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She/Her
24
March 6th
Nimbasa City
Asexual
Ultramodernist
Executive
Look to the future, see in it everything you've ever wanted. Now find the strength to grab it.
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Xenon Antheil
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They laugh and laugh as they barrel towards self-destruction, two madwomen fervently grasping for ideals and shoving them in the other's faces, perhaps blindly hoping that maybe they will be the one to understand, the one to affirm their love and provide the proof of their existence in this cold dead world. But it could never be, they're far too different, they believe far too much, they could never hope to bend for someone else, lest they break under the weight of their beliefs. [break][break] "A future without love..." Her smile fades for a moment as she ponders on the possibility... and then alights anew with even greater fire and passion. "Yes, that's what I want to find! I want to find what ideals give us strength in a future without love! I want to see what beautiful things humanity can make in that kind of future! I want to find out what human strength will craft when it's unbound by its past! I don't know what lies at the end of that road, that's what makes it so damn exhilarating!" [break][break] "And it will be a world, without you!" [break][break] Her fingers uncurl as the girl leans back, letting her fall into the abyss without a trace. But she already knows that it's only beginning, the past she hated so would rise again and again to crush her, it would be no different now as the ghosts of a world without love grab that girl by the nape of the neck and save her from oblivion. Rhodium's eyes intensify in color as it spots that hateful past, servos and circuitry whirring like a growl as it opens its mouths and lets loose a furious roar from the depths of its speakers. [break][break] For the sake of strength, power, wealth. [break][break] The ever turning wheel spins on, grinding the failures of the past to dust as it spins forwards forevermore. She never saw herself as above god, she simply never understood why god was so high and mighty to begin with. Her ideas clash with society and she is thrown away into the trash, destined to be crunched under the weight of the majority. The multitude tightens its hold... [break][break] Ah, but the fire inside burns ever brighter still. Even as she's dragged through the mud, even as she beaten and bloodied, even as everyone tries to force their ideals of love into her heart, it all just burns away as she continues to stare towards that bright future. That beautiful, dirty, haunting future that she knows she can reach, if only she could just take another step forward. And another. And another. [break][break] She was the only one who could find beauty in ruin. [break][break] She spreads out her arms and opens her heart for the girl who could only understand love, she exposes her soul and tears open the bloody wounds so she could understand, if only she could understand! [break][break] "Wrong! Wrong wrong wrong! Love isn't what gives you the strength to overcome! The power to stand tall and crush whatever stands in your way, that could only come from one thing! Rejection! The strength of will to reject the truths of others, that is what gives me my strength, the iron conviction that only I'm right in this world and everyone else is nothing but primitive trash to be tossed in the garbage! This is the armor I encapsulate my heart in, that steel that fends off the world and gives me strength!" [break][break]
Death and decay swirl in her mind's eye as a psychic wave of torment washes over her, but its all drowned in a black sea as Rhodium gently touches her shoulder, the unfathomable deepness of the Dark drowning whatever visions she wanted to show her. Their love cannot be seen, will not be seen, for the only future that Xenon has ever cared for is the one only she can see. [break][break] "Now then! Enough talk! Let the victor write the tale of the future, and loser be buried in their worthless past!" [break][break] And with a roaring pulse of dark energy launched at the girl and her ghost, the battle begins.
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