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found you [s, c]
POSTED ON Sept 5, 2022 2:06:15 GMT
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Feeling Alex try and flex his fingers, try and hold him back, was literally killing him. He swallowed a sob and held him closer, both hands to his one, thumbs resting across the center of Alex’s palm. “I’m not going anywhere, I promise,” he said, nuzzling into the top of his lax fingers.

His heart squeezed.

“I love you too, baby.”

And he waited-- and would wait, as long as necessary.

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all of the gin joints [valor, c]
POSTED ON Sept 4, 2022 17:46:12 GMT
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Kaida and her Yanmega fell over him like a thunderstorm, and he knew immediately that what little time had passed between their return to the physical world and this meeting had not done much to soothe the hurts between them. That was fine, he thought, as he skittered back out of the way so Kaida’s dragonfly could land, he wasn’t looking to be forgiven. He knew he’d fucked up, regardless of the personality warping that had occurred outside of his control.

The animosity she felt for him was not the important bit here. Protecting Fortree-- the sanctuary, and Alex as an extension ofit-- was.

“Hi!” he said, cheery despite the nerves and dire feeling, “it’s good to see you.” And despite the ghost of a throb in his nose (she’d broken it when she’d punched him on the beach) the warmth in his voice was genuine.

Her eyes narrowed at him and he held up his hands in surrender. “It’s okay, we’re going to split up. You take the buildings on the north side, and I’ll do the ones on the south. I just needed someone I could trust.” Which was true, to a point-- Memo didn’t figure there were many Rangers he couldn’t trust-- but Alex had vouched for Kaida and the two of them obviously had a friendship, so he figured that was helpful motivation for protecting the Sanctuary. “We’re just looking for anything out of the ordinary: broken locks, jimmied windows. I don’t think anyone’s gonna spraypaint a big red R to mark their trail, but hey, we might get lucky.”


dawn of a new day: defend!

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rangers rising
POSTED ON Sept 4, 2022 17:29:16 GMT
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Par for the course of the state of things, Memo was working when he got the text.

He smiled at the idea of Lars’ carbonara, wondering if it was anything like the gooey, cheesy, starchy mess that Alex made. Really putting the carb in carbonara.

So the next three days were filled with anxiety, but it was almost a welcome respite from the guilt, shame, and dread that cultivated in his gut as a result of their jaunt through cyberspace hell. He agonized over his dish to pass like a suburban white housemom glaring down the deadline of the annual church charity potluck.

His mother, though decidedly not white, usually just brought tacos.

But Guillermo had discovered, in his recent brush with happiness, that being in the kitchen was a big stress reliever for him. And so it went that he managed to turn one of his biggest hobbies into a stomach-grinding, self-doubt wondermess.

Alex made macarons, partially because the man was a baking fiend, and partially to free Memo from the dietary noose rapidly tightening around his neck.

He settled on empanadas. Cheese and pulled pork, separately, to accommodate any vegetarians in the crowd (sorry vegans). It was a nice mix of cultures and he’d decided he’d spent enough time stressing out about this. We’re not even going to get in to how much time he agonized about what to wear.

So, two tupperwares in hand, he slips in behind , fashionably late (read: as on time as his anxiety would allow), and beaming like the sun. He greets and heads off to the Table of Offerings, putting one container down near the desserts (vanilla and chocolate macarons painted ranger gold with edible gold dust) and his duo-plate of empanadas, divided in the middle and marked with little toothpick flags near where the savory options were.

Everyone was greeting everyone else and Memo had a little sinking feeling that he didn’t actually know that many other rangers… , obviously, and , but a large majority of the organization was going to be strangers to him. Then his normal Guillermo Positivity Programming kicked in (oh, it was a joy to have that back after so long) and he figured there was no time like the present to rectify that!

He was, at present, the only Fortree Ranger in attendance. And he took comfort in seeing that a great majority of his comrades in arms looked just as anxious as he currently felt.

He grabs a plate and takes a little offering of most everything, though he’s too nervous to really eat; he figures he’ll take a birdie bag home for Alex. Heading straight for Lars to check in with him (since he has firsthand experience with dealing with people who Care Too Much for Their Own good) he sets the untouched plate of food at an empty chair.

