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POSTED ON Dec 27, 2019 17:40:21 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]he is aware of what is happening and he is aware of the fate that is to befall the pikachu. and he hates himself for it, because he knows it's not right. none of it's right. 

but that's too difficult for him to bear so he smothers his frustration with lighthearted laughter as captain takes the blow. it's all just a friendly battle. nothing more, nothing more, nothing more. 

she falls and he recalls her to her pokeball. he whistles at his opponent. blue takes the hit and stumbles to her side. her tail lashes in frustration. she can't make sense of the battlefield in her confused state. 

and with no orders from knox, she decides to sit. she wraps her tail around herself and closes her eyes and sits calmly, waiting for what's next. 

"alright, alright. you win, cutie." 




x x x
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blue throws in the towel!
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POSTED ON Dec 27, 2019 17:30:35 GMT
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POSTED ON Dec 27, 2019 17:23:09 GMT
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frustration [c]
POSTED ON Dec 7, 2019 5:16:51 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]oh, this boy is certainly up for his flirty games. he totters a bit on his feet, suddenly feeling lightheaded. but he catches himself as the battle starts, leans over after rolling on the soles of his shoes, clasping his hands in front of his body. 

captain readies herself as orders are sent flying from their combatant. she knows, at this point, not to expect the same from knox. but she's as tough as knox's twin sister, with just as much smarts in her. 

she reacts quickly, tail swishing out before her so she can blast a barrier in front of herself. she doesn't have enough time to get out of the way, or protect her ally, who hadn't even been the target at all. 

the rocks, flung up by willpower, lose their velocity as they pass through the screen, but still they pound her. she rolls backwards, over herself, and struggles to come to a stand. her cheeks flare with electricity, with her exertion. 

there's a flash of anger in her eyes, at the meaninglessness of this all, but her loyalty keeps her on the field, facing her own defeat. 

meanwhile, blue attempts to take cover under the rocks, but she's stuck in her tracks, confused by the mesmerizing flames that billow before her. captain utters a cry and she attempts a blast of water in the chandelure's direction, fighting through the fog. 




x x x
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captain used light screen!
captain is badly wounded!
blue used hydro pump!
1-50 hits, 51-100 misses
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frustration [c]
POSTED ON Nov 18, 2019 17:54:23 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]he'd attempted the same thing nearly half an hour ago and all that had gotten him was a strange look, a clutch of a bag, and a hasty escape from the other person. and he can't figure out why, but it makes sense people are afraid of him. it makes sense that people turn and run.

they must know. they must know what he's done. they must know what he's capable of. 

he scrunches his nose and captain steps out hesitantly in front of him, waiting for knox to call her back, to realize she's not going to be very effective against the clay monstrosity in front of him. 

his tunnel vision is terrible, but his incompetency at least has him leaning on his second most trusted pokemon. he calls his vaporeon to battle. the blue fox shakes out her slick fur as she emerges, sizing up her opponents. 

knox, grateful that someone is up for his games, bows, sideways smile, eyes glittering. he harks a laugh and waves and says, "huh, you're kinda cute. i'll give you first move."




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frustration [c]
POSTED ON Nov 18, 2019 17:17:01 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]this is what you do, knox. and pretty soon, you can be damn sure she'll leave you, too. it's red's voice in his head, behind his eyes. her curling smile, smug & smirking & knowing full well this is how it would turn out--this is how everything in his life will turn out. 

he will be abandoned and shunned and exiled and all he can do is drown. 

he's not turned back to the needle, not yet. but he's blown all his smuggling money on snow and he hasn't eaten in days and there's an anger cresting his brow that he can't hide. 

passersby avoid him as he walks, steadied by his pikachu. 

he yells at the first competent trainer he sees. 




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freefall [c]
POSTED ON Nov 14, 2019 1:23:11 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]when he was a kid, he used to dream about having superpowers. like breathing underwater. or controlling water with his hands. or flying. flying always seemed cool. but never had he considered being able to conjure things out of thin air. that's something summer would have said. 

it's really the only thing he can think of as ollie grabs him by his shirt and yanks him into his apartment. he wheels, losing his footing, stumbling, feeling his stomach roll over itself several times. 

he slaps a hand against the wall to catch himself, hunches over. the floor quakes with each step the ridiculously large beast takes outside. the hallway buckles; plaster falls from the ceiling.

that's what it sounds like anyways. 

what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck???

his elevated heartbeat triggers captain's pokeball. (a nifty device, summer's parting gift. just 'cause you're a worthless sack of shit doesn't mean i want you dead.)

the pikachu assesses the situation and abandons his trainer to stand beside oliver. pleasantries will have to wait. 

the door bursts without warning and the dinosaur roars as bubbles pop around it, singeing its skin, splashing into its eyes. those eyes narrow and it screeches as it charges. 

captain bounces forward and twists, glowing hind paws cracking against its skull. the rampardos wheels off course...right into the furniture, and then the wall, in ollie's apartment.



