Lia
She/Her
26
March 30th
Petalburg City, Hoenn
Bisexual
Historian / Explorer
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Amelia Livy
you don't have to be alone (sauna)
POSTED ON Sept 22, 2021 21:13:47 GMT
In the end, there’s no point in arguing about how things could have been different. The past is the past, and it cannot be changed, Lia knows that better than anyone after so many years dedicated to studying history itself.
But, that doesn’t mean that she doesn’t get to be upset about how dismissive Ana is being about all of this.
It doesn’t mean Ana gets to act as if nothing happened and move on like it doesn’t matter that both their father and their brother are gone. Is this how she copes? By pretending life is perfect and that nothing is wrong?
Lia sighs, suddenly feeling tired, exhausted, and weak. She changes her position so her feet rest on the small ledge she’s sitting on in the water, and her arms wrap around her knees. The tears keep on coming, as if she were no more than a kid, and yet her next words are quiet, steady, cold, and lacking in any sympathy:
”Fuck off, Ana. You know that’s not true.”
Ana could have done plenty more.
Even if she couldn’t have saved their father, even if she couldn’t have saved Alexander, she could have still been here for the family that needed her when dealing with so much loss. She could have been here for Lia. Instead, she chose to be alone.
”...Do you even care?”
”Do you even care about me, Ana? Do you even care about our family?”
Naturally, the rest of these questions are left unspoken – too painful to be said.
They may have never been close, but aren't they still sisters?
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