“Hey, boss,” he says, voice light and warm, “need any help with that?” He gives a smile to , not wanting to interrupt his eating, and turns back to scan the crowd for once more.

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> 300 words of bullshit. memo brought cheese empanadas, pulled pork empanadas, and alex's macarons
> goes to talk to lars & see if he needs help
> just vibin. open 4 interactions. the boy is an anxiety monster
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all of the gin joints [valor, c]
POSTED ON Sept 3, 2022 20:54:33 GMT
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The supernatural embargo enforced upon Hoenn by the placement of the barrier was making everything difficult, from simple stuff like brushing your teeth, to more complex and important things like taking care of the sick and injured at hospitals. If the chaos at the grocery store two months ago was any indication, things were only going to get worse.

Add to it that a large portion of Fortree was dedicated to a Pokemon sanctuary, throw in a huge helping of migratory Pokemon whose seasonal exoduses had been completely halted, and add one overworked, overworried Sanctuary head, and you have yourself a recipe for disaster.

It was with Alex in mind that Memo directed Sibella down towards the ground; the bat couched her wings and dropped like an arrow, her rider pressed close between her ears, before catching the wind at the very last second and landing gracefully and gently on the ground.

The Sanctuary’s storage was spread across big covered barns, like the one just behind him as he slid from his Noivern’s back. They contained everything from food and water to medical supplies. The numbers from the last few inventories had come back off, and Memo had caught a beleaguered and stressed-out Claire on her way to inform Alex of the unbalanced equivalency in the numbers. He’d assured her he’d take care of it-- and he would, because that was his job, but it was also personal.

So he came around the corner of the large metal barn, heading for the smaller entry to check the lock and make sure it was secure. He was also waiting for to arrive-- he’d requested help from her personally, both as a way to make amends and also because he knew she was more than capable of assisting.


dawn of a new day: defend!
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69. HOENN'S 4TH ANNIVERSARY
POSTED ON Sept 3, 2022 15:50:02 GMT
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claiming the evolution pack for

love yall. i was gonna write something dumb and mushy here but. hoenn has really been my happy place for the last seven months and i will continue cursing it long past the point of no return. im not stuck in here with you, yall are stuck in here with me xoxo gossip ceej
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THE CROWN EXCHANGE
POSTED ON Sept 3, 2022 14:56:44 GMT
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CROWN EXCHANGE


x 1 MEGA STONE (10 CROWNS)
x 1 FORME CHANGE (2 CROWNS)

total 12 CROWNS

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memo's gacha
POSTED ON Sept 2, 2022 22:52:19 GMT
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weavile, muk, decidueye, umbreon
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processed shop
POSTED ON Sept 2, 2022 1:27:24 GMT
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REDEEMING


welcome to the poké mart!


3X gachapon pull (cyberchase rewards)
1X premium gachapon pull [dark type] (cyberchase rewards)
2X big pearl (clamperl diving)
1X gacha wailord (fishing event)


TOTAL


do come again!


+300 PD
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wings [dw]
POSTED ON Sept 2, 2022 1:03:22 GMT
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Chaos.

That’s what Guillermo was ‘up to’. Pure, unadulterated chaos.

The invite, originally, had been an innocent chance for Alex to meet the newest member of his team (whom he was hoping would help win over some of the deeper-stuck muddy sticks that Alex was carting around) and, oh, yeah, the promotion. He was going to tell Alex about the promotion

But theeeeeen Sibella and Freya, who were already best friends (much to the pitiable luck of everyone else), had taken it upon themselves to set up a challenge to see who was fastest, and, well, that was how he ended up shooting through the treetops at dangerous speeds, pressed flat to the back of his Noivern, as his Lucario, keeping up their breakneck pace, jumped and leaped around them.

And breakneck it was-- any wrong move, any stray tree branch, would most likely take his head off.

But it was fun! And he felt more like himself than he had in weeks.

