Dragon Princess
she/her
22
Blackthorn City
Heterosexual
Priestess
Cadet
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
TAG WITH @noelle
Noelle Lane
and it losses you
POSTED ON Aug 18, 2020 21:58:13 GMT
A...lot of things had happened in the span of a few months. Too many things. Things Noelle struggled to wrap her head around still, honestly. When the pinkette was overwhelmed, she had a tendency to withdraw from those around her - or, simply, run away from her problems. It was childish, and she struggled with acknowledging that as a fact. But, she could only run and ignore the lingering pangs for so long. 'Should I just go back home?' The thought had lingered on her mind for an almost uncomfortable amount of time. 'What should I do?' So used to having others, stronger individuals, guiding her along, she realized how incompetent she was as an adult. Her desires to reach out to her friends, be it Kyle, Lucas Lane, anyone really was instead swallowed down by acceptance that this was something she needed to deal with by herself.
Which was probably how she ended up on Mt Pyre of all places, visiting her mother.
It wasn't really a sad occasion for Noelle - she didn't remember her much, and was more than happy to be raised by her loving grandmother. It'd been such a long time since she last visited her mother though...And in a moment of internal crisis, turning to her mother seemed like a logical thing to do. Unfortunately, the woman's actual grave was back in Johto. As a priestess though, she didn't necessarily need a tangible grave. Spirits of those who've been lost were always around them, waiting to be spoken to and remembered. Graves were just mortal objects to help those who lived grieve and move on - or, at least that was how her grandmother put it.
And so, Noelle sat down with her legs folded, isolating herself with a small vase with a single flower, a makeshift grave. She remained this way for a few hours, not unused to long sessions of meditating prayer. By the time she was finished, the sun was daring to set, and her mind felt...
She still felt like shit.
"What am I supposed to do?!" Her cry was abrupt and loud as hands moved to dishevel long locks of pink and green strands.
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