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September 5
Fallarbor Town, Hoenn
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6'1" / 185 cm height
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Gunner Graves
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POSTED ON Mar 17, 2024 18:17:47 GMT
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Only when Mila repeated his words did Gunner register what he'd actually said, and to whom. His brain stuttered as his cheeks and ears flushed a deep red. Though he glanced away, he found himself unable and unwilling to pull back, so entangled were their bodies. [break][break]

"I, um." [break][break]

By Arceus, had the painkillers loosened his tongue this badly? [break][break]

"You know what I meant," Gunner mumbled. Then, clearing his throat, he said in a louder voice, "Anyway, that answers your question, right? Then let me ask something. What made you join Rocket?" [break][break]

The question had danced in his head for years, but he'd never tried voicing it until that moment. He and Mila had always preferred to focus on the present, instead of getting caught up in the past. [break][break]

Sometimes to the detriment of their own relationship, whatever it was.



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POSTED ON May 4, 2024 0:59:05 GMT
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[break][break] Heart stuttering in her chest like a trembling hummingbird, Mila's inner mind warred both with the temptation to know what he meant, to push him further and further until he eventually cracked, and the terrifying fear of actually hearing those very things said allowed. Because hearing them outloud would make them real, and making them real meant that she would lose them one day eventually.

[break][break] Her mouth opened and she wasn't prepared for what she would say —

[break][break] Only to find out that he was swerving the topic into another question.

[break][break] The feeling that she experienced then was hard to explain, somewhere half-way between disappointment and relief, and her words cut on her tongue like the taste of fresh blood.

[break][break] She could still see herself standing protectively in front of , as they hid in a corner in their small Rustboro apartment, hiding from the wrath of Ambrois Alexopoulos.

[break][break] "I was born into it," she said, swallowing, clutching his shirt.

[break][break] Many Rockets were. Some of course weaseled their way into it, craving ambition and power. Her father had likely been such a creature. But so many others were simply collateral, an example forged into the malevolent organization that was the League's longest enemy.

[break][break] She focused on the feeling of his muscles beneath her fingers as she ran her hands across the thin fabric of his hospital gown, ghosting shapes along his abs.

[break][break] "My father was -" Her voice hitched. "Not a kind man."

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"Lancer"
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September 5
Fallarbor Town, Hoenn
pansexual
paralegal / special agent
lieutenant
6'1" / 185 cm height
6'1" / 185 cm height
i used to dream in the dark of palisades park.
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Gunner Graves
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When Mila accepted his change in topic without pushing back, a wave of relief washed through Gunner. He allowed himself to relax slightly in her embrace, though his cheeks and neck still burned with embarrassment. [break][break]

The tremble in her voice caused him to look down at her again. Moving by instinct, he dipped his head to press a kiss to her forehead. "It's okay," he murmured into her hair. "You're safe now. Team Rocket can't get to you as long as I'm here. And neither can your father." [break][break]

Mila had never talked about her parents with him before. Gunner had no idea if Ambrois Alexopoulos was still alive, or if he was dead. But silently, he vowed that if it was the former and he ever ran into the man, he'd kill him with his bare hands for hurting Mila. [break][break]

The door opened and a nurse came in, stopping in her tracks when she saw the two lying next to each other on the bed. [break][break]

"Visitation time's over," she said sharply, looking first at Mila, then Gunner. "You need your rest, Mr. Graves." [break][break]

With a sigh, he disentangled himself from his lover and said to her in a quiet voice, "Go. You know where to find me."



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