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light years away from you [past]
POSTED ON Jun 19, 2024 0:29:23 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","pilots fernie"] [attr="class","top"] [attr="class","topimage"] [attr="class","subtextbox"] [attr="class","lyrics"] oh, the glory of it all was lost on me[break]’til i saw how hard it’d be to reach you [attr="class","border"] [attr="class","postbox"] [attr="class","imgavatar"]  The last thing they remember are crimson eyes and being swallowed by the impenetrable dark.[break][break] A cruel smile and the sink of cold dread as it crept through their veins.[break][break] The agony and the ache of being turned away. An endless string of arguments and the yawn of distance that cracked them in two just a little bit more the larger it grew. And endless stretch of time finding themself unable to stop what was only going to be inevitable.[break][break] When they jolt awake, their eyes snap open in panic. Their chest heaves, breath loud and audible as a cold sweat prickles up their spine, bleeding through the shirt they’d worn to bed. One of Jayden’s old shirts, and suddenly that familiar, warm scent is all around them. Smothering them filling up their lungs. In the next inhale, they realize the sound is wet with the clog of a sob working its way free.[break][break] All they can feel is the ache as their hands claw at the quilts piled on top of them. Tearing at them and trying to pull themself free from the nightmare that they feel as if they are still entrenched in.[break][break] As if at any moment, those burning eyes will find them and Jayden will turn cold again, and they will be alone in a world that does not want them. Has no place for them. That leaves them alone and aching and so, so unbearably angry at what they have been robbed off.[break][break] They are so paralyzed by the realness of the dream that Fern cannot move, cannot manage to even turn their head toward the weighted presence of the sleeping body next to them. Just to make sure he is really, actually there. 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