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Originally, the flowers from Fiorelli Floristry was little more than another face in the crowd of fan mail he received. But when Callan's gaze fell on the frayed edges of the lone flower, it grabbed his attention.

It came unaccompanied by any note, the floral gesture in its raw form. Reminding of the visit he'd been meaning to make.

Now, Callan found himself before the skeletal remains of the floristry. Its windows hung limply, their edges frayed and weathered, the walls cloaked in a rusted armor of age, moss chewing away at its vitality.

Every inch of the once bustling was now morphed into gnarled brown tendrils. A casual passerby had mentioned it was no longer there, but witnessing the desolation firsthand was a different beast altogether.

His gaze shifted to the leftmost window, landing on the spot where a pot of apricot blossoms had once been. A year ago, the white petals caught in the act of blooming. Gone.

In his hand, Callan clutched his Gracidea seeds.

He would have to seek a new place for his floral needs. The Floristry had sent him a note of another shop. But he wasn't ready to leave just yet.

"Well... shit," Callan muttered to his Maushold, Socialism.

"How about we try to make this place slightly better?" A sitrus candy arced through the air from his hand, landing before one of the younger ones. "Tidy up a little. I noticed some litter scattered about."

As his Maushold set to work, Callan watched. Did there exist a purpose in preserving this dead cottage? He couldn't say.

All he knew was the peculiar sense of loss that pervaded him, an echo that had once breathed life into the shop was now silent. Maybe it'd be nice to at least clean up the area, out of respect for what it once had.


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[attr="class","skullbody"]There was nothing left for Isaac here. Any nostalgia he once felt in this situation had twisted and decayed away, just as the floristry itself had. At best, it was a reminder of a life that he'd once been a part of and could now never see again. At worst, it was proof that Team Rocket had literally become a blight upon the Hoenn region.[break][break]

There was nothing left for Isaac here. He'd already come to terms with that fact. And yet.[break][break]

In Isaac's conscious, waking mind, he'd put the Floristry behind him. However, in the darkness of his dreamscape, thoughts better left repressed had a way of following him. The cheek that had touched burned as painfully as the grudges that she had left in her wake. The first night, it was easy enough to dismiss. The second, it had been mildly irritating. By the end of the week, Isaac had turned away his Musharna's assistance, hoping that his own trauma would drown out the hateful whispers.[break][break]

When even that fog was broken through, Isaac knew it was time for a change of tactic.[break][break]

The Floristry was even more of a mess than it had been was the day Isaac had found it. The skeletal construction of the floristry continued to crack under its own weight, ribs shattered and spine sagging. The carpet of red, black, and orange continued to fester, smothering out any suggestion of green that may have once been present. Even the yellow dahlia that had once been left behind was now little more than a brown, dusty fossil of its former self.[break][break]

Surprisingly, Isaac wasn't alone. A man stood amongst the wreckage, his Maushold putting in admirable work as they tried to Tidy Up the place. Isaac's immediate thought was that it was futile. Even if they could pick up some litter, rot would overwhelm the space that had been left behind. Even if they somehow cancelled out some of the decay, Lis would surely return just to make it worse out of spite.[break][break]

"Don't bother. Figure it'll be 100 years before anything can grow here again."

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Callan stopped, his eyes caught by the gaze of the young man.

"Interesting point of view," Callan softly said, taking his time with the young man's words. His Maushold kept busy, its happy nibbles on roots and dusting of old graves sounding through the silence.

He spoke again, his voice steady, "It probably won't help, you're right." Turning to the youth, a small, warm smile nudged at his lips. "I'm Callan," he shared, offering his hand.

"So, with that in mind, why do you think people visit graves?" He asks, his eyes bore into the man with an attempt to discern him. He knew the look well, when one was sucked in a vortex of thought.


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[attr="class","skullbody"]"Isaac," he said, giving the man's hand a shake. The grudges that the sight of this cottage stirred up in the back of his mind whispered for him to crush the man's hand, but he held their desires at bay. Stupid grudges. "I'd say it's good to meet you. But it's a shame it's under these circumstances."[break][break]

The man asked Isaac why he visited graves. It was as if Isaac hadn't tended to his beloved Aggron's weekly by this point. As if he wasn't already pre-emptively mourning the friends that Rocket would kill one way or another, either in body, heart, or spirit. As if his entire life, up until the past year, hadn't been that of a wandering ghost.[break][break]

"Lots of reasons," he said, casting a baleful eye over the ruins of the cottage. "To remember the better times. To pine for the ones they never got to share. To make sure, now that we know there's an afterlife, they'll be taken care of on the other side. To think about life, the universe, and everything in front of the only person they can be honest with."[break][break]

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"Yeah," Callan grins as he shakes Isaac's hand. Firm, tight, almost aggressive.

"I think it's because we see parts of ourselves in other people, places and objects." Callan begins, staring at the skeletal body of the florist's house. "And so when that thing goes away, part of us is lost as well. And we don't want to let go." Callan turns back to the youth.

"Was this place important to you?" Callan begins, "I get the feeling I'm upsettign you for being here. I can leave, if you wish. But I'd rather listen, if that is what you need."

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[attr="class","skullbody"]"I like that one. It's honest." Was it the fact that no longer ran a flower shop that Isaac was upset about? Fuck no. Was it the fact that was a big girl and could make her own choices? Of course not. It was the sudden, jarring loss of a life that he couldn't wait to begin when the shadow of war was finally purged from Hoenn. The symbol of what he was fighting for was now a twitching, cancer-ridden mess, festering worse and worse by the day.[break][break]

Kiryu's death, too, had been that painful mixture. The pain of seeing a loved one in agony, mixed with the knowledge that a part of himself had followed her to the grave. After half a year's worth of grieving and growing, he'd managed to heal. The best she could hope for was eternal, well-deserved rest.[break][break]

"It was. But you're not the one upsetting me." Isaac didn't care who poked around these ruins. After all, it was as he said. This wasn't a grave site, looted by tomb raiders and immaculately maintained. This was a carcass, put on display as a mockery of something that had once been loved. To meddle with this place wasn't to desecrate it. That part was already long finished.[break][break]

"I'd rather listen to your story. What brings you here?"

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Socialism finishes cleaning up the front and the sides of the frame, rubbish littered aorund had been gathered into a clump. There was no garbage truck in sight, and so laid a collections of broken pots, empty beer cans, fast food wrappings and glass detritus. It returns back towards Callan, proud of its accomplishments. The larger ones begin to work on cleaning up the smaller ones.

"I see." Callan replied, "The person who destroyed this place then?"

As Isaac reflected the question back at him, he was unable to find a decent answer. "It's honestly not that interesting, but I can talk about it." He lifts what seemed to be a small back in his right hand. "I've been looking for advice on how to plant these Gracidea Seeds. I thought it'd be a good idea to visit Elisabeth." Callan's smile fades a little bit.

"Except she's not here, and... well, something happened." He turns towards Isaac. "Were you close to her?"


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[attr="class","skullbody"]The scars of urban decay had been separated from their natural counterparts. Isaac had to hand it to the Maushold. They were damn good at what they did. However, it felt like trying to fix a detonated building by painting the rubble. Would it amount to anything in the end?[break][break]

Callan asked if Isaac was upset because of who had done this. Was that the case? Was he angry at what she'd done? Or was he angry at what she'd become? Frankly, Isaac wasn't sure. All he knew was that his anger at either paled in comparison to what she represented. "It's complicated," he admitted. "But that's about the long and short of it."[break][break]

Was he close to Elisabeth? Isaac would've liked to have thought that he knew her, but she took great pleasure in disabusing him of that notion. "Not as well as I would've liked," he admitted, a touch of bitterness underlining his voice. "She's . . . a friend of a friend, let's say."[break][break]

To say that was beyond understatement. She was the goddess that lit up his beloved 's life. If she said jump, Cygne wouldn't even need to ask how high. If she blazed a trail, Cygne would follow before even checking where it lead. If she was to burn down her old life and start a new, crueler one in its place?[break][break]

Well, now Isaac knew how quickly she'd provide the chemicals.[break][break]

For a while, he kept quiet, surveying the desolate landscape. His innermost thoughts swirled like a maelstrom, but their tempest failed to even ruffle the veil that his face had become. Nonetheless, the energy coming off of him was palpable. It only started to shift as his mind wandered to Callan's own reasons for being here.[break][break]

"You said something about a Gracedia earlier? Today might be your lucky day, then."

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Isaac chose his words with care, like a merchant appraising goods before sale.

It seemed as though he was treading lightly, wary of revealing too much about himself or the people in his sphere. Perhaps he saw Callan as an unpredictable element.

Taking in Isaac's demeanor, Callan allowed a pause, his gaze quietly absorbing the image of the youth under the dim light. "I see, I won't ask any more," he responded..

From the depth of his pocket, Callan extracted a cigarette. With the flick of a lighter, it came to life, the glow momentarily casting playful shadows across his face.

The inhale was slow and measured, the act soothing his nerves. Isaac's unexpected reference to Gracidea however, arrested Callan's attention mid-puff.

He turned his head, the interest in his gaze refocusing onto Isaac. "Oh, how do you mean?"


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[attr="class","skullbody"]Callan opted not to ask more. For a second, Isaac was worried that he'd gotten the wrong idea. Sighing, he shook his head. "Ugh, I'm sorry. It's not you," he said. "I just . . . some things are better off forgotten, you know?"[break][break]

It was probably a bad idea for Isaac to even come here in the first place. However, despite making peace with the fact that what this land represented was dead and buried, he found himself drawn back like a moth to flame. Perhaps that, too, was the nature of grief. There were days where it was easy to say that he was leaving the past behind. There were days where old pains flared up as if they were fresh and new. Being fully healed took more than willpower. It was a process, and one that rushing would only hurt more.[break][break]

Luckily, the past wasn't simply an old scar to be forgotten. It was also a record to learn from. Were it not for what Isaac had learned here, his own Gracedia would have never bloomed so beautifully. Now he could take that knowledge and pass it onwards.[break][break]

"My own Gracedia's growing not too far from here," Isaac said. "I've been tending to the land around it for the last few months now, and it should be ready to bloom soon. I'm no expert or anything, but I can at least show you how its coming along."[break][break]

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"I try not to assume things from my own perspective too much," Callan replied, "But yeah, I think I know what you mean." And also what it meant to keep recurring the same type of wound that one was used to, intentional or not.

Callan slips his own bag of Gracidea seeds into his backpack, and follows along Isaac as he takes them towards his own Gracidea flowers. "What's the secret behind them?" Callan asked, "I was told that they don't flower like normal plants, and that they flower in response to gratitude."

Callan worried his would not flower. He was an ungrateful bastard. He had previously given an answer to the exact question. But there was no appreciation in what he had responded with.

Now it echoed in his head as they walked from the corpse of an old floristry. It was so difficult, and yet, Isaac was able to somehow smile behind it.

"You seem to enjoy the process, at least." Callan remarked, taking note of the blonde's smile. "What are you grateful for?"


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[attr="class","skullbody"]Was there a secret? Frankly, Isaac wasn't sure. He didn't do anything particularly differently. At the same time, he'd done everything and anything he could think of in order to help the flower grow.[break][break]

"It's the weirdest thing," Isaac said, shrugging. "I'd taken someone close to me to try and find the perfect spot. But we never actually got around to planting the seed. She . . . fell back into some bad memories, and we left before exploring much deeper. I kinda figured that was that."[break][break]

"Imagine my surprise when I come back and see a little sprout blooming."[break][break]

Perhaps had been the right person to take to the Petalburg Woods after all, despite his initial guilt at doing so. Perhaps it was their gratitude in having each other's back that had given the seed the first push it needed to start growing.[break][break]

"Seed must've fallen out of my pocket when we were leaving," Isaac figured with a shrug. "Far from the perfect spot I was looking for. But, hey, if it grows, it grows, right? So I tended to the plant best I could. And that included tending to the spot around it. The land. The other plants. Any Pokemon passing through."[break][break]

Far from the wasteland that Isaac and Callan were walking away from, the land he lead Callan towards was an idyllic and fertile grove. The Gracedia that had once been its centerpiece was long gone, but already the shoots of new, more local plants were starting to pop up in its face. The trees were lush and full, fruits and flowers scattered about their surface. The grasses were a thick, elegant carpet. Wild Pokemon passed through without a care in the world, all too happy to consider the grove part of their own territory. Even now, the sweet aromas from Springtide Storms past lingered in the air, pink wisps drifting through the branches.[break][break]

"Guess I'm grateful for the fact that even someone like me can make an impact."

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Callan listens to Isaac as he speaks, not interrupting. As someone who knew the feeling, he understood: the world was vast, mistakes countless, comforts tempting.

"I used to think good was intrinsic to people." Callan began, crouching to see the seeds. The sprout was surrounded by flowers and fruit, a garden of color.

“Wanna know what I think it is though?" Callan paused, "It's the act itself, to be kind, to be brave, to be just, even when there is nothing to be gained from it, even if the premise is flawed. People waver, but actions remain constant through time."

He stands, facing Isaac. "Every act of kindness ripples outwards, like a drop in the ocean, inspiring others to do the same. People are rarely so consistent, but the goodness in what people do is rarely forgotten."

"I was thirty years old when took a microphone in the middle of a park and sang the vocals to my guitar playing. That one single moment went viral, and I was able to get a record deal out of it." Callan paused, "Now I'm a household name, but that will stick with me forever. It changed my life. It might have been nothing to her, but I'll always remember it."

He purses his lips, "I try to remember that even if things aren't exactly good between us now. To me, that was what heroism is, just an act of kindness when someone needed it. It doesn't change what she did for me. The same thing that did for me with the rangers. It was what inspired me into thinking that the League was right, even with all its flaws in the first place."

His eyes study the youth briefly, before turning back towards the flowers. "So I think, you'll always have an impact, even if you can't see it yourself Isaac. Sunlight isn't always here, but if you live long enough, you'll see sunlight again."

The world was vast, but a garden could grow anywhere. Mistakes innumerable, yet kindness endured. Comforts tempting, still some chose courage. And lives, however small, were changed forever.


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[attr="class","skullbody"]Isaac froze. For a man that had seemed so lost and listless earlier, Callan's wisdom now was staggering. Just who was supposed to be leading who, here?[break][break]

It was so true, though. To so many people, were black and white. Either they were good all the time, or they were rotten to the core. The former either disappointed or used their sway to get away with murder. The latter were scorned and shunned no matter how hard they tried to change, or embraced the role that society had forced onto them.[break][break]

In either case, there was no growth. There was no change. Only slow death inside of a sterile box.[break][break]

may have no longer been Callan's friend, but she would always be his hero. "She's been under a lot of stress lately," Isaac pointed out, surprised at how quickly he jumped to the defense of a person he had so many misgivings about. "Probably. I mean, wouldn't anyone where she's at?"[break][break]

The thankless job of propagandist for an organization hellbent on shooting itself in the foot. A member of the region's Elite 4. The pressure of celebrity, thrust onto her by a mother willing to torture her into perfection. That was stressful enough in the best of times, and with the shadow of a cosmically major win for Rocket hanging over the region?[break][break]

"Maybe you two should talk. Just 'cause things aren't great between you now, it doesn't mean they always have to be."[break][break]

Maybe he should apologize to her, too. But something told him she wouldn't to see hide or hair of him as things were now.[break][break]

But Callan's takeaway here wasn't himself. It was that Isaac's kindness had already made an impact, no matter what he thought about himself. "Thank you," was all he could manage to say, thousands of layers of mixed emotions tucked between just two soft words. "I try my best. And that's the best any of us can do, isn't it?"[break][break]

He didn't try alone, either. Zephyrus the Dragonite flew overhead, another Springtide Storm following in his wake to keep the grove rejuvenated. Regulus the Ceruledge used his burning blades to slice down a dying tree and reduce it to nutrient rich ash. Sectonia the Vespiquen guided the bugs of the forest towards the most fitting trees for feeding and habitation. Alone, Isaac could never do this. Surrounded by his Pokemon, some of which had outright started dwelling here, he'd moved mountains.[break][break]

Maybe the world would be a better place if everyone decided to just try.

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Callan pauses as he considers Isaac's words, his eyes wander over Isaac's Pokemon. Dragonite, Ceruledge, Vespiquen, Callan didn't need to be an expert trainer to know that they were all well trained. Whoever he was, the man was quite an adept trainer.

His eyes return to Isaac, then to the Gracidea. His thumbs tun across the hem of his pockets as he thinks on his words. "It doesn't have to be." Callan admitted, "But not right now, sometimes you know when words will do more harm than good."

All the more important was staying out of each other's way was in fact the right decision.

But this wasn't about his own problem. He turned himself back towards Isaac.

"Hmm, I'm sensing some hesitation." Callan chuckles, drawing a cigarette and lighting it up. He drags briefly as he considers Isaac's situation. "'Even someone like you can make an impact'." He repeats, looking upwards. "What is 'like you' that makes it hard for you to make an impact, Isaac?"


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