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POSTED ON Apr 15, 2024 16:46:25 GMT

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“Yeah, I’ll bet,” she says, imagining it. Imagining Freya knee-deep in dragon guts, Lyune broken in multiple pieces, the world ending around them.

She closed her eyes and tried to remember and conjured nothing but blank, cool space. Perfect.

“I don’t blame him. For hating it, I mean. Ah, that sounds bad.” She puts a hand on her hip, brushes fingertips over a curious Flapple, smiling. “What I mean is I don’t know if dragons grasp the necessity for mobility aids.”

He’s lived centuries in that body.

“I know that’s normal for them but… I can’t imagine wanting to live that long.”

She pauses to count the Flapple and the Applin clambering around on the ground, smiling warmly at the back of Freya’s head.

“I did it with my arm! It’s not that hard. Everyone is so attached to their bodies. They’re comfortable and they think they’re, like, super-permanent. But they’re not… they’re just not so good at changing. Imagine if we could, though. Swap pieces like parts of a machine.”

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POSTED ON Apr 15, 2024 15:01:26 GMT

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She clocks Freya’s hand hovering over her abdomen. She doesn’t know everything about Freya’s life, her past, but she does know the woman is complicated. Dollars to donuts there’s lingering trauma there.

She doesn’t have those same mental hangups. She doesn’t remember her trauma. She did that shit on purpose, for this exact reason.

“I…” could probably make you a new one, she wants to say, but stops, because, again, hang ups and trauma. But she had just pulled roughly two-hundred grams of beautiful (if she did say so herself) human material out of herself, and it was, at present, chilling and killing at home in deep cryo. So what she says instead is, “I’m hanging on to them. For reference.”

Freya points out there are people who do this, professionally, for a living, in sterile environments with sterile equipment.

“Yeah, but, they won’t do a hysterectomy on a 30 year old healthy woman. I’d have to jump through so many goddamn hoops. And then, you know, they start asking questions, like, why’s your arm metal, Ana? And where’s your gallbladder, Ana? Or why’s your social security number linked up to a dead girl, Ana? And it just…” she waves a hand like swishing away a bad smell. “Not worth it. Easier to do at home. I’ll heal up, don’t worry. I’m tough.”

Watching Freya rapidly switching things around on her schedule does make her frown. This is what she had been trying to avoid. She glares at Tereizi, who grins and licks her lips.

What she wouldn’t give for a body that didn’t ooze when it was poked full of holes.

“Yeah, I can. In the future. Though my leg will be significantly easier.” She waggles her right robot toes in her boot. “Clean cut and then the rest of it is just time for the mechanical nervous servos to kick in. Anyway.”

Oh. She didn’t know… she didn’t know Lyune was hurt. Incomplete. Her head starts spinning with visions of mechanical wings. It would be relatively simple-- easier than an arm, there’s no grabbing to do, just flexion. Thin metal mesh, ball-joints, one quick cut down the length of the body… maybe some cool LEDs…

She blinks furiously.

“How’d he get hurt?”

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POSTED ON Apr 15, 2024 14:39:21 GMT

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The Pyroar passes without her even noticing. Big cats will do that. It was kinda creepy, sometimes.

She does clock the way the birds and bugs go silent. “Hm. Prolly a cat, huh?”

Lisbet looks around with worried eyes.

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POSTED ON Apr 13, 2024 14:51:24 GMT

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A body has to have hobbies, especially when your latest attempt at building a functional mechanical respiratory system blows up in your face. Literally. She’s got the burn marks to prove it.

She scrolls through her ‘dex with one finger, traipsing through the tall grass like a baby trainer. It would have been nostalgic if she’d remembered anything past the last six months.

Her Gengar bounces along beside her, stopping now and then to smell the flowers.

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POSTED ON Apr 13, 2024 14:38:58 GMT

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Alopex flicks the tip of one tail in such away that alerts her trainer to approaching presence. Moments later, his voice curls up over her shoulder.

She holds in a sigh. She’s wearing shorts and a crewneck, tennis shoe on one foot, the other one bare, revealing the silver metal and echoes of circuits that replace her ankle and right foot.

