devouring of monsters begins.





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POSTED ON Oct 26, 2021 18:23:19 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]love. what is it? she thinks she might have known once. it looks a lot like remi, really. white hair, stern features, confidence, a take no shit attitude.

yeah... that's what love is now.

and it doesn't matter but sometimes, she almost wishes it did.

"not yet," she finally flashes teeth. aggressive, even without a coating of blood. "not until i'm dead." they can feast on her carcass when she's done, when her purpose has been met.

and they'll eat like fucking kings.

the brush of shoulders... it sends shockwaves of something crawling beneath her skin. into her spinal cord, into her nerves. and yet, it doesn't make her move. marble, even as remi looks to leave. and maybe that's why they keep messing this up, keep missing each other. funny, she thought she knew wants and desires before.

it's nothing compared to this.

"don't run yourself ragged," her head turns. red curtain shifting for gold to peek through. the circles crawl with life. "that's my job."





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POSTED ON Oct 26, 2021 2:38:29 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]it's human to want. the only redeeming quality of monsters, even. she is no different. a hunger, a desire, an urge. it comes with bloodied teeth and dripping hands. ripped from flesh until she's stitching the pieces together just to experience the thrill once more.

conquerors are looked upon in history as great, powerful, worthy. this bloody red doll will be too. the gods flip a coin, anyway. some are legendary and others? monsters.

awareness comes with the territory. even in some back alley, there's things she doesn't miss. dripping, claws of rattatas scrambling across pavement, distant sirens wailing. it blends into background noise eventually. the shadows don't. they merely grow. and maybe they're hungry.

maybe she is, too.

"unfortunately," stakes change. hunger grows with steps, no matter how big or small. "but i don't eat rats anymore." lips never move, never shift. there's a cruelty to her without movement. it sings in blank eyes, in centipedes circled around irises.

the game of chicken... something they've grown accustomed to over the years. it becomes cycle after cycle until there's no winner. and god, she hates losing.

ground is held with feet of stone. still as a statue, a weeping angel locked beneath the gaze. she's not going anywhere just yet but darling, don't blink...





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POSTED ON Oct 26, 2021 2:02:50 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]humans want to be better. they want to be divine, holy, strong. it makes them weak little insects in the end. shells of what could have been and what will never be.

she is better than that. she finds power in feeding on the masses. sucking the holiness from them until they're nothing but carcasses. husks and ruins... the true makings of a king slayer.

and every slayer must come with a god complex.

she finds hers in the oddest of places.

"the circle of life." the dripping grows more consistent. steady. it thumps in her ears like a heartbeat. "rodents get devoured by cats and cats by hounds." it never stops. not for them, certainly not for roman.

she supposes the reaction is expected, warranted even. and what a pity. here she'd been hoping to get her hands dirty... there's still time.

"touchy." gold returns to red polish. distance spreads much like the shadows in their peripherals.

a stranger. the question could almost be insulting. and maybe it is, if she stops to think about it. she doesn't. instead, she offers an indifferent shrug.

"perhaps," her hand drops and gold rises. the rings are brighter in the dark, almost crawling off corneas. "be careful, mon amour. rats carry disease."





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POSTED ON Oct 26, 2021 1:15:04 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]the age old question comes in a whisper: god's chosen or god's cursed? it settles beside her own personal question until they're one in the same. monsters, made or born, still perish in the end.

and maybe she's no better than them, anyway. and maybe it doesn't fucking matter, either.

"why?" comes out low, flickering between disgusted and intrigued.

a slow drip echoes faintly nearby. it grows louder the longer she stands here until she feels it crawling between vertebrae.

shadows creep in. they stretch with dark, bony fingers over damp pavement. she expects to see a ghost in them, meeting gold with a smile. it never happens. she's the only ghost here, it seems.

"you're what, wandering around until he calls?" productive. her lips quiver but never spread. teeth stay hidden, stay hungry. another step and she's in orbit now. predatory, even with ruins of history between them. "i could help, you know."





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POSTED ON Oct 25, 2021 22:09:25 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]childhood dreams...

she had those once upon a time. now, everything's drenched in warm blood and the urge to chase such a thing a foreign concept.

gold narrows, lips curl into a snarl. it fades into a callous expression within moments.

"what does he want with that filth?" who dreams of finding avatars and not red pooling across pavement? hunt them, bleed them dry... all with a smile. is that not the plan?

she stares in the face of worry. it's heavy in the air but that's where her experience ends. feelings aren't for her. she's learned that much from the body in front of her.

emotions have no business in what she is, in what she does.

"do you have a lead?"

hunting is all she's good for, anyway. if there's a trail, she'll sniff it out with her hounds.





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POSTED ON Oct 25, 2021 2:28:15 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]ah, there it is.

the feelings she thought were gone, the feelings she thought she buried. they surge back up with a vengeance and if she isn't careful, she just might choke on them. swallowing is easy but how long can she keep it at bay?

apparently... not very long.

there's a slight quirk to her lips, just enough of a smile to pass. "right here in this alley?" a step closer, a tilt of the head. bloody hair shifts to reveal porcelain skin. "that could be arranged."

alto mare.

she remembers the city well. fondly, even. and if there's one thing calla isn't... it's fond. ah, but there had always been a reason why she enjoyed particular places more than the rest. it's standing in front of her now. silky white hair, an eye patch, an all too familiar body.

"i did," she echoes. there's a wistful look to her features and it passes on to its grave a moment later.

sometimes, she wishes it could be different, not this odd sense of normalcy they fall into. they avoid the copperjah in the room and go about business as usual.

"missing?" her nose scrunches at the thought. "what the hell was he doing out here?"





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POSTED ON Oct 24, 2021 21:39:57 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]her shoulders shrug, a lazy movement beneath a heavy sort of pressure. if she didn't know better, she'd almost say it could be apprehension.

"i could scream it if you'd prefer," a hand rises and her eyes drop to inspect perfectly painted nails. red, her favorite. "you know, for old time's sake."

somewhere behind them, sirens wail in the distance. life passes them by in this small corner of the universe, left to relive memories of better times. the past clings with the stubborn stench of cigarette smoke.

"is anywhere really my scene?" she could think of a few fitting places, perhaps. eventually her eyes return, unblinking. "here i thought you'd never set foot in this shithole." faintly, she can almost hear the echo of what lies beneath. did you miss me?





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POSTED ON Oct 24, 2021 21:21:13 GMT
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[attr="class","calla i"]the night is dark, quiet, still.

somehow, she prefers this to the hustle and bustle of the city. easier to move, easier to hunt.

the target in mind tonight is a little different than the usual cesspool. a trophy, for more than just one reason.

"you know, if i wanted to talk to myself, i would've stayed home," she stares ahead toward shadows. blank stare, blank expression. the bloody halo of hair frames eerie gold well enough for the occasion.

"come out, mon chérie."





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