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found you [s, c]
POSTED ON Aug 30, 2022 21:35:08 GMT
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The hospital room was once again quiet and dark when he returned. Swallowing the emotion thick in his throat, he moved his chair back over to Alex’s bedside, and sat.

He sought his hand once more, holding it between his own cold palms.

“I’m not going anywhere, love, I’m… I’m sorry,” he said, pressing his forehead to Alex’s knuckles. “We’ll talk when you’re better.” He scooched an inch closer, as close as he could get, elbow resting on Alex’s mattress.

“The important thing right now is that you’re alive.”

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afternap [s][c]
POSTED ON Aug 30, 2022 19:45:03 GMT
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“Yeah, no, I get it.”

It wasn’t an attack or an insult. Given his (now very obvious) sordid past, it was a valid concern.

Memo frowned against Alex’s chest. “I wouldn’t-- have done anything stupid like that. I wouldn’t have even kissed you without telling you, first.” Passion wormed its way into his voice and his heart clenched. “I wouldn’t do anything that would put you in danger.”

He tilted his head to look up at Alex with a small smile. “Yeah, of course I will. Anything.”

Anything he wants, to make him happy. To keep him safe. To keep him here.

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afternap [s][c]
POSTED ON Aug 30, 2022 19:29:16 GMT
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He felt incredibly small, warm, and safe, in that moment, cradled in the crescent moon canyon of Alex’s chest, his arms. Small, warm, safe, and, for the first time in many years, light.

“Yeah,” he said, earnest and honest and sincere, “yeah, of course. I used to-- regularly, because, you know. But I got tested just before I left Alola. And I haven’t. Well, I haven’t done anything in a long time, but especially not since.”

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by the dawn [s, c]
POSTED ON Aug 30, 2022 19:25:43 GMT
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Memo ignored the defensive streak in Alex’s voice because the guy was upset and he definitely wasn’t trying to take it out on him; he just rooted through the directed cabinet, found the potato chips, and tossed them on the counter.

“That’s… unfortunate,” he said, eventually, sitting down to eat.

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found you [s, c]
POSTED ON Aug 30, 2022 19:20:38 GMT
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Memo wants to say he doesn’t know what Zuza could show them that he couldn’t tell Alex, though he knows exactly what it would be-- Memo turning his back on Alex, on their group, stomping off towards the future terminal, leaving them behind, in the dust.

But before he can say anything Alex starts panicking, making the most horrible noises, struggling to breathe; and Memo tries to hold his hand for about two seconds before he freaks out and hits the call button. A team of nurses rush in and Memo is pushed away, the chair he’s been sitting in knocked aside as they move to discern the problem and mitigate it.

They end up, Memo figures, pushing drugs into his IV to get him to calm down, and one of the nurses shoots him a severe glare as she comes around the end of the bed.

“If this happens again you will be asked to leave for the safety of the patient.”

Memo nods pathetically, excusing himself to go back to the bathroom and vomit some more.

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wicker men 2, wicker boogaloo [m, c]
POSTED ON Aug 30, 2022 18:57:38 GMT
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Memo fixes Alex with a look that says you are not convincing me like you think you are without, he hopes, him having to say it out loud, because he really isn’t used to disagreeing with Alex, and is even less excited to have an argument. But he would certainly not send Zuzu into a swarm of angry bees all alone, no matter how much he trusted her.

He did follow Alex’s guidance when he gestured to Praxidike (the nickname brought a smile to his face, despite his sullen mood).

“I-- I guess,” he finally relented, really really not convinced. He hated this kinda thing-- feeling like his Pokemon were expendable, tools, just because they were a lot harder to kill. Still, he rolled Sibella’s Pokeball across the palm of his hand, releasing her with a flick of his wrist; she turned back to him with a curious trill, ears perked, awaiting instruction.

“Okay, fine,” Memo said, “we’ll go with Alex’s plan. For now.” He wanted to say but if anything seems off, I’m jumping in, but what could he do? He was, after all, just human. He also didn’t like how threatening it sounded in his head. “Sibs, I need you to run interference. You’re going to have a lot of angry bees chasing you, so, be ready.”

Sibella purred, unconcerned.

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