nick
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december 12th
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i saw the end, and it looks like the middle
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nicholas steele
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POSTED ON Nov 14, 2024 6:15:38 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","nick"] [attr="class","body"] "fortune had nothing to do with it," nick mutters, his voice low, almost sulky, as he responds to josh's initial statement. he turns his head just slightly on the pillow, enough to peer at josh out of the corner of his eye, expression sour, as though he tastes something unpleasant. "i fought like hell to make it back here. fortune didn't save me. hard work and stubbornness did."[break][break] nick listens with growing dismay and horror as josh speaks, describing gavin merlino and the lugia that fights by his side. soulless beings, josh calls them, and nick understands what he means, can picture it clearly in his mind's eye from his own experiences - the emptiness in their eyes, the absence of warmth or compassion, replaced instead with a cold determination that borders on zealotry. unbeknownst to both men, they are envisioning entirely different people—josh sees gavin merlino, nick sees barnaby finch. the similarities between the two are broad enough to render this misunderstanding nigh invisible.[break][break] a chill runs down nick's spine, and he shivers slightly, pulling the blanket higher up around his shoulders as though seeking protection from the mere memory of that darkness. immortal and invincible, josh claims—and nick believes it. he has seen firsthand the devastation that such beings can cause, has felt the reality-warping power that surges forth from them.[break][break] "then there's no hope," he breathes, his voice barely audible over the hum of the machines keeping vigil around him. "if they're immort—"[break][break] nick cuts off abruptly, seeming to remember himself, his shoulders tensing beneath the sheet as he shakes his head once, sharply.[break][break] "no," he states firmly, sounding more like himself again, like the ranger determined to protect the innocent despite the odds stacked against him. "there's always hope."[break][break] nick falls silent then, chewing on his lower lip as he contemplates josh's words regarding the potential length of his recovery. six months, the gym leader suggests – but even so, nick takes some small comfort in knowing that even with that long a timeline, a full recovery is still possible. after so many years of holding a scalpel, though, it feels disconcerting to be the patient beneath the knife.[break][break] nick turns his head more fully toward josh, his eyes searching the older man's face for answers. "how did you cope with it all?" he asks quietly, vulnerably. "how did you make it through the worst of it?"[googlefont=Poppins] [newclass=".nick"]--accent:#D8AD43;font:12px Poppins;[/newclass] [newclass=".nick b"]color:var(--accent);font:bold 14px Roboto;letter-spacing:.1px;[/newclass] [newclass=".nick i"]color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".nick u"]text-underline-offset:3px;text-decoration-color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".nick a"]font:12px Poppins;color:var(--accent);[/newclass] [newclass=".nick h1"]font:16px Poppins;color:var(--accent);font-weight:bold;[/newclass] [newclass=".nick h2"]font:14px Poppins;color:var(--accent);font-weight:bold;[/newclass] [newclass=".nick .body"]background-image:url("https://image.ibb.co/cpf8Wc/flower_patt.png");background-position:bottom;background-repeat:no-repeat;text-align:justify;letter-spacing:.2px;[/newclass] [newclass=".nick .pkmn img"]margin:-10px -7px 0px -7px;[/newclass] [newclass=".nick .credit"]width:100px;background-color:#232323;font-size:10px;margin-top:7px;padding:3px;[/newclass] [newclass=".nick .credit a"]font-size:10px;[/newclass]
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