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POSTED ON Sept 14, 2021 23:35:26 GMT
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you found me spinning, found me climbing, and i thought to myself, huh, you might be the first i could call home.
fate and fortune and everything in between. were you startled when you saw me? were you sad when we parted ways?
there's a lot going on. there's a lot going on and i can't tell you about it. not that i'm scared you'll turn your back on me. but i think maybe it might be too much. of me. for me. something like that.
can we talk?
i don't think you'll understand when i say that this needs to be different. you need to be different. not because of you. no, you're perfect. it's me. it's always me.
she hates me and soon you'll hate me too. so let me wallow and rise and tumble above this, above all of it, and there i will meet you at the top. there we will be happy. there we will have reunion and fuck, shit, damn it, fuck
i'm sorry.
featuring @eden . i don't know how to tell you this, but i saw you on the other side. you were wrong and it was wrong, but it also felt real, and it felt right. you shouldn't have come, and she shouldn't have either, and maybe i need to stop questioning why. maybe i need to start asking myself why not?
you're a monster, sam, but i am too.
we'll make this work. i want to make this work. sometimes i think i'm disappearing and then i look at you and i don't understand it; even after the things you've done, i can't stay away. maybe it's because i see myself in you. because if you're too far gone, then what does that make me?
'm sorry 'n s ca red and shhh don't look 4 me.
if i could turn back time, i would. i'd text summer and tell her to get her shit together and that i was fine, and i'd stay by your side and make love to you proper. but i can't, so i'll come home instead.
my dear, my love, my savior. i give myself to you in ways i've never with anyone else. and that, i think, has to mean something.
we can pretend it's all okay, my love. for the moment, with you, it can be real. we can be real. leave it all behind. we're everything and anything that matters. let me kiss your lips and taste the salt and sand and sunshine that lingers there. let me, please, before it all goes away.
i'm not much right now. i don't see how i'm enough for you. in this limbo, somehow you're staying in my orbit. i owe everything to you. let me try to do something for you. why is this so hard?
after all this time, after everything, you still manage to smile. i don't know how i bring you joy, how i could possibly bring you joy. not like this. not as who i am now - empty shell of a person, trapped on this mountain with you.
remember me before this. remember me how we met.
fuck you, father. and not just for ollie. not just for me. for summer, too. because you've ruined her. you took her childhood away from her - while you scorned me, you shaped her. she has your heart and i will never forgive you for that.
the world ended and we're still here, still standing. ollie is six feet under and everything is right in the world. and i can't make sense of it, sam. this changed me. this changed you.
there are monsters all around us, echoes and shadows that linger on the corner of my vision. and things are hard when you're not here - as most days are - but when you return, because you always do, you are bright. brighter, now, and it's...odd, but not unwelcome. you are everything i need, and sam, my appetite is insatiable.
[attr="class","buytsTrackerBox"] summer prescottfeaturing jayden cross - c'mon, babes. let me show you what it means to feel alive.
(previously played by noodles) - you were always better at everything than me, weren't you? but you knew that, and i knew that. i don't know why i keep pretending any different.
we both know where your loyalties lie. you'll claim he has you around his finger, that you're irreplaceable and untouchable and fuck knows what else, because you're the apple of his eye. but you're half-rotted, sister mine, thanks to me, and he knows this, i swear it.
see the lights and the stars and watch us burn the ribbons that tie us all together.
bottle of vodka in your palms, x's on your eyes. we left sam behind and maybe it's for the best, sister mine.
from the POV of merrick prescott - lovely daughter of mine, how you've fallen so far. he's tarnished you, tainted you, spread that putrid black poison from himself and unto you. but it's not too late to save you. it's not too late for us.
from the POV of merrick prescott - snake. liar. i only expunge your deceit so we might wipe the slate clean. i will score that fear from your eyes and you will look upon me as i do you. with love.
wasted
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