raph, rafe
He/him
28
August 3
castelia, unova
Pansexual
meat shield
Vibe checker
-- and doom upon all the world,
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raphael dos plumas
ominous ornithology
POSTED ON Jun 28, 2024 15:07:24 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","glizzy corazondeplumas"] [attr="class","inner"] [attr="class","sidebar"] [attr="class","textbody"] [attr="class","postbody"] It didn’t hurt as bad as it had, in the beginning-- this feeling of being strung along. It felt less purposeful, more genuine, in a way. Or maybe he was just getting used to it. [break][break] He’d looked different in his last stream. No one else seemed to notice, but then, maybe no one else was looking as close as Raph was. No one else knew him quite so personally, knew the real color of his skin when it wasn’t under a camera filter, knew the way it colored when he teased or squeezed just so. He’d looked bloodless pale, and the bags under his eyes were a different shade. Even the makeup he’d put on hinted at something, because it was rushed, and not nearly to the level of expertise and care he usually applied for his screen time. [break][break] In the end, it’s the silence that rouses him. [break][break] He doesn’t mind when Mint is busy; Raph’s a simple guy, and he is happy with a quick good-morning, how-are-you, good-night, sweet-dreams text channel. A little proof of life. A little proof of acknowledgement. No, I haven’t forgotten you, I’m just occupied. He knows Mint has a life and he’s happy to sit at the edges of it, and offer comfort and care and-- and not-love-- when he can. [break][break] But then, complete radio silence. No texts, no calls, no pictures. And no streams, which is the scary part. A terrified part of him thinks he’s being ghosted, but it’s been almost a year. Their first anniversary-- not that it is such, because they’re not dating-- is coming up. Would Mint really drop him like a newborn Girafarig? [break][break] He wars with himself for a time, not wanting to infringe on the privacy of a very private creature, not sure he has the permission to go snooping where he is (assumedly) not wanted, hesitant to toe the line or overstep a boundary in their very safe, very undisclosed, very unspoken… situationship. [break][break] Eventually, the ache in his heart wins out. He has to make sure Mint is okay. [break][break] It’s a catch-22: he knows Mint has a life that he’s private about, and he’s fine with that, but he knows Mint has a life that he’s private about, which means anything could happen. [break][break] On the way over, he makes his peace with it. He just wants to make sure he’s okay. Help out, if needed. And if this is it, if this silence is Mint’s way of saying they’re done-- or if his interference causes the delicate makeup of their arrangement to implode-- he’ll accept that, and go home and drink himself to death like a grown ass man. [break][break] He knocks. “Mit-- Mint?” he asks, after a while, when the silence gets to be too much. He clears his throat, runs a hand through his hair, and is about to say sorry for bothering you, I’ll go, when the doorlock begins to glow, and clicks. He glances down at the Espurr at his feet, who looks up at him with wide, innocent eyes, and shrugs. [break][break] “If anyone asks, it was unlocked,” he muttered, before pushing into the apartment. “Knock knock. I, uh, brought food!” [break][break] He immediately smells the blood-- he’s had enough of it in his mouth and nose to recognize the scent. It’s powerful enough to be concerning. “Mint?” he calls again, more urgency in his voice. [break][break] He sets the takeout and alcohol on the kitchen counter and is about to go knock on the bedroom door when he spots something small on the floor: a feather. A… really rough looking feather, if any of his experience raising Halcyon clues him into anything. The shaft is sharp as hell and daubed in blood, and the vanes are striped with stress bands. Maybe one of Mint’s pokemon is having a bad molt? [break][break] But why does the whole damn apartment smell like blood? 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