mari, ouroboros
any
twenty six
june 25
lavender town, kanto
demisexual
nurse
ace
and i tried to save a life with these diamond hands of mine; but they're sharper than a knife
TAG WITH @marisol
MARISOL SIMONE
starbright [m]
POSTED ON Aug 18, 2022 7:56:57 GMT
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he's weird. [break][break]
that's the only explanation. he's weird, he's odd, there's some kind of screw loose up in his head (but if that's the case, what does it make her?) that makes it hard for her to understand. there was a need to curl in on herself and put a wall between them, and to hide away into the darkness like she used to when he speaks, especially after knowing that he was cautious, or skeptical, or had an inkling about something she's trying to keep buried so deep in her head, and in her heart. [break][break]
does he ever stop smiling? ah, no, there was the time on mirage island, where he looked like he was just about ready to leave her in the dust, or behind, without a care in the world. it's the expression and the vibe that he got from someone who was the exact opposite of the usual. if it staggered marisol thinking back on it, how much did it affect wendy? or, rather, how much did it affect what remained of wendy after she was already finished with her. [break][break]
he doesn't stop smiling, still, even in his silence. [break][break]
it's so hard to wrap her head around his behaviour, even when it's blaring, even when he tells her exactly what it is; it's difficult for her to understand. her body is still curled, huddled to itself, and still it tries to push him out, metaphorically, when he verbally pokes so gently at marsiol (because the anxious part of her that she forced into a shell is starting to crack again; it's the part of her that's desperately trying to bash itself against the innards of its egg to be set free again, and she hates it; doesn't it remind her of too many people from too many times?)[break][break]
"you've met wendy during the events of mirage island." much to her chagrin, but what's done is done. because she knows, no matter how she tries to separate herself by referring to her by another name, she isn't fooling anyone. maybe it's this fact that makes it harder to accept, and makes her curl up more as her eyes are focused on nothingness. [break][break]
until dual colours that match slightly, yet are still different enough to tell apart, maintain a steady gaze on idle amber. [break][break]
".. still, wendy is dead to the world." she's been dead to her mother, to her father, and to rocket "she's dead with her parents." and yet here she is, laying down, unsure of where her words are taking her again. she thought she'd be above rambling by now. it looks like she isn't. [break][break]
".. and you have no questions?" [break][break]
about how she's here? how she's alive?
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