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freya's garden
POSTED ON Nov 11, 2019 0:06:13 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]dust gathers at the corner of his vision. colors are bleeding everywhere and he wonders briefly, only briefly, how he found this paradise. this cottage home. a seaside mirage with a sheer drop on one end (captain had been the one to save him from the fall). 

the rest of his pokemon feast on some half-rotted berries they'd found in the fridge inside. the note had said, i don't know why you won't come back, but i can't do this anymore. here are the berries i collected the past few weeks. i hope you get to enjoy them. 
- elias

he'll steal from strangers, but he won't touch the ripe berries on the trees themselves. because maybe she will come back. or maybe she won't, but he'll be able to sleep at night knowing he kept some ounce of dignity. 

not that he remembers making the decision anyway. 

he's dozing off on the bench on the cottage's patio, and he's spinning and he's sinking and his limbs aren't responding. 

captain stays by his side, ever watchful, ready to shove him to his side if he starts throwing up. 

the rest meander about the property. lena and blue are two sides of the same coin and they take turns leaping over tree stumps and digging at some of the earth surrounding them in search of truffles. 

caspian and minnow are the first to discover the menace. they cast a glance at each other and look towards their trainer for further instruction, but he's gone with the wind. and so they take it upon themselves to approach the quagsire. 

caspian's throat expands as he warbles a warning to the creature. it stops and tilts its head. then it scoops up more muddy balls and thwaps them with its tail in minnow's direction. 

the mudkip dodges, bewildered, but the water-type understands the pokemon's body language. and so she digs her own paws into the mud and lobs a few loose bombs over its way using mud sport

the quagsire crows with delight. caspian steps between the two of them and makes a game out of dodging their throws. 

with the quagsire enthused, the berry trees remain unharmed. 




befriending quagsire for capture! <3
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freefall [c]
POSTED ON Nov 9, 2019 16:46:33 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]it's the drugs, he thinks, that are showering him with grainy reminders of his misery. it's the drugs that are begging him to choose, with this finality, to let go of his sister, to embrace himself instead. but somehow he can't will the words from his mouth, can't make them work. 

eden and ollie used to think him silly, the little nicknames they had for each other. red and blue red and blue red and blue. that they built these contrasts between themselves, that she built herself to succeed and so desperately tried to separate herself from him. leech, parasite, hopeless. 

he blinks through it all and sees ollie's face and he juts his own lip out in a pout and pushes open the door. it's clean and immaculate and it's so much like him that suddenly it hurts

and he says, "fuck, man. what are we doin'?" 

and then he says, without prompting, "y'always wanted me to say no, stop her, stop her from hurting me and y'know what?" but then he stops, covers his mouth, eyes wide. 

swallows bile, grimaces, shakes his head, cackles with a toothy smile as he looks back up at ollie. fun knox, carefree knox, million-dollar smile knox, says, "fuck it. i choose me. i choose blue."



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dust [c]
POSTED ON Nov 5, 2019 21:24:55 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]to be wanted--that's the way to knox's heart. he's a leo through and through and any and all attention gets his heart skipping. so it's deliciously satisfying to hear the nameless boy murmur that he wants him

he parts his lips as the boy runs his hand over his jaw. heart jumps in his throat; he shifts to the side, curls his hands in the hem of the boy's jeans, if only because he doesn't know quite what to do with them otherwise. 

he makes a soft noise in his throat as the boy takes him in a kiss. teeth bite into his lip and he shifts his hips, pressing against him, parting his mouth. warm, open, inviting, he tugs him closer. 

the music echoes in his ears and he is dizzyingly high and it is only a matter of time before he starts falling. but he has this moment, at least. this moment of perfect, crystal clarity. 



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POSTED ON Nov 5, 2019 19:14:31 GMT
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[attr="class","knoxpost"]they have an audience, though he does not realize it. lena is grateful as he allows her some rest. when she disappears in a flash of red light, he suddenly realizes how very alone he is. and he shudders, picks at the cracked skin of his knuckles. 

his lips are chapped, too. it's been hard to stay hydrated. 

he kneels down and slings his pack from his bag, withdraws a coat that might fit a toddler. and then he drops captain's ball. the pikachu shivers as soon as she hits the ground and complains loudly. he half-smiled, scratches her behind her ears, and helps shrug her into her wool coat. 

she pokes her head through, nose twitching fervently. then she clambers up the front of his shirt and knox turns, blinking as a mudkip shyly approaches them. her paws quiver with every step she takes. 

captain bounds down towards her and she pauses, takes a couple of hasty steps back. but captain, ever brazen, approaches her with a friendly wag of her tail. she sidles up next to the mudkip and nuzzles close. 

"i guess you weren't expecting it to get cold so soon," he says. he grabs another safari ball and approaches the mudkip. "come with us? captain and i will take care of you." captain's ears twitch and she relays knox's message. 

the mudkip nestles closer and murmurs a soft cry; her breath curls in front of her. knox grins and taps the ball against the fin on her head. 





  
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