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MATIAS SILPH

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If it’s war that you want then you got it. If it’s pain well I brought what you need.

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"I never said I liked the attention." she replies as she stares at the reflection in the glass. [break][break]

Well she did, but not this kind of attention. [break][break]

So it didn't matter what he did as long as he acted first? Horse shit, what kind of fucking deal is that? "That's..such bullshit. You get to do whatever you want." she said, she was envious of him, he was free. Meanwhile she felt like a trapped song bird in a cage of her own making. [break][break]

"And really? Let him try? Do you even consider my feelings on the matter? Do, do you care about anyone's feelings Matias? Or did kanto rocket steal your heart and replace it with a lump of coal?" she asked turning around suddenly, her face contorting uncomfortably as it seemed like she was on the verge of tears.

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"i was joking, mel."[break][break]

seemingly unfazed even by the sight of his friend on the brink of crying, he carries on, sighing as he's forced to remember.[break][break]

"kanto stole a lot of things from me but it never made me care any less. i do care. more than you could ever realize."[break][break]

a pause.[break][break]

"it's time for you to start making your own decisions, mel. i get to do whatever i want because i dictate my actions. virizion, groudon, they may be influences but in the end, i'm still the one who chooses whether to act on something or not."[break][break]

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"if cobalion's forcing you to change who you are maybe it's time to consider that you two aren't a fit."

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MATIAS SILPH

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If it’s war that you want then you got it. If it’s pain well I brought what you need.

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"It's not a joke to me!" she emphasizes, her whole life she was a people pleaser. Catering to their desires for them to give her a pat on her head and tell her good girl. An unintended consequence of her father's constant praising of her. [break][break]

Even if it was to her own detriment, and it did indeed seep into her relationship with Cobalion. [break][break]

However she couldn't acknowledge it yet, it was not time yet. "We are a good fit Matias, he cares about me. When he asked me to punish people who misuse pokemon for their own gain that was the essentially entire premise of my gym, for people to treat pokemon correctly and respect them. I just never expected the first person to force my hand to be someone I considered one of my best friends. That's why this is killing me inside, I cant fucking sleep. " she pauses. [break][break]

"I just..I always expected it to be someone from rocket.." she says as she takes a sip of her water after swirling it slightly.

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are they a good fit? in some ways, sure, but overall he has reasons to doubt their partnership just as much as he has to doubt his with virizion. it's a thought for later, perhaps.[break][break]

"i didn't mean to kill it, mel. that was an accident."[break][break]

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"i'm sorry for not asking you properly."

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He lets the apology loose once again. [break][break]

It felt genuine, or did it? She couldn't tell, part of her wanted to believe it and part of her didn't. It was all so conflicting as she felt overwhelmed. She had to forgive him didn't she? She didn't She had to move on didn't she? She didn't. [break][break]

All these voices compounded in her head until she silenced them herself with her own voice. "Yo- You need to leave Matias. Now." she tells him as leavanny shoots a small string shot and pulls the door open for him, as it bows to him with grace. Her expression was full of pain and confusion, it was as clear as the day was long. She looked away from him as he hopefully left, she prayed he would.

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as the door is pulled open for him, he cannot help but recall his interaction with FERNANDO SILPH days prior. this isn't a failure, just a setback on his way to forgiveness.[break][break]

but he can't deny how annoying it is.[break][break]

"alright."[break][break]

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