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"No, they can't be." there's the switch, flipped so easy to let the icy embrace of apathy slick his voice. Why care for people who lack faces? It's not like they'd bat an eye at injustice if its arrow pointed toward him.

Killian lifted a leg onto the bench and leaned forward, arms wrapping around the appendage. "I don't mind talking about it. I'm sure you have questions." who wouldn't have them in a situation like this?

"But yea, I'm staying as safe as I can."

Why did that feel like a lie?

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Apathy is a sharp blade that cuts between their worlds, emphasising on the different lives that they lead. Though he's right in assuming that she has questions, he probably hasn't considered how hard it must be to know where to start. What exactly does he do? What does this mean for her? Is everyone in Rocket equally dangerous?
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She stops, quietly cracking her knuckles as she averts her gaze.
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"Have you ever killed someone before?"
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POSTED ON Sept 29, 2021 8:24:57 GMT

Damn. Lis went straight for the hard stuff. She didn't hesitate for a second to ask him such a haunting question. Killian stifled a chuckle. She's his sister, alright.

An urge to lie slivered down Killian's tongue at a compelling pace, begging him to shield Lis from the truth of how deep he'd fallen. "What good would it do?" he asked himself. She'd find out the truth eventually, and lying about it now would only do damage later.

Blue-hues stared into her dark blue orbs. Apathy still sees his expression covered in ice but deep below, burning faint in his voice is pain.

"I have - several times."

The truth is a blunt hammer that's swung hard.

"Does that change how you feel about me?" did it make her hate him?

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She neither reels in disgust nor offers him solace, merely sits in contemplation of the truth. Judgement is saved solely for occasions where they must be passed. Not during family time, not when she barely knows him as a person.
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"Were they avoidable?"
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POSTED ON Sept 29, 2021 9:40:36 GMT

"They weren't. Every life I've taken is because I had to."

Truthfully, murder was the least of Killian's crimes. He thinks of that night at the warehouse with THEO BECKETT. When he'd heard Kaito's name and scrambled that League's officers brain looking for answers.

Did doing worse diminish the impact of the original sin? No, but it might explain the apathy. Yet it spoke nothing of the pain, of the hurt that trembled his voice recalling what he'd done.

Killian frowned.

"I'd understand if you wanted nothing to do with me now."

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He lights his path with admission, earns a bit of her trust when she listens close.
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"You've told me all this, roped me into being your partner in lies and expect to just part ways like that? The audacity."
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When she folds her arms over one another, Lis can't help but recognise the heart that still beats in her chest. It quivers with her thoughts, knows them better than anyone else. And when she's answered with honesty, she has to return it.
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"I'll be real, it does make me a little scared. I mean, even if you're my half-brother, you're still a relative stranger that showed up no too long ago. But I did ask, so you're not in the wrong for speaking about it." She sighs, then lets the warmth of the steam fill her lungs again. "So, how much do you know about me? Other than us being blood-related?"
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"I told you because I didn't want to lie or keep anything from you." [break][break]

Killian did enough of that with the people he cared for already. And he did care for Lis in his own strange way. They were blood. While that meant little when it came to his father, the man who'd chosen to run, Lis wasn't him. She deserved a chance.[break][break]

"What do you mean, strangers? You already know more about me than anyone else in Hoenn." he smiled, a soft chuckle rocking his chest as the stream raised around him. The question silences his laugh, however. It's a tricky one to answer. He'd just told her he didn't want to lie, but how would she react if Killian told her the truth?

"I know a lot, Lis. I've been watching you for a while. All those customers that came in buying the same thing? Those were my people."

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"Can't tell if I should be honoured or uneasy."
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What wouldn't she give for a cup of tea at this very moment? There's honesty and then there's honesty to a fault. While she may or may not have found out about his people being her patrons, hearing such a clear cut admission only makes her uncertain of how she should feel.
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"So..." Regathering her thoughts is by no means easy. "Are you the kind to dig into a person's history? Their records and whatnot?"
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There probably isn't much that he will find, but knowing that he has a grasp on her past will only make it much harder for her to lie about things.
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POSTED ON Oct 5, 2021 17:14:39 GMT

"I am." replied Killian bluntly.

"But don't worry, I didn't dig too deep with you. Just enough to get an idea of who you are."

A moment of silence as he contemplated his choice words.

"I want you to tell me about yourself when you're ready."

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Now he decides to act like an older brother, respecting her privacy and her boundaries. Butterflies that flutter in her chest as just as quick to dissipate, flushed out with steady breathing and eased by the lack of confrontation.
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"This thing…" A thing that only she holds, her palm gently presses against her chest as she listens to its thrums. "It doesn't work well, you know?"
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She wonders if he's seen it, the numerous medical records stacked throughout her childhood and the gradual absence of them as she got older.
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"Mom only had so much and the bills kept getting higher. As soon as I was deemed stable, she had to cut expenses. So whatever problems they hadn't sorted out, I kinda grew into them."
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And with that growth came an inheritance of issues as well… but she wouldn't touch upon them unless it became a necessity.
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"You remember how I had that episode when we first met, don't you?" With a deep breath, she leans back, laughing to dispel the lingering tension between them. "Keep it up and you might just be the death of me someday."
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POSTED ON Oct 7, 2021 18:20:06 GMT

He knew of the bills but not the cause. Despite the hungry urge to dig, Killian kept himself from going any deeper. Much like with Alexandra Briarwood, he wanted Lis to trust him enough to share.

"Do you need money, Lis?" Killian asked. "If so, I can take care of it." anything to lessen the burden she felt on her shoulders.

His eyes dart down at her joke. The death of her? Tightness gripped his face. Painful memories and feelings he hadn't thought of in ages rush to the surface.

"I'm sorry."

It's the only thing he can think to say.

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"Ain't no amount of money gon fix this heart, that's for sure. It's too far gone for any surgeries to be done, but I live with it pretty well." Lis smiles and waves him off like a kid does foolish dreams. If she could solve this problem with money, she sure as hell would've tried her best to do so a while ago.
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That doesn't make the offer any less tempting, though.
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When she cracks a joke, she doesn't quite expect the reaction he gives. Then again, it makes sense for someone like him to feel rather sore about such a topic. Suddenly, she's awkward, sitting in silence for a minute as she averts her gaze. But soon enough, she gathers her wits, reaching out to ruffle Killian's hair.
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"What are you apologising for? You'll still have to put in quite a bit of effort if you wanna get someone as stubborn as me to kick the bucket. I haven't even finished reading that poetry book I got last weekend. I'd definitely haunt someone if I don't get to."
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"I didn't mean to fix your heart." Killian wasn't as stupid to assume that money could mend that damage. "I meant to pay off medical debt or to make life easier for you."

He sighed.

"That's nice to hear but you know why I'm apologizing." because he'd dragged her into his world. The Decker Darkness. Killian pulled Lis into it whether she liked it or not.

Maybe he should have stayed away. If he had, then Lis wouldn't have to worry about shouldering his secrets on top of her burden.

"You can't let anyone know. That we're related, I mean."

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"Do you have that kind of money? Don't go biting off more than you can chew."
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Hopeful but not fully ready to take advantage of his offer, she tries to keep her heart out of the swirling pool of anxiety and takes a deep breath to push the thoughts out.
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"Are you like… recognisable or something?"
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More enemies seems like a bit of a chore, but it doesn't seem to bother her anymore than that. What concerns her more is her memories of that man in the hot springs, how familiar he'd seemed with her brother.
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"I've already let slipped once, to a guy with brown hair and eyes. He said he worked at a bank and that you two were acquaintances or something."
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