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illie, sap sipper
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snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
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head professor
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5’8” height
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[attr="class","illeana i"]"i - yeah, i have."

this is not a topic she wants to discuss - intimate details of her personal life laid out for him to dissect... no thank you.

"it was good."

she gives him nothing else, attempting to pivot with a simple question:

"why?"



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before he can chastise her for not being descriptive enough—what kind of a descriptor is good?—she pivots with a question so he returns one of his own.[break][break]

"why what?"[break][break]








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illie, sap sipper
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september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
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5’8” height
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[attr="class","illeana i"]she fixes him with a curious stare — half annoyed and mostly intrigued.

”why do you care?”

about this, about her… she can’t quite discern what she means anymore.

she leaves it up for him to decide.



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has he not made it clear before? he thinks back to their previous encounters, recalling them to the best of his abilities before ending up at the conclusion that: yes, he has, and he imagines this won't be the last time he'll have to say it.[break][break]

"because i care about you."[break][break]

and before she can ask the next why?, he adds:[break][break]

"i just do."[break][break]








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illie, sap sipper
she/her
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september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
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geneticist, alchemist
head professor
consumed
with what's to transpire.
5’8” height
5’8” height
you caged me and then you called me crazy; i am what i am 'cause you trained me.
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POSTED ON Oct 14, 2023 14:49:58 GMT
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[attr="class","illeana i"]he knows her well enough to prepare for more questions, to beat her to the punch on even asking them. it’s mildly impressive, perhaps.

”you shouldn’t.”

her expression, despite softening slightly, still seems guarded — walls and masks plastered into place with slipping glue.



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a pause is taken to consider how blunt he should be before deciding that she needs to hear it.[break][break]

"you can stop with the self-pity."[break][break]

he clicks his tongue.[break][break]

"you're as deserving of care and love as anyone else is."[break][break]








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illie, sap sipper
she/her
27
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
bi curious
geneticist, alchemist
head professor
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[attr="class","illeana i"]is it self-pity? or self-preservation?

people care, people leave, and the cycle repeats. she's tired of enduring.

"sure."

her eyes retreat to the window, to the world beyond.

"i don't think i want it anymore, though."



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their ride slows, soon coming to a halt as the end of their day beckons.[break][break]

"why not?"[break][break]








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illie, sap sipper
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27
september 23rd
snowpoint city, sinnoh
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[attr="class","illeana i"]the ride slows and as it groans through descent, she feels her social battery dwindling with it.

"'cause i always get hurt in the end."

she flashes a small, bitter smile.

"and i'm tired of being in that position."

it's better to leave it alone - to patch up her walls and throw barbed wire over them to keep people out. perhaps she'll try it... what else does she have to lose?



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"you put yourself in that position."[break][break]

when the doors open, allowing them to return to their separate lives, he takes a step toward it, but hesitates as he peers back at her.[break][break]

he offers her a smile, as warm as he could muster.[break][break]

"until next time, illie."[break][break]








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