“Howdy,” she parrots back, falling back on her khaki-covered rear and smiling over her shoulder at him. Before she says anything else, her poverty senses start tingling: he didn’t address any of the other people who he had passed, looking like they were doing what they were supposed to be doing at a cemetery; he carries himself with a certain surety; he talks like a cowboy in the year 2024.

This man is a cop.

Or, at least, he thinks he is. Some version of one, anyway.

Alopex helpfully alerts them to the Honchkrow’s presence with a quiet chirp. She spins a confuse ray around the bird before it can fly further afield. A Pokeball is tossed shortly after, before it crashes into the ground and breaks its neck.

“Birdwatching,” she says, curt. “What about yourself?"

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POSTED ON Apr 13, 2024 14:29:00 GMT

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She makes a face and slaps her palm into one eye, dragging it down her cheek with a squeaky noise. “Of course. Gods, that’s so-- they can’t just make it easy, can they?”

She walks a circle around the living metal.

“Time would be, theoretically, easy. Other universes? Easy. But they gotta throw something intangible like dreams into the mix and all my ideas just go up in smoke.” She pauses, sighing. “Maybe… but dreams aren’t really like memories. Memories exist. There’s a place in the brain where they exist. That’s how you find them. Dreams are just… blah-la-la.” She spins her hands like a tornado exploding, then realizes she’s monologuing. “Oops, went full supervillain there, sorry.”

Her Porygon2 pops out of… wherever PYLONS likes to spend their time, warbles something at the mechanical Pokemon, and then begins to scan it, pink and blue beams passing over its surface. Banana Phone slips into a nearby system of computers and powers it up.

“Sima 2.0 might be a bad example. Or maybe a good one.” She shakes her head, like clearing an etch-a-sketch, then explains: “She’s a good argument for them simply being programs. She was created to destroy, and that’s what she does best. I think sometimes I just fall within the correct parameters of ‘do not destroy’.” She leans back against the wall of the basement, thinking. “Even Rose-- the Valiant-- I think is more along the lines of program. You saw what they did to Lyune. They don’t know how to do anything gently. But… they’re learning. So, if anything, I think wherever these things come from, they have a purpose, for then and there. But now they’re here. So they adapt. And I think little features of sentience, like gentleness, or familial connections, or camaraderie, slip through the gaps as their programming shifts, and changes. Otherwise, Sima 2 would have eaten me immediately, and Rose would have killed us all in our sleep. Or something.”

She offers Freya a small smile for putting up with all of her nerd shit.

“But I’m not a programmer. I’m just an old grease monkey. I can build you a computer but the code and stuff is beyond me.”

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POSTED ON Apr 13, 2024 14:14:16 GMT

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Freya gets the value of the benefit of the doubt because she is, after all, correct. It is frowned upon to give yourself bathroom procedures removing major organ systems. It should not be done.

She’s gonna do it anyway.

“Yeah, you’re telling me,” she says, swiping a drop of blood off on her finger, before ascertaining the damage is mostly cosmetic and rolling down her shirt. “Figured it wasn’t doing anything and it’s all, mostly, self contained, so I’d just scoop ‘em out, but. It’s trickier than it looks.”

Another complex system she would not waste time in replicating. Anything she could remove, the better.

"The first time I went in I tried to be delicate and left pieces of uterine stump so that’s what the big cut is. Me fixing it.”

She reaches out a hand to place it on Freya’s arm then remembers it’s bloody and thinks better of it, but her smile is placating.

“Kanaya is doing the bare minimum to keep me alive, don’t worry.” She rubs absently at her neck. “She wants me to… feel things, I think, which is why she doesn’t do more.”

Her Gardevoir had been through so much shit with her. It made her feel bad that Kanaya was her chosen whipping boy, bearing the brunt of memories she, herself, had long since forgotten.

"Speaking of babies... what's this about Lyune being a dad, again? What happened to his kids from before? Does he sire on multiple females, or is there, like, a Chosen One, or...?"

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POSTED ON Apr 10, 2024 17:13:01 GMT

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The Heliolisk was curled up in an old, dead tree. It was still and pale with cold. Lisbet poked it, to no avail, and then began to hop nervously from side to side, as Henry, Rodimus, and Astrotrain cried out for their trainer’s attention.

“Poor thing,” she said, kneeling by it and reaching for a Pokeball, “it’s cold snapped. We’ll take it home and warm it up.”

She touched the sphere to the lizard’s head, calling it to safety within.

“A warm bath and a heat lamp aughta do it.”

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POSTED ON Apr 9, 2024 13:09:49 GMT

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She’d become intimately familiar with Mt. Pyre and all its various offshoots over the last couple of months.

Not for strictly criminal reasons. Most bodies were beyond her use by the time they made it here.

(Most, not all.)

But it was also peaceful. Some of the lesser-traveled paths barely had anyone on them. People often overlooked the dead, and, in busy times, visiting them fell by the wayside.

With its mix of hills and cliffs and trees, Route 123 was a perfect place to take her new ankle out for a test drive. She ran her fingers over the chrome bleeding into the top of her foot, inhaling loamy soil, wet dew, and early morning sunlight; the damp grass soaked her bare knees.

Her Ninetails, Alopex, watched from a short ways away, tails waving with interest.

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POSTED ON Apr 9, 2024 12:56:37 GMT

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POSTED ON Apr 7, 2024 13:16:00 GMT

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POSTED ON Apr 7, 2024 13:12:13 GMT

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Freya’s jacket is wadded up and pressed against her abdomen, which makes her twinge a bit more.

“It’s not her,” she grits out, gently pushing away the proffered padding. She takes a few steps back to rest against a large rock and glances up. “It’s this… stupid, rush patch job. I hope you’re happy,” she tells her baby dragon, “because you’re on guard duty, now.”

The Deino smiles, unhinged, all too-sharp teeth. She sniffs, long and low, and then turns away, to do just that.

She lifts up the bottom of her shirt to reveal a long, vertical incision, bisecting her navel, and a series of smaller incisions peppered in seemingly random places. The larger cut is oozing slightly between sloppy suturing, spotting out from beneath a telfa pad.

“It’s-- like that old joke,” she says, on a weak laugh, “a duck walks into a bar and says, can I get a hysterectomy?” A beat, then, “Wait, Lyune’s gonna have babies?”

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POSTED ON Apr 6, 2024 22:22:24 GMT

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SURVEY #1
"What is your favorite way to travel?"
teleportation, because it makes me feel all fuzzy-wuzzy. or flying.

SURVEY #2
"What have been your missed opportunities in life so far?"
honestly, i can't remember.

SURVEY #3
"What’s the best and worst relationship advice you've ever received or given?"
never been in a relationship, but when in doubt, quote the immortal poets: you are what you love, not who loves you.

SURVEY #4
"Is the person you are now, the person you wanted to be when you were younger?"
...i don't remember this, either, but eventually, i will be.

SURVEY #5
"Have you told your loved ones that you care about them recently? If not, why?"
typing out a text to freya morningstar: love u. drinks soon? There. Done.

SURVEY #6
"What is your go to karaoke song?"
sugar we're going down, probably.

SURVEY #7
"How have your parents shaped you? For better or for worse."
i think i'm a lot like my dad..... i should probably go snip that part out.

SURVEY #8
"What would you say to a deceased member of your Pokemon team if you had the opportunity?"
i... don't remember.

SURVEY #9
"What do you think about when you're alone?"
oh, you know. hobby stuff. what should i eat for lunch.

SURVEY #10
"Tell me about a time when you truly felt safe?"
do people not feel safe on the reg?

SURVEY #11
"Would you save our universe, even if it meant that all other universes would be destroyed?"
oh, sure. i'd probably just forget it, anyway.

SURVEY #12
"Gut check: do you expect people to act in their own self-interest or in the interest of others?"
self-interest. people are inherently self-serving, if not evil. and the people who say they aren't are liars.

SURVEY #13
"If someone really wanted to hurt you right now, what should they do?"
stab me?

SURVEY #14
"Do you believe in the afterlife?"
no.

SURVEY #15
"What would the apocalypse look like or feel like for you?"
probably a lot like this.

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