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october 24
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kyle lopez
 "when you say memory, people think it has to be one that gives a huge impact when you remember it."kyle turns to calyrex, who blinks at his statement. kyle smiles at himself, remembering that the concept itself was something that the pokemon might not understand. after all, kyle is aware that his statement differs from what everyone else before him might have shared. "i don't have that effect on people. i'm slow. i build up relationships bit by bit. people, in turn, do the same. i don't mind though. it makes things easier to process."there's few life changing events that he can deem personal. of the few that do, it was one-sided and something that the other parties of the memory would find minor. still, kyle finds those small, personable events more satisfying than big climaxes. "i usually take pictures of that day to remember it by. they're not usually the most exciting so i need them. i do have a fading memory of someone though. they don't have pictures, but i guess i can share them before my memories of them turn to vague thoughts."there was this guy: gruff, silent, aloof. he was the opposite of personable, but i remember him being so close to him that i consider him a brother figure.
you don't see him do anything big. he really likes to keep to himself, and he doesn't make an effort to connect with other people. of the few times you see him, he spends his time doing work or keeping to himself.
i'm not even sure why or how i got close to him.
maybe i liked the challenge, or maybe it made things easier for both of us since i think we worked closely together.
perhaps it's because we share the same tendencies to keep things short and simple with every interaction that he eventually found tolerance when it comes to dealing with me.
nothing spectacular happens when we were together since that's how both of us like it. we just became part of each other's routines that i started to find it difficult how it would be if there wasn't some random gloomy guy rounding up the corner if i ask for his help.
i'm not sure where i'm going with this. i just worry he'll be gone in my memory soon even though he hasn't been in the routine for forever. i'm not even sure i'm overly romanticizing it.
either way, i guess i'll miss him until the day i forget about it. "you should make your own memories too. you don't have to ask for stories that way if you experience it firsthand."it felt weird giving the pokemon an advice it likely wouldn't even follow. he said his piece anyways, and it's likely to be lost to the sea of other meaningful stories, especially compared to his ramble, others have shared. "just get rid of the older, less relevant ones if you want to make space for it," he further prods. "it'll be worth it. think of it as a sacrifice of sorts."ironic, given that how he clings on to the piece of memory he can barely figure out. |
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