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There’s a comfortable nostalgia attached this situation. It’s fucked up, isn’t it? That pain and destruction is what started all this and continues to be so intricately woven into their relationship.

“Hmph,” she snorts at his last comment, the jealousy approaching a boiling point, “If she gets upset over you seeking good medical aid then you deserve better,” he already did deserve better. She gently wipes away the salve, and with it some debris already wedging itself in the wound, “You need to keep this clean,” she emphasizes before getting to work removing the thin stitches to replace them with a thicker, more durable pattern and size.

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"yeah, yeah."[break][break]

he'll try to keep it clean but they both know he'll end up needing to get it cleaned again after. maybe once this is all over he'll finally be able to rest.[break][break]

unlikely, though, given everything that goes on in his head.[break][break]

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After witnessing her near break in sanity, it’s cruel how casually he speaks of his new relationship to her. It’s a slap in the face how easily he’s moved on, how simple it was to replace her with a newer model. What is most disturbing, is how he admits to making promises that were once meant for her.

The shadows across her face grow darker as she tilts her head down to focus further on the task at hand. Jealousy boils over and she can’t help but verbally release the pressure, “At least she knows you tend to break promises. Her expectations won’t be too high,” her pace quickens, but the quality of her work doesn’t diminish. She’s needs to get out of here and away from him.

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POSTED ON Apr 7, 2023 3:04:08 GMT

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even if her words hurt, it does bring some form of relief knowing that she's started to pry out of love's suffocating hold even if it comes at the cost of his feelings.[break][break]

"i kept that promise for as long as i could."[break][break]

he sighs.[break][break]

"but i'll keep this one."[break][break]

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He didn’t have to say that. He didn’t have to rub it in. He could have just stopped with the first sentence. But no, he had to keep going. Had to rub it in. He keeps ripping open her wounds just as they start to show signs of healing.

She finishes her stitching without a word. Silence is the only thing that blankets them within this dream world. Her jaw is tight, eyes wide and fixed. She’s afraid if she blinks tears would bud at the corners. She’s cried too much over him. He doesn’t deserve to witness the power he has over her.

“Done,” it’s short, curt, apathetic, but she can’t stop herself as she packs up her things. It’s not fair he gets to move on and be happy while she’s stuck in an abyss, “Good for you. Hope you two have a great fucking life,” she stands and practically throws the pack back at the Machamp.

“She’s that way,” she points in the direction Adele had returned from, keeping her voice as steady as she can. She’s betrayed by the quiver of her outstretched hand, “So fuck right off,” she doesn’t look back at him. He can’t see the tears. She simply turns to leave.

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POSTED ON Apr 7, 2023 4:51:52 GMT

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he follows the direction of her outstretched hand, his heart leaping at the possibility of finally finding PENELOPE LIVY.[break][break]

but he's soon tugged back into the pit of bitterness.[break][break]

"i hope you move on eventually because this has been such a pleasure."[break][break]

he scoffs.[break][break]

"and you wonder why i didn't call you."[break][break]

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Keep walking, he doesn’t deserve your attention.

Keep walking.

DON’T TURN AROUND. HE’S MINE.

Don’t listen. Keep walking.

YES, KEEP WALKING, HE DOESN’T CARE ABOUT YOU OR WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY.

Stop. Turn around.

HE’LL NEVER CARE AGAIN.

What are you doing!? Keep walking. Don’t look back.

NO ONE WILL

“You know, if you didn’t keep rubbing it in, it could have been pleasant,” he needed to learn that others’ feelings weren’t as solid as his. That he needed to be more cognizant of just how much of an impact his words could have.

HA! HE DOESN’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS. GET LOST, MORALES.

And so she does. She fucks right off with nothing but her grief and insecurities to keep her company.

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"rubbing what in? i was being fucking honest which is what you wanted."[break][break]

but she keeps walking.[break][break]

"stop, eva."[break][break]

and walking.[break][break]

"fine! just go! fuck off and leave me alone!"[break][break]

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POSTED ON Apr 7, 2023 5:38:13 GMT

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Stop, Eva.

And as if her legs have a mind of their own, they stop. It’s like she can’t will them forward. It’s terrifying not having control over your own self, your own feelings. It’s that frustration that brings the tears to her eyes. The first few fall down her cheeks, driving clear streams in the grim of Ultra Deep Sea that coats her bare skin. She’s stopped but she hasn’t turned around.

“But you’re not alone, Maitas. She’s right over there. I know you want to go to her so just go,” the resentment and venom that clearly fueled her previous statements were gone. Instead it was a more familiar, soft voice but laced with so much pain it is palpable even between the distance that spans between them.

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"oh, but i am alone. more than i ever have been."[break][break]

which is ironic given how he's never truly alone. at least not in his head.[break][break]

with her now stopped, he approaches cautiously.[break][break]

"how long do you think i have until what happened to KING WAYLAND happens to me?"[break][break]

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The only movement her emotional paralysis allows is to turn towards him. She does so as he cautiously approaches. Her gaze remains trained down, eyelids relaxed to cover the budding redness and sparkle of tears.

She does look up at the mention of KING WAYLAND, brows furrowing slightly at the thought of him and their shared history. Eva hadn’t, and won’t, compare this situation to Kanto, “Why would you think that?” she asks with genuine concern, “You’re nothing like him,” she shakes her head, "I wouldn't let it," despite his flaws, he is still a good person in her eyes.

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"it's already happening."[break][break]

he says with a sigh, as though it pains him to admit it.[break][break]

"the league doesn't trust me. my own colleagues and peers don't either. most deem me reckless, dangerous, and a liability. i'd say the only reason why that hasn't happened yet is because of groudon."[break][break]

and, after a long pause, he shares in a moment of vulnerability.[break][break]

"i'm scared, eva."[break][break]

Eva Morales[break]

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If Eva had a sliver of rational thinking when it came to him, she would see it too. Maybe she would, eventually, but she settles into the comfortable role of healer and support.

“Well, Matias, you keep pushing people away.”

He pushed her away. How many people has he pushed away since?

“You keep giving them reason after reason to not trust you.”

He keeps breaking promises, and not just to her.

“But those are things you can change.”

She knows he can, she believes he can. She’d rather see him happy without her, than not happy with her.

“You already said you were gonna stop breaking promises so . . . that’s a great start,” she says it softly, being sure to extinguish any bitter edge it may hold.

“I’m scared too,” she admits, breaking off to follow a wisp of mist, “I don’t know how live without you. I never thought I would have to. My mind’s so fucked I barely recognize myself.”

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POSTED ON Apr 11, 2023 4:47:06 GMT

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his own isolation is self-inflicted, that much he knows, and yet he has done little to work against it.[break][break]

"how, eva? how do i change? how do i get them to trust me? is everything i have done for them not enough?"[break][break]

all the trainings, the seminars, the battles, virizion, groudon—what would be enough?[break][break]

he looks at her.[break][break]

"i still recognize you. you're still you."[break][break]

Eva Morales[break]

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