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judgment never comes, at least not directed at her; in its place is sympathy and understanding of the situation and all the feelings that may accompany it.[break][break]

abandonment. loneliness. doubt.[break][break]

"there's always something more to it."[break][break]

he gently prods.[break][break]

"why'd he leave?"[break][break]







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[attr="class","illeana i"]"i suppose."

though, she can't quite wrap her mind around the actuality of it all: that he left, that he's not coming back, and that she had been a cause behind abandonment.

"duty or whatever."

she's had twenty years in some distant memory and some months in reality to get over it so why does it still hurt?

a hand rises to wave invisible thoughts from the air.

"it's fine, shit happens."



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what duty? he wants to prod further but decides against it. he doesn't care enough about the man to find out more. he does, however, care about her, and so his focus shifts.[break][break]

"and are you okay?"[break][break]







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[attr="class","illeana i"]beneath the weight of his question, she feels fissures grow. they threaten to pull her apart — to split her open and bleed her dry.

”no.”

it’s honest, painfully so.

”but i will be eventually.”

she’ll move on and this feeling won’t matter anymore. it has to.



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they find themselves in one of those carriages designed to be wide and spacious and functional which means it lacks seats. this plays in his favor, however, as it means he can just reach over to hug her.[break][break]

he does just that, potentially crossing lines but when has he ever cared for them.[break][break]

"you'll be okay. until then, it's fine to not be."[break][break]







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[attr="class","illeana i"]his arms close around her, his body settling softly against her own, and she feels herself stiffen. it’s supposed to be comforting and kind and warm, she reasons, but his arms feel like a cage. she breathes in, the smell of wildfire smoke and damp earth clinging to his body, and it calms her enough to slowly return the embrace.

”thank you.”

she sounds quiet, small.

”just takes time, i guess.”

how long, she wonders, is enough for it to ease? some days, it feels like an eternity and others, depending on her company, no more than fleeting minutes.



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"it does."[break][break]

he sounds quiet as well, though never small.[break][break]

"i can give you whatever bullshit advice people have given me in the past but none of them matter. you'll get over it when you do."[break][break]

it isn't her first breakup, that much he knows.[break][break]







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illie, sap sipper
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27
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
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[attr="class","illeana i"]does she ever truly get over anything?

it's becoming more and more apparent that she holds things inside of herself - festering until they rot her from the inside out. they always feel like they'll haunt her forever...

she clears her throat to rid herself of the concept.

"thanks."

a faint, barely there smile rises. it doesn't quite meet the eyes.

"that helps, i think?"

better than advice, anyway.



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"don't mention it."[break][break]

when he finally pulls away, he stays close if only to kiss her on her forehead; a sweet act that feels unbecoming of the man deemed the volatile.[break][break]

he returns her smile.[break][break]

"forget him. the fucker doesn't know what he's missing out on."[break][break]







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illie, sap sipper
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[attr="class","illeana i"]she stills beneath lips against her forehead - a newly foreign act.

does she deserve such kindness?

"maybe."

her shoulders roll through a shrug, as if the concept of him missing out on her doesn't quite feel right.

"people always end up missing what they lost, don't they?"



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"not always, but in this case, they should."[break][break]

for once, matias shows kindess, no longer under the heavy influence of forces that deem him volatile. at least not to the same extent.[break][break]

"there are better men out there, anyway."[break][break]







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illie, sap sipper
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[attr="class","illeana i"]"they should, but they might not."

the what if bothers her, she realizes, in the same way it always does: soul-crushing and anxiety inducing.

she pushes the concept down and buries it beneath loose dirt. her shovel is tossed aside for another thought, another conversation that stings less.

"yeah? like who?"



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the carriage slows to a stop as they near the very top, allowing him to stretch this moment on for as long as he could.[break][break]

"like me."[break][break]

no hestiation in his voice.[break][break]

"but you shouldn't aim this high. you can settle for less, like for example. try him."[break][break]







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[attr="class","illeana i"]a scoff escapes, almost indignant.

"more like you shouldn't aim this high."

at the mention of , however, she pauses. hesitation clings to the way she stalls through silence's existence. it does not last long enough to save her from this conversation.

"i've already tried him."

a beat passes before she adds more in a lower voice.

"besides, doesn't he have a girlfriend? i doubt he cares to relive that night."



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"you have?"[break][break]

he blinks, clearly caught off guard at the revelation because the mere idea of them together is enough to give him the ick.[break][break]

how incompatible they would be.[break][break]

"how was it?"[break][